one sleepy blog

Cameron//21//Hamilton//Pieceofshit

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got some dang film developed

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I haven’t posted in forever, here’s me and certified very good bud T - dawg

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Before a black and white T.V. in the middle of the night,

I’m laying on the floor, bathed in blue light,

The telecast’s in spanish, I can understand some,

I need justice in my life, here it comes,

(quick one inspired by the mountain goats)

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Get it, cuz they’re both me? Hah.

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A regular tues. night,

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all about gifs lately

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got so spooked I made many spelling mistakes

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gettin’ some post-halloween spooks 

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it’s weird here.

[scoobandshagtalk]

Like… I’m fuckin spooked buddy

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some of my favourite things

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I was under the impression folks get less angsty as they age... Any day now...

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The biggest part of being a functional human being (as far as I can tell) is being able to tell yourself to shut the fuck up and do the thing.

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Being alone is quiet, no matter how busy the streets are. It’s an emptiness in your skull in which thoughts you’re uncomfortable with, thoughts you didn’t know you could make, thoughts that don’t feel like your own, echo. Being alone is not knowing who you are. And it’s fucking terrifying.

I keep trying to think of ways I could make friends, share meaningful experiences with people, I don’t know if it’s ever going to work. I wonder if being alone could possibly be a part of me, something I’ll never escape. I wonder if I’m doing it to myself, alienating myself from exactly what I want most. Probably.

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Okay so this is a bit premature, but I have some music coming out soon (this is the album art) and i’m super stoked about it!

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Adiós seasonal affective disorder!