shoutout to autistic age regressors who have their autism as a very major part of the reason why they regress.
a major reason why i personally age regress and get the urge to regress is because as an undiagnosed autistic child i was not ready for the rate at which new expectations were given to me.
it's understandable to wanna be tiny when people expected you to meet milestones that you weren't able to meet.
it's understandable to wanna be tiny when infancy seems like the only years where the expectations aren't scary and/or unreasonable.
replying to my callout post because i feel as if this is serious.
edit : PLEASE reblog this once you read this, i just need people to know my side of the story. that's all.
HEAVY trigger warning for self harm. and straight up saneism on the account's behalf
and, content warning—piss jokes (it feels kinda silly to mention this but, apparently it made alot of people uncomfortable)
more under cut!
"as can be seen here, oguraautism sympathybaits oftenly. her arrogance in responding the ask of someone who has confronted her about her bad behavior is notable. also not to mention the same post is tagged as #anon hate, which is, questionable.
just so that people are mindful, me-myself also struggle with such urges and has dealt with a self harm addiction in the past. however, ogura's post are clearly fishing for attention, and has shown no remorse in her actions, despite being confronted." :
i will admit—this wasn't okay behavior on my part, in my defense, i was, one, extremely desperate at the time, two, in an episode. and the way the poster worded it made it sound like i WASN'T putting myself through pain and was just lying about it.
i don't know how to "prove" it without literally slash flashing so, you honestly just have to trust me on this.
i do alot of "daredevil, dangerous stunts!!!!!" as a result of my hpd and way i get attention. aka, self destructive behavior. of course, it can cause people to be uncomfortable around me because of how often i do it which is why i put warnings. there's quite literally a big ass warning in my intro .
but overall, I'm sorry if it made anybody uncomfortable; it wasn't my intention and i do heavily encourage anybody to communicate their discomfort with me in private messages and/or block me if needed.
"ogura claims to have hpd, and a list of disorders that she has a public list of-
*insert my disorders wooo*
you might excuse some of her actions saying that she is disordered, however, please note that ogura makes little to no attempt to get better.
if she can afford the diagnosis of these disorders, which, in a post of his, where he mentions he does have a wealthy family
he can absolutely afford therapy. if he had gotten professionally evaluated for the disorders listed above, there is absolute no reason for him to not get into therapy.
your disorders cannot be an excuse if you are outright refusing to receive help when you are able to."
i claim i have hpd because i do have hpd and all of my other disorders, so, I'm not going to speak much about that.
what I'm going to focus on is the balant lie that "i make little to no attempt to recover" and "don't have therapy" excuse you? I've been in therapy and professional treatment for YEARS. I've talked about it on this account too.
AND i have made multiple attempts at getting better as you can see in these screenshots.
it's just that sometimes i want to give up and dig myself into a hole even deeper—and that's FINE? most people with mental illnesses usually have that experience. it's common.
if you're going to make a call out post, maybe don't straight up lie about me. (80% of the post is blatant lies, stuff taken out of context and/or exaggeration.)
"a friend of mine, who has chose to remain anonymous, proposed that ogura had made an alt solely to interact and get closer to them. said friend was vulnerable at the time-ogura knew this and tried to take advantage of that.
i will not be attaching screenshots for this part as they've requested nothing to be shared about their part, but this is still something to note."
this is genuinely insane. you're straight up demonizing me at this point, and why are you saying this like it was a fake identity made SPECIFICALLY for said person? hidemi's my headmate who just wanted a personal blog.
hidemi and this person had 4 conversations, max. which I'm going to list here
talked about where they were from
talked about their hobbies
talked about instruments we played
talked about discord and vpns because, that's one of our most used apps and hidemi wanted to chat more.
when we DID get their discord, there was 2 "convos" but it was just some basic "how are you?"s and stuff like that. and i have the screenshots to prove that there was nothing like anything this poster is suggesting.
hidemi (and, literally everybody in my system) didn't know about them being "vulnerable" and NONE of us tried to "take advantage of that."
