I have sleepy bitch disease and BPD

I'm jeanette / 26 / bi/pan / nb / married / poly pronouns: they/them 🚫18+ ONLY🚫 Just a blog dedicated to my bullshit and memes

[femalerappers]

[wlfgrrl]

[ilovecannabis]

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[pinup-princess]

[pinup-princess]

[gubdma]

[yimra-deactivated20250209]

[grittymemewarehouse]

[the-memedaddy]

Meirl

[animatedtext]

[amontageofhell]

Me : Do you love me ?

Them: Yes I do

Me : Lies

[sleepybpdmess]

I feel like I can't say how I truly feel because I have nightmares of people calling the police on me if I say anything remotely suicidal. I feel like I can't go to therapy for this reason too. I'm scared of being hospitalized too. I feel trapped in my piece of shit bpd brain everyday.

[sleepybpdmess]

I don't know why I let the same person hurt me over and over again. Time passes and I fall in love with him again. 11 years of my life dedicated to someone who constantly puts others before me. I hate him one minute and the next he says one thing and my heart starts racing. I hope one day I get over him and move on because it's what I deserve.

[sapphistprincess]

my life doesn't have much purpose to me.

[anqelek]

[junebugjules]