this is one of those times
this is one of those times
when i cannot think of other
but mess
this is one of those times
when i see what a contrary to the stars i can be
this is one of those times
when i sit on the corner of my bed
and do self-pity
I felt sorry for my left wrist
because i am right handed,
yes
this is one of those times
but now i do different things
when i am at this time
which is one of those times,
those were the times i wrote
but not letters but lines,
i could not understand it
but it was painful
this is one of those times
where, yes, it is still painful
so i write with letters
i understand
this time, i read it after i write it,
i may cry but not
like one of those times
where it left me wounded,
this time i understand more
and i read it
until i cannot feel it
until next time,
like one of these times
~SL ❤︎