Sanasara's Journal

Sanasara Lillith (Odin) // She/her // Rava Female // Come say hi!

[femmeduskwight]

xiv heatwave festival: 'there are no rules!'

'maybe there SHOULD BE—'

[medi-melancholy]

today is strawberry’s nameday!!! this gorgeous gpose was a birthday gift to me from a friend and i knew now would be the perfect time to share and celebrate her 💖

try and treat yourself to something nice today if you can, no matter how big or small, ok? it’s what miss berry would want! 💕💕

[johnnylandslide]

Oh Tataru, we're really in it now...

[slillith15]

Alright sound off if youre going to berlin fanfest!!! Especially if youre in cosplay, i wanna see so many cosplays and take pics. Ill be there with my eternal bonding parter @hyythlodaeus who is going as, you guessed it, hyth. Ill be in fem raha, with a wolf cut wig! (The wig and my boobs are the only thing making it fem)

[the-worrier-of-light]

(here you go @stardustdiver)

[shinjyu]

Ysayle

( in certain falconer’s shirt whoops ) Morning doodle, practicing thin lineart

[hyythlodaeus]

emetweek day 4 - my dear monster/sorcerer of eld

[nostrem]

therapy is such a scam. all you need to do is buy a 5'6 zweihänder and swing it around your home now and then to feel better. been doing it for years and im the very picture of good mental health

[slillith15]

emet selch behaviour

[hyythlodaeus]

emetweek day 3 - mercy/despair

[zylphiacrowley]

reblog to give previous dance partner

[hellsember-xiv]

[vulpesfelidae]

The fact that G’raha speaks about the fact that he actively grieves for the warrior of light he knew, despite you, the same person, sitting across from him in that gondola, is so absolutely soul shattering.

G’raha Tia woke up from a hundreds of years long nap to a destroyed world finding out not only that you had died, but that you had died long before your time due to a world ending deadly chemical weapon that nobody could’ve predicted would be launched. He spends years researching the reflections and the rejoinings to pinpoint the exact moment that the calamity of light happened on the first reflection to transport himself there to stop it. Merging his own soul and body with the Crystal Tower to gain enough power to transport through time and space to stop the fall of the first.

A whole century of fighting a losing battle G’raha, the Crystal Exarch, realizes the only person who can win this war is You. The Warrior of Light. G’raha builds a city for you. Saves the lives of a thriving community for you. Summons you (and inadvertently all of your friends) to the home he built for you so you can save the world. And save yourself. All while operating under the guise that he will kill himself in order to do it. And he almost does, but you stop him. You save him and bring him home back to the source to make good on a promise that you will go on an adventure together.

G’raha Tia wakes up from a nebulous amount of time passed nap to see You. But not the you he remembers, but the you He remembers. The you that survived and not the you that died. Two conflicting parts of his memory celebrating and grieving the loss of someone standing right in front of him. So close to touch but a walking ghost that he can’t.

He misses you. You’re right there. He mourns your death still after over a century. You are alive and sitting right across from him. You smile at him. He smiles back.

[iloveyouspaceship]

OP thank you for this, this makes so much sense! Adding some of my own ramblings under the cut:

I initially was a bit confused by this scene - it wasn't really clear to me who G'raha was referring too. Was he talking about WoL even though he saved them? Was he talking about the people he left behind in the ruined timeline? People of the first who died before the WoL arrived?

But this post hit me like a ton of bricks - of course he mourns the WoL he left at the end of the Crystal Tower Arc, the one he learned died only shortly after he sealed the tower. He slept for hundreds of years only to be awakened to a ruined future, his friend's potential cut short.

And think about the WoL he's reunited with at the beginning of Shadowbringers - when he sealed himself in the tower he left behind a WoL just coming into their role as a hero. Tempered by their conflicts with the primals and Garlemald, but still an adventurer at heart. Perhaps G'raha is excited to finally be reunited with the young hero he so admired. Instead he's met with a battle-worn WoL who's gone through Heavensward and Stormblood. No longer a bright-eye adventurer, but someone hardened by loss and conflict. A chipped blade.

In the end the WoL and G'raha triumph together and the doomed future is prevented, but G'raha's WoL that he knew is still long gone.

So yeah, it makes total sense that G'raha still mourns the WoL, even though they are sitting across from them in that gondola.

[gisellesdoodles]

The star is tolerant to life. It holds no grudges, and neither rages nor weeps for being sundered.

Halmarut print for Anime North

[pinkadillydoo]

baby royal cat siblings....

[selnyam]

Happy Pride Everyone from the Transgender Poly Pink Lesbian!

[grimourn]

fat lizard fridays

[slillith15]

This is incredible, shes the most perfect lizzer ever and i love her

[stardustdiver]

hey so, if for any unspecified reason you are in the market for a new xiv webcomic to follow, might i recommend @1driedpersimmon 's 4 unending journeys

im invested with where we are going next with the lizards :0

also a solid handful of panels that are so pretty and so full of detail and whoa, ynow?

Read 4 Unending Journeys | Tapas Web Community

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[fourteenthz]

popping up to also shout-out @/lucien-aventine wonderful comic that you can also find here on tumblr and support on patreon!

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