Life of a computer science student

Soooooo... I'm just an standard college student, i guess this blog is more for keeping me from spiraling into madnes than to share anything. So anyone who wants to ride along... well, welcome i guess.

[sltcollegestudent]

Hey, welcome to another thrilling chapter of my life

So... the last couple months have been... weird, to say the least. I'm finishing my second semester of college, and i couldn't be happier... kinda, i'm as per usual, worried about my grades (who would've thought that good ol' sam couldnt stop being such a worry wart), but the people i've met this semester are amazing, and i'm looking forward to sharing classes with them

As in family matters, things being going like a goddamned rollercoaster, up and down, left, right and center, because my old people are proud of me (kind of) but at the most minimum screw up they snap at me, and that's no way to live.

My car has been giving me problems, the positive contact of the battery is loose and has been giving me trouble to turn on my vehicle.

Been having dark thoughts though, passing down the street and thinking "what if, i just stay still on the street, and wait for a car to run over me" and things of that sort, so nothing new there, my head is the exact same old shithole as last time

And i don't know what to do, some days i've been feeling a lot less like myself, i do not know who the fuck i am anymore

[sltcollegestudent]

Well, fuck...

Remeber what i said about getting "mentally better" well now my mental health is steadily declining again, being stuck in my house 6 out of 7 days of the week ain't doing me any good

My car thankfully got fixed so eh, silver lining, but on that note i went trough a major scare with my car and my grandpa recently, when he used my car to start his with the jumper cables and almost fried the god damned battery.

I'm doing good in college, studying as i can, but it is not quite the same from my house, it lacks that kind of hisazz of precenciality, the messing around with buds, getting lost around campus and that kind of stuff.

And thats been my life, see ya', and thanks for paying attention

[goatgadget23]

[sltcollegestudent]

Soo... Just got my wisdom teeth extracted and

GOD IT HURTS SO FUCKING MUCH

So the last few days i've been in pain due to that, anyways, i'm kind of better now, and i'm on vacation so i can laze around as much as i want

[sltcollegestudent]

So... dammit, i haven't updated here for quite a while, and a lot happened, i finished my first semester of univerisity, getting a GPA of 4.0 so not bad at all.

I'm getting my car fixed and my parents are still giving me shit about that car crash, to be fair we are in good terms now, but the ambience in my house hasn't been the same since.

I've made a lot of new friends in college, the people in my major just get me, they are as fucking crazy as i am and it's goddammn amazing.

Still learning how to play the guitar, been improving but i'm nothing near slash or van halen (and that will probably take years)

So, thats what my life has been for the last month, things are kind of coming up in its own way, and i've been mentales recovering as well, feeling less of a piece of crap, and slowly but surely getting my shit together.

Anywho, for anyone reading out there, thanks, for paying some kind of attention and watching me ramble about my life for a page-long text

[sltcollegestudent]

soooooo... i got into a car crash yesterday, and i’m fucking down about it, because it was my fault for making that u-turn, the man riding the motorcycle is fine now, but i can’t help but think “what if i killed him”, this is making me anxious, scared, sad... i do not fucking now what to do

[sltcollegestudent]

soooo a bit of an update, yesterday i went to cinema (first time since the start of the pandemic) to wind out a bit... to say the least it was a weird experience, so anyways, that was good; on an unrelated note, i had vectorial geometry midterms today and i’m fucking nervous for the grading.

[sltcollegestudent]

well, so i’ve been wondering, what the fuck i’m doing with my life; like i don’t know, i am certain i am a college student, but i have been to the campus exactly twice, for the induction, and for ONE single class, the rest of my studying has been done trapped inside my room, like, i don’t know, i doesn’t feel real at all, like instead of college, i can distract with everything inside my room while in online class, even with my pc (even though i erased all my videogames), i kinda know i’m not the only one, but still it feels weird.

[jenn-js]

100 days of productivity - Day 15

Hey guys! Today I finished that chapter of clean code in JS (finally! Now I'm heading into chapter three). Also, today at work I realized that this book is already helping me a lot!

[sltcollegestudent]

Hehe

[sltcollegestudent]

Soooo... after many MANY years of entertainment, i decided to uninstall most of my games, i felt they were distracting me a lot from college coursework, and keeping me back from pursuing self education. Still, i can’t help but feel sad, i was conforted by these games during all of my high school years, so... until next time my friends

[kulluto]

[sltcollegestudent]

Finally i'm going in presential modality, after more than a year locked in my house

[theinsaneapp]

😱 1800 Drones above the National Stadium in Tokyo, Japan form an Earth at Olympic Opening Ceremony

[cursedpossums]

I HAVE A GIFT FOR YOU, I TOOK THIS PICTURE OF A BABY POSSUM IN MY BACKYARD

THIS IS MAKING ME LOSE MY FUCKING MIND

[galladegamer]

10 DOUBLOONS

[sltcollegestudent]

Well... i guess this is my first post, so a bit of info, i'm samuel, a latino college student, i'm in the first semester of my computer science career, and i made this to keep myself sane during this next 5 years.

So, Whoever that wants to tag along, here i am, and here is my steadily declining mental health