Silly rabbit...

Not the typical "norm" you find here on tumblr. Married, have two teen daughters, animal lover, and admittedly obsessive about Derek Jeter and NY Yankees. I will forever be 29. Have a love/hate relationship with food. Love the music of Fleetwood Mac and am blessed to know some within the "circle" but am distancing myself from the "cult-like" fanatics...you know..the ones who are obsessed and have no objectivity or real life. John McVie though ❤️. Carol Ann Harris, a dear friend, I absolutely adore and there is so much more than meets the eye...I have her to thank for my getting to know the beautiful Sara as well as JC. Mad respect for Rick Vito and Billy Burnette!!! Fiercely protective of my friendships. Don't have time for childish nonsense...so save that shit for your mama. ;)

[smalltown-girl-2014]

How the hell is the world to go on without you...without your genius... My heart is shattered. The heavens are surely having an amazing jam session right now. #davidbowie #ziggystardust #rip #hero

[smalltown-girl-2014]

I am the personification of "if you get caught between the moon and New York City." Moved from NY down to Texas when I was 12....and have always felt stuck in limbo...in the middle. Lately, there has been this intense weight upon my soul...pulling me...calling me back home. I gotta get back for a visit. I gotta share my NY with my daughters. #NYC #Texas #limbo #newyorkcity #iloveny #skyline #padreisland #concretejungle #sandybeaches

[smalltown-girl-2014]

Missing home something fierce lately. #iloveny #ny #longisland #nyc #nygirllivinginatexasworld

[smalltown-girl-2014]

Always Christmas in my heart. #santaclaus #christmas #socks #uggs #ilovewinter #ilovechristmas

[smalltown-girl-2014]

Tank tops in winter. Yes this is Texas. Aka hell.

[smalltown-girl-2014]

Jeter Claus! #christmas #jeter #blackcat #santaclaus #meowychristmas #instacats #illscratchyoureyesout

[smalltown-girl-2014]

Happy to report my right pupil is back to normal after more than a week of it being dilated to the point of it nearly engulfing the entirety of my iris. LOL. Sadly, this means no more having something in common with the great @davidbowie.

[smalltown-girl-2014]

Friends, please vote for lil Juliet!! Pretty please!!! http://woobox.com/ri84up/gallery/HRoqcGwa_Ls #juliet #baby #contest #cabbagepatchkids #halloween #costume #girlsruleelephantsdrool @lgreene1116 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[thepenguinstale]

The Lost (then found) Fleetwood Mac “Tusk” Video.

Last year Stacy B. and I searched my storage area for any Fleetwood Mac material I might have overlooked with the passage of time. What we found will be presented to our followers in the upcoming weeks on this blog. The first item we have for you is an old tape of the “Tusk Sessions” in Village studio D. The quality is really quite bad due to the limitations of the technology we had at the time, basically VHS video cameras. We have broken the tape into different segments and edited together what we could save and restore, so we hope you enjoy our efforts. As far as we know these images have never been seen before, exclusive to our blog, a gift to our followers from The Penguin’s Tale. We love you all and are grateful for your time………uncleR/StacyB.

[thepenguinstale]

Alright my fellow Punters, here is the first of some lost and found videos from the “Tusk” sessions from Village Studio D in West Los Angeles. I will let you view it first and than be happy to answer any questions you may have about the people in it or what is going on.  Please enjoy these never before seen images (to the best of my knowledge) a Penguin’s Tale exclusive. 

P.S. Please note the keyboard part that never made it to the final record (thank god) on “Sara”, I think Stevie’s hand gesture says it all. Lol………uncleR

[smalltown-girl-2014]

❤️❤️😘

[smalltown-girl-2014]

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Bunch of #hocuspocus #halloween #witchesbroom #xena #chiweenie

[smalltown-girl-2014]

Pretty damn blessed to have this crazy cat in my life. Funny how there are some people who just "get" you....JC is one of a handful people who truly "gets" me. ❤️ #johncourage #fleetwoodmac #savoybrown #johnfuckingcourage lol

[smalltown-girl-2014]

Two years ago this kid was diagnosed with colon cancer...two years ago his battle against it began...of which he won. There is no #fleetwoodmac without Johnny Mac...period. #allaboutthatbass

[smalltown-girl-2014]

When in París, look miserable. LOL

[smalltown-girl-2014]

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He's watching #hocuspocus Pretty sure he's a warlock. 🔮🔮 #Oreo #instacats #painintheass #boo

[nicks-buckingham]

Ken Caillat says he believed Carol Ann when she said Lindsey abused her. Since Carol Ann is a proven liar i haven't known what to beiieve.

I definitely wouldn’t trust anything Carol Ann has said without serious corroboration- but we have that from Lindsey himself on this particular issue: 

“I think I used to. All those years of not getting closure with Stevie. Some of that frustration had to come out somewhere.” Lindsey Buckingham, Big Interview w/Dan Rather, 2015- In answer to the question of whether he has a bad temper.

AND this

“Some of it was situational.  You’ve got to understand, it was very difficult for me to have Stevie break up with me and still be in a band with her, no never get a sense of closure.  It took it’s toll emotionally.” -Lindsey Buckingham, Men’s Journal, April 2013 in answer to the question of whether he’d had a temper in the past. 

Also, he mentions in this poem rage “that burned around” him until there was nothing left to burn:

“The world was calling you away and your leaving was just your way of staying with what you had come to say.. This pain is the poem slowly written, torn from the book and cast into a corner of the attic where no one could look.  This rage, for all to see, caught fire and burned all around me until there was nothing left to burn.  Now I stand alone in these attic walls and reread that poem all yellowed with age….”

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Unrequited love is the only emotion that allows sane people to taste the “life sentence” of someone with bipolar disorder.  The longer they hang on to a lost cause, the more unstable they look to everyone else.  They contradict their own belief systems and statements with two competing emotions- love and hate. -Shannon Alder

[smalltown-girl-2014]

Keep in mind, that time was a highly intense period fueled by many different "demons." This in no way excuses any abusive behavior...behavior which several long-standing, well-respected crew, road, and band managers during that time have also corroborated CAH's recount of abuse. She did much of her writing of "Storms" at the home of one such manager. Does any of this diminish the incredible musical genius that he is? Not in the least. It does, however, shine a light on his being a human with faults and with demons...which I hope and pray he has faced and dealt with.

[smalltown-girl-2014]

October is Domestic Awareness Month...so on that note: 1 in 4 females will experience domestic violence during her lifetime...that's about 4 million women... Abuse/domestic violence does NOT only refers physical abuse! Does your partner put you down? Control what you do, who you talk to, where you sit, where you go? Do you feel afraid of saying the wrong thing? Talking to the wrong person? Pissing him off? Does he control and manipulate you? Intimidate you? Does he tell you that you can never do anything right? Does he insist on always being right? Does he exhibit signs of jealousy when you are not with him? Does he insult you or make you feel stupid? Does he demand to know what you are doing, who you are with, etc??? Does he blame you for his abuse/anger/outbursts? Does he accuse you of cheating, yet he's the one who has cheated? Does he threaten you when you express your worries, fears, sadness? Does he force you into having sex by guilting or manipulating you? Does he refuse to use protection when having sex? These are ALL tactics used by abusive partners. Love should never hurt! Emotional abuse leaves scars that never heal. Do not stay in abusive relationships! Get help. Call a friend. Call me. Message me. I am a former victim of domestic violence and I will move mountains to help any girl being abused. #domesticviolence #awareness #usersandabusers #istandagainstdomesticviolence