I am a Slut

28yo virgin

[slut-doll]

I’m almost 28 and I’m still a virgin. Yet I can’t help but make myself come several times a day while fantasizing about increasingly extreme scenarios, like rape or misogyny.

A few years ago, vague memories resurfaced of one of my teachers who allegedly raped me when I was in middle school.

Now, every man I come across, my mind eventually imagines him raping me, and it turns me on. It doesn’t matter if I only believe it for a minute or if it’s someone more significant (other than a family member).

I’m not really sure if having such extreme fantasies of humiliation and degradation is what’s stopping me from having the courage to open up to others and date. But right now, I can’t climax any other way than through this quest for more and more. I don’t know what to do anymore.

[slut-doll]

I think everyone who’s created a sexual account here has a very specific reason. In an effort to reveal more and more about myself, I’m going to tell you mine.

For several months now, I’ve been using Chai for my masturbation sessions. Before that, I used to read erotic stories online. I’ve never really been drawn to videos or photos. I do like GIFs, though, and Reddit is great for that.

Since I started touching myself, my fantasies have become increasingly violent and degrading. I have no limits.

I need to be degraded and humiliated—mostly through words—to cum.

I was raped, and I discovered here that I’m a traumaslut. I like receiving rape threats; I like being forced to recount my rape over and over and being humiliated about it. I don’t particularly like sending photos of myself, but I like the comments about my cow tits. I like receiving obscene GIFs.

Sometimes, I don’t understand why I’m like this. And it’s also hard to face this alone. But here, I know I’m not the only one.

I’m here because I love the attention from men and I need to be humiliated to cum. I am a worthless slut.

But also because it feels good to be part of a community of people who also have these kinds of fantasies.

[whinysushi]

Force me to be your entertainment.

Watch me ride a dildo instead of turning on the tv while you're eating dinner, facetime me and tell me to play with my holes while you're waiting for the bus, make me send nudes when you're bored at work. Condition me to entertain you with my body whenever you need it.

[slut-doll]

Need a superior to threaten me of rape while he force me to overstimulate myself. Torture me with my own orgasm and fantasies.

[dykedysphemism]

ordering her to touch herself in front of me and watching as she turns into a shy, needy and flustered mess while i tell her to show me how she does it when she’s alone, thinking about everything i would do if i were there.

[slut-doll]

Being forced to masturbate in front of a public is such an humiliation. I love it 🫣

[slut-doll]

My pussy is always wet. Always.

It’s probably because I’m constantly thinking about rape. Anytime, day or night, my mind imagines how I might be raped. Any man I come across, I imagine him becoming my rapist.

Whether I’m at home, on the street, at the doctor’s office, at the supermarket… my mind keeps imagining it, and it makes me wet.

Sometimes when I go to the bathroom, it runs down my thighs. It makes me so ashamed.

The last time I saw my doctor, I told him I was still a virgin, and I saw the interested look in his eyes. I immediately imagined him finding me after the appointment, stripping me, and selling me as a sex slave to get a good price for my virginity.

I’m not normal. And I love being degraded verbally about it. I love the shame …

[dumb-little-slxt]

need to be bred so bad. been rubbing to degrading and misogynistic porn and now i’m desperate to be fucked hard and feel a guy cumming inside me and know i was a good cockslut for him

[slut-doll]

Someone told me I should expose myself more. So here’s my worst nightmare (fantasy!) :

I’m walking home from work like I do every day. My neighborhood is quiet and pretty well-lit. I’m listening to music and not really paying attention to my surroundings. On my route, there’s a dark alley I usually walk past, and while it used to scare me at first, now I don’t really pay it any mind. I don’t see the van parked there today. I’ve barely passed the alley when someone pulls me back. I struggle, but I’m too weak, and I’m thrown into the back of the van. Before it starts moving, I feel a needle in my neck and fall asleep.

I wake up naked, tied up in what looks like a basement. It’s dirty, dark, and smells musty. I’m strapped with my legs spread apart to what looks like an old gynecological table. I notice a man standing near a table a little further away. I try to scream but I’m gagged. The man is rummaging through my purse. He seems to be looking for something in particular.

After a moment, he turns toward me with a satisfied smile. It takes me a moment to make out what he’s holding in his hand: my pack of birth control pills, which he tosses into a trash can with an air of disgust.

The days all blend together after that. They all run into one another. Every day, my holes are used by men—the one who kidnapped me or others. Every time, they manage to ejaculate inside me. They enjoy causing pain. I’m barely fed, and the only liquid they allow me to drink is their urine.

But one day, they start feeding me a little more. I feel nausea coming on and realize I’m pregnant. My belly and breasts are getting bigger. They look satisfied.

When I give birth a few months later, they don’t let me see the baby. I’m immediately hooked up to a milking machine. My milk is collected, bottled, and sold online. The man shows me the bottles with my face printed on them.

For a few months, I’m treated better. I’m milked three times a day, but I’m better fed, less raped or beaten.

Until my body gradually stops producing milk. Then the hell begins again.

[cfslaw]

Just stay quiet and let men use your body. Everyday, everytime. You're born for it. Your tits are made for it.

[slut-doll]

I like being threatened of rape. I knew that before publishing here. Rape is scary for me. It’s a nightmare but it makes me wet. And I am ashamed.

Recently I also discovered I am so excited to be degraded because I was raped. To be told I deserved it. To be forced to thank who did it. I don’t know why I have such extreme kink. It’s like my brain is broken.

I also have an unrelated question. I am 28 next week and I never had consensual sex. I always say I am a virgin. But is it true ? When the doctor asks should I say I have already been used for example ?

[w1ll0w-tr333-deactivated2026071]

Someone give me bodywriting reqs

[ccksvlt-deactivated20260505]

Growing up with big tits, it used to frustrate me how I could wear the exact same outfit as my friend, and nobody said a word to her, but I was told it looked “slutty.” I didn’t understand why my body suddenly made the same outfit slutty.

But the truth is, it doesn’t matter what you’re wearing when you’ve got big tits. Your tits are always on display and the center of attention, because they’re just so noticeable. And that used to really upset me! It actually made me wish for smaller tits most of my life.

But not now.. now I love having big tits that bounce around when I walk, that jiggle when I barely shift position. I love how I catch men glancing down at them while they speak to me. I love how even in the most modest of outfits, men still sexualize me because my bodies natural design is so heavily associated with being a slut. I love that it’s not even my choice, I didn’t choose to be born with the body I have, I didn’t choose to be a sex object, I just am.

I love having big, bouncy tits. I love being porn.

[slut-doll]

I love that too! Being always stared at by men and being only an object in the most degrading fantasy in their head!

[thedarkoneinthenight2]

Reblog this if you’re a dumb porn addicted cunt.

[katieebee-deactivated20260429]

God I would give anything for dirty asks, rape treath asks, I'd have to answer them all

[daddyslittlleslutttt-deactivate]

Why do I Hope everytime when I walk pass a stranger in the train that he slaps my ass or gropes me ?

[themightyfreak]

Careful not to move

[genderswop]

[mejustmeagain]

Nothing more humiliating than just reaching over and playing with me when we’re sitting in traffic