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'ᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᴵ'ᵛᵉ ᵏᵉᵖᵗ ᵐʸ ᵈᶦˢᵗᵃⁿᶜᵉ, ᶦᵗ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵐᵃᵈᵉ ᶦᵗ ʷᵒʳˢᵉ ᴮᵘᵗ ᴵ'ᵛᵉ ˡᵉᵃʳⁿᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ˡᶦᵛᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᵃʸ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᶦᵗ ʰᵘʳᵗˢ

I wasn't ignoring you I was jus-

i want to [remembers suicide jokes are bad for your mental health] be in the middle of a gunfight, in the center of a restaurant

fearoffeelng

You come and go in waves — leaving me in your wake .

philomenie

*sighs*

the fuckin braid....

kosmogrl

nooo brain ahah don't pay attention to that random wave of sadness please

silent-stories

so boyfriend 😭

philomenie

the urgent need to snuggle up to this man, press your nose into the crook of his neck and feel his hands on your body…..

1anonyymous1

do u ever miss your own energy. like damn what happened to me

darklydeliciousdesires

Yep.

bunnygirlmia

i love saying “i have a nap to take” like it’s an appointment

heavenbarnes

thinking about your older bf!simon that cannot cope with being far from you.

when you’re in the shower, he’s sat on the lid of the toilet on his phone (watching those rug cleaning videos) enjoying your faint singing under the stream of water, the smell of your body wash on the cloud of steam- ready to pass you a towel or get your back.

when you’re at your desk, working from home or studying, he’s just on the other side of it reading the paper with one outstretched leg tangled with both of yours. he’s dead quiet when you’re on a call, just happy to be around.

when you’re doing laundry, collecting the clothes in the hamper and crouching to stuff them into the washer- turning around and accidentally colliding with a thick wall of muscle.

“sorry, love”

he steps aside but you can hear his soft footfalls as he continues to follow you throughout your home.

when you’re both watching something on the couch, what starts as his pinky locked with yours turns into his arm around your waist. that turns into your head on his chest, which culminates with you falling asleep in his lap with his cheek on your head and soft snores emanating from his lips.

when you grocery shop, you push the trolley but his chest is to your back, arms either side of you and hands clasped over yours on the handle. you can thank his military training for his uncanny ability to tell exactly when you’ll stop walking.

when he wakes up in the middle of the night, on a rare occasion when you’ve managed to slip out of bed without him realising, he’s immediately in a panic calling your name.

“in here, my love”

as soon as his heart settles, he realises the bathroom light was probably a dead giveaway. you’re taking a wee, you’ll be back in a minute.

that doesn’t stop a sleepy simon from leaning in the doorframe, shielding his eyes from the big light as he waits for you to finish up.

even on the short walk back to bed, you can feel fingers twisted in the back of your shirt- almost like you’re leading the way.

minute you’re both on the mattress, you’re being wrapped up in his arms, slotting you perfectly into the curve of his front- almost like you’re made for him.

(and you are)