maybe next time;

[katewbh-blog]

[smhdaryl-blog]

[katewbh-blog]

[smhdaryl-blog]

[katewbh-blog]

Actually I don’t think I want to talk.

[smhdaryl-blog]

What do you wanna do?

[katewbh-blog]

No, I was and then… I don’t know, I don’t remember! Can we talk about something else?

[smhdaryl-blog]

Okay, okay! We can talk about something else, Kate. You don't have to remember. Anything else you want to talk about, I'm cool with. 

[katewbh-blog]

Something about an air ambulance, an island and stuff. It’s all confusing and I don’t think I quite remember it myself.

[smhdaryl-blog]

Like he was on an island or?

[katewbh-blog]

You wouldn’t believe me if I told you.

[smhdaryl-blog]

Try me.

[katewbh-blog]

Clearly not or I wouldn’t be here right now. We were in his car, something happened and… well, he’s in jail for involuntary manslaughter which is killing someone unintentionally but I’m alive. It’s more complicated than that, but… whatever.

[smhdaryl-blog]

No, don't say whatever. Tell me, Kate. 

[katewbh-blog]

…He thought he killed me. That’s why he’s in there.

[smhdaryl-blog]

But - I, he didn't?

[katewbh-blog]

I did, and he didn’t remember me. I kept trying to tell him, “It’s me! Your wife, I’m here.” And he kept saying I wasn’t and that his wife… wasn’t here any more and I look nothing like her. 

[smhdaryl-blog]

Kate, I - wait. It's something with him, you know that? You seem like the type of girl that want's to help everyone, right? I don't know, there's some people in this world that can't be helped. He'll come around on his own, Kate. I'm not gonna ask what he did to get in there, but that might be effecting him too. 

[katewbh-blog]

Its okay. I miss him sometimes, but I don’t even think he knows who I am any more.

[smhdaryl-blog]

Don't think that's possible. Do you ever think about going to visit him?

[katewbh-blog]

You’re so right. None of it matters any more… he’s in jail and I doubt he’s ever coming out.

[smhdaryl-blog]

I'm sorry, Kate. 

[katewbh-blog]

That’s what we always use to say. Almost a year… I know that doesn’t seem long, but we went through a lot.

[smhdaryl-blog]

A year is a long time, Kate. Even if it wasn't, I don't really think time should designate how real a relationship was. If you guys were in love, you guys were in love. What do you mean?

[katewbh-blog]

I tend to go for jerks. Jerky criminals. More specifically drug dealers… well, that was just one guy but I was with him for awhile, so. 

[smhdaryl-blog]

The drug dealer and the princess, that sounds like a love story out of a movie or something. Could I ask how long?

[katewbh-blog]

Still. Not my type.

[smhdaryl-blog]

What is your type, then?

[smhdaryl-blog]

@darylwoods: in need of a full body massage or something

[qtallison-blog]

I’m not marrying Lilith. Ever.

[smhdaryl-blog]

Why not?

[katewbh-blog]

You’re too nice, which is scary because I don’t usually like nice guys.

[smhdaryl-blog]

Maybe I'm just nice right now.