Humorous musings of a recovering alchoholic

[recovering-alcoholic]

Ramblings

[slightlyhumorousalcoholic]

Stopping in.

i think about this blog often when im off doing life.   i think about a outlet of sorts...where i am in fact truly anon, where i can ....just be.   

[ultravioletnights]

i LOVE this show!

[slightlyhumorousalcoholic]

this gif makes me happy as shit!

[slightlyhumorousalcoholic]

I dont know why....

But i genuinely cried when i was in the recovering tag.  Maybe because It never crossed my mind the HUGE amount of support that is available at my fingertips. Ive thought about it a lot.  I have quite a bit to be happy for.  I havent hit rock bottom yet, but i have been there before.  I have seen what it looks like and its a scary fkkin place.  I have tried to think about when this started.  When i started using alcohol to to numb.  It started a long time ago i do know that.  I am smart enough to realize that something has to be done.  That My drinking has started to effect me in other areas of my life.  Not wanting to get up and go to work because i am hung over was a huge clue.  Not to mention the fact that i always feel so fucking lonley even when i have no reason to.  

You want to know what the huge kicker of this whole situation is......

My father is a chemical dependency counselor.  Can someone please tell me how IRONIC that bullshit is.... 

[jessicamarie2413]

Fellow Recovering ADDICT/Alcoholics?

Reblog plz so i can follow you? i have almost 4 months clean looking for more sober supports who are going through the same recovery process…

[slightlyhumorousalcoholic]

im on 3 days today,  i'm going to my first meeting tomorrow. I need all the help i can get. 

[slightlyhumorousalcoholic]

Tomorrow is my first official day of AA.

I realize that i am going to go back and forward with myself between now and 12pm tomorrow.  I know that the closer the time gets to my meeting that stepping out of the front door is going to be hard.  I cant let my insecurities get the best of me in this situation.  Despite what i have said before, this is the first time i have officially ever been to AA.  

3 days sober.  Today.

wish me luck

by the way , i dig the pineapples so im leaving them.