🦥kela🦥

| she/they | 26 | bi 🏳️‍🌈 @slothkela on twit Twilight obsessed bpd,depression, anxiety, ptsd, bed

[kosmogrl]

[slothkela]

💕

[spooky-systems-deactivated20230]

Scary BPD things we don’t talk enough about:

Complete dissociation

Not knowing who you are/not recognizing yourself

Having no control over the things your saying, which can include things like threatening to bodily harm/kill people/animals and other really terrifying things

The speed at which you can go from extreme anger and rage to being better about a situation is almost unnatural and really eerie to reflect on sometimes

Having to “childproof” you environment by locking up things like prescription pills, alcohol, sharp objects, lighters, etc.

Intrusive thoughts/voices in your head/saying or thinking things that feel like they come from someone else

Worrying that you’re going to hurt somebody (and I don’t mean emotionally I mean like worrying you’re going to black out in rage and stab someone to death)

Other people worrying you’re going to hurt/kill them and them taking visible precautions against it which make you feel worse

All or nothing emotions. Everything is too much or it’s nothing. The feeling like you have so many emotions your body can’t physically contain them or just feeling empty

The depression cycles where you can’t sleep or can’t eat or can’t get up to use the bathroom for hours on end

The extreme lengths people take to try and control you when you’re having an episode (especially if you’re a minor living with a parent) like locking you up or physically restraining you etc.

Not making plans for the future because you don’t think you’re going to make it that far for whatever reason

[fernand0adnan]

[n3r0ly-th3re]

“Stop making your disorder your personality”

Brother I have a personality disorder

[n3r0ly-th3re]

“Stop making your disorder your personality”

Brother I have a personality disorder

[chronicallyonlinesworld]

How it be

[honeypleasejustkillme]

reassurance is such a big thing to me cause my mind is everywhere

[nostalgicacademia]

Sculptures and Dark Academia.

[spitblossoms]

[piinfeathers]

some lil Wall-E's i drew after playing way too much dreamlight valley, while watching @pirateherokillian DLV streams. can’t believe how precious he is 🥹🌱

[spicymochi]

sleepy sprigatito

[slothkela]

Hello c:

I’m back by unpopular demand lmao

[yuyuuyuyuu-deactivated20230726]

it’s okay if u thought u were over it but it hits u all over again.

it’s okay to fall apart even after u thought u had it under control.

[himizuka]

[daisix]

did you fall from heaven bc so did satan

[mangapanels-scenes]