1⨠Where am I now?
-3 of wands- Good fortune, an intense period of activity, a trip away, seeing plans realized, being drawn to the âunconventionalâ, staying focused on the prize while simultaneously remaining patient, calm, and in the now. Just plain thinking about the future and what the fuck I want and such.
2â¨My strengths
-9 of pentacles- financial stability, surrounded with stuff that I love an can afford, comfortable with myself, independent af, well balanced personality making good ass money, bein whole on my own and shit.
3â¨My weaknesses
-4 of wands-âif Iâm feeling like an outsider, then I must consider if my environment is right, If I feel left out, its because Iâm not connecting to the right people.â Basically, even though I hangout with my friends I still forever feel like the one thatâs kinda left out, and I think itâs just my brain but at the same time Iâm like why tf donât I feel like I fit in tho? Kinda thang. Maybe itâs my aqua moon.
4â¨AIR/Where is my mindset?
-9 of wands-being on guard, thinking too much, tired of fighting so hard, defensive, trying not to get my heart broken by constantly being on the defense and always thinking about if said person likes me or not or thinking about what Iâm doing and if I fit in and blah blah exhausted mind chatter.
5â¨FIRE/where is my passion?
-3 of pentacles-Rewarding work, receiving a commission, creative pursuits, a project that lets you flex on both your friends and enemies. Just art stuff in general, I love slaying a commission and I just wish I had more time for the stuff I love to do.
6â¨EARTH/Where is my career and finances?
-THE STAR- MONEY LUCK BITCHHHH, everything doing good in the department honestly I got paid HELLA today and although this isnât my favorite job ever it pays SOO GOOD I CANT EVEN I got the biggest check today and I couldnât be happier because my vacation is coming up!
7â¨WATER/Where are my emotions/relationships?
-knight o wands- everything is going to speed the fuck up, SOME PEOPLE are gunna make the decisions they have been taking forever to make, no more feeling fucking stuck, follow intuition and push onward! And Iâm going to be completely transparent right now and say that Iâve been kinda waiting for this girl to figure out what she wants lately... I really want her to want me but I want her to be appt no matter her so Iâve just been kinda on the back burner lately and I would love all this to speed up a little bit. I just have the biggest crush on her and I donât wanna have to stop being cute to her.
8â¨PAST/ Where am I coming from?
-5 of cups-basically a mopey bitch, being upset, loss, a breakup (kinda), a sense of loss, boo fuckin hoo the girl I like likes a different lame guy instead of me blehhh... I just admit defeat every time I feel like I have to compete against someone else because I would not be able to take it if in the end they did not choose me. trying to distance yourself in attempt to save myself further damage is not the wisest choice kiddos.
9â¨FUTURE/Where am I going?
-10 of cups- PROSPERITY, JOY, partnerships built on stability and trust, what you are working hard for will finally come together, contentment! Iâm banking on this BITCH. I just wanna be happy and stable with the people I love so much!