"around january 2026, ogura was in the 'tetro hotpot' server, which, if you guys are not familiar with-is a little tetro roleplay parody where they are all hotpot workers or customers. ogura was in this gimmick thing and in the hotpot discord server as deer yokoi.
this entire thing is something ogura has totally brushed under the rug. however, hiding around and avoiding accountability wont save ogura this time hopefully.
in the hotpot discord server, ogura would constantly make piss jokes, while knowing that the server was uncomfortable with it and he has been told to stop multiple times.
she would make these jokes repeatedly and constantly, especially towards people who have addressed their discomfort."
i will admit, this was true BUT i do have some defenses some okay so. 1, most people there did play into it and didn't express discomfort, and 2, if i remember correctly, one person was uncomfortable. and after they expressed their discomfort i tried to make sure i didn't make those jokes around them. if i did—it would've been an complete accident because it had slipped my mind. and i genuinely apologize and take full accountability, i would NEVER try to make somebody purposely uncomfortable and I'm so SO sorry if it seemed like that.
"after being told to stop multiple times, ogura eventually left the server with the excuse of feeling left out, when all the members have done was to express their discomfort with her actions.
in the second image, ogura mentions having felt left out, when, this was never the case.
all of the server members were accepting and inclusive towards her. even the ogura double he had harassed simply because they were an ogura double.
i am unwilling to provide screenshots for some of these, as i do not have permission to share them. my apologies."
and, we're going straight back into the lies... this is where i have a problem because this is straight up a lie. i didn't leave because people expressed discomfort, i left because i GENUINELY felt leftout.
i would constantly have to remind people to say hello, gm etc back to me and i would never be able to do any rps because, said "ogura double" would constantly rp as ogura and make me uncomfortable. (not necessarily saying it was on purpose, it just felt like it at the time.) and when the one time i DID get included and didn't feel uncomfy, the double, half way through, decided to switch to rp'ing ogura. i ended up just leaving the rp when they did that because I didn't want to start anything
and in NO WAY, did i ""harass"" them. you guys throw the word "harassment" around like candy because what i did was quite the opposite, i ignored and blocked them because i was causing myself discomfort by chatting to them.
also, notice they don't have screenshots of said "harassment"? because it never happened.
final notes : I'm genuinely sorry if i ever made anybody upset and/or uncomfortable because of my actions—but i do wish you had come to me and talked about it to me in private instead of making a call out post.
(this is NOT proof read i made this in an hour, so, apologies if there's spelling mistakes or some parts don't make sense.)
ATTENTION!!!! Depictions of self harm/cutting is under cut, please make sure you are in the right headspace to see such things! And if you are struggling right now, please talk to somebody you trust or an professional, I believe in you ♡
KYEHEHEHEH.... I have drawn !!! THE RAT BOY!! ONCE AGAINNN!!! BUT. It's angst.... I will admit as a Goddess, I do have some flaws... And one of them is not being able to make good angst especially in my art... So. Please don't bully me!! OR I'LL CURSE YOU!!!! /silly
last hasemura art of 2025, here to hoping everyone has a good new year!!! youre all awesome, and im glad to be a part of this community!! have a good 2026 everyone <3
it’s so refreshing finding GOOD agere rep in shows… it’s so incredibly unrepresented so seeing it in medias like tetro blue or alien stage or metalocalypse is so refreshing..
i think the twisted part that makes this already horrible situation even worse
i praised von for having an age regressor in her cast. i was grateful and surprised that i got to see someone like myself in a series. i thought it was a gift, and i was so happy just to see someone like me.
and of course that turned out too good to be true.
ill never see another series with a canonical age regressor ever again. ill never have a fandom that treats it normally, ill never be able to post agere headcanons under main tags without feeling weird.
im very slow at processing things but the more time passes, the more angry i feel. betrayed, mostly.
i thought i had someone like me i could see myself in. i dont want to anymore, not when the person that included it probably got off on it.
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