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why is everything so hard but not actually that hard just i cant do it

me: why did i not cry about my own trauma until i saw it replicated on a tv show

the tiny simone de beauvoir who lives in my left ear: the fictional woman is a vehicle for the ineffable traumas of your feminine self.

me: thank you madame de beauvoir

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getting over your hatred for pink is self-care

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Freaks and Geeks (1999-2000)

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the difference between how i dress vs how i want to dress is a large gap … a gap that needs to be filled with money

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Trying to find the perfect name for a character, but you only have a vague idea of what you want, like “he feels like a 2-syllable kind of guy” or “It need a hard consonant at the end.”

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summer depression things

sleeping in way too late

“oh no it’s 4 am and i’m still awake”

mindlessly refreshing the same apps over and over

picking up a book only to put it down because the words aren’t processing in your brain

listening to the same three albums repeatedly

either eating every snack you own within an hour or forgetting to eat for like half the day

“if i don’t do my summer homework it doesn’t exist”

wearing the same sundress three days in a row

watching your friends hang out with each other as you stay at home and stare at the wall

consistently forgetting to respond to people who text you

reminiscing over past summers and how much fun you had then

wanting the school year to start but also feeling Crushing Anxiety when you think of how soon it is

drinking like a gallon of water every hour or not having any water all day and dehydrating

unbrushed hair

lying down on the floor

“what day is it today”

mosquitoes make you feel downright murderous

watching movies only to get distracted

even sitting around at home makes you tired

this is not fun

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MISOPHONIA

a watercolor piece I made about my sound sensitivity disorder.

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If you're ever bored, here's a list of Studio Ghibli films you can watch for free.

Castle In The Sky (1986) Grave of the Fireflies (1988) My Neighbor Totoro (1988) Kiki’s Delivery Service (1989) Only Yesterday (1991) Porco Rosso (1992) Pom Poko (1994) Whisper of the Heart (1995) Princess Mononoke (1997) My Neighbors the Yamadas (1999) Spirited Away (2001) The Cat Returns (2002) Howl’s Moving Castle (2004) Tales from Earthsea (2006) Ponyo On A Cliff From The Sea (2008) The Secret World of Arrietty/The Borrower Arrietty (2010) From Up on Poppy Hill (2011)

If any of the links stop working, please let me know so I can fix it.

For Castle In The Sky, wait for the free user button to be clickable and it will send you to the video.