Is It Just Me, Or Is It Getting Crazier Out There?

For my whole life, I didn't know if I even really existed. But I do, and people are starting to notice. ((Independent Arthur Fleck / Joker as Penned and Loved By J Re-Imagined October 2022)) Please read rules before interacting!

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To keep myself organized and for my own sanity, I got rid of thread tracker which, honestly, just made me anxious and guilty. To keep track of replies owed, when I see a reply, starter or answered ask you have made for me or directed at me, I will always hit LIKE. If you don’t see me hitting like after a day or two, please feel free to nudge me with a link to the reply, starter etc.

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Where In The World Is J?

When I am not here, I have several other blogs that I run and may be on at any given time as well as dealing with real life stuff.  You can find me/follow me at these other blogs below if you want! (All blogs with a strike-through are currently on hiatus and activity will be super spotty and very selective on them.)

**Chris Redfield - noonegetsleftbehind

Leon S. Kennedy - rcpdrookie

Kevin Ryman - kevinpofficer

Carlos Oliveira - cxoliveira

RE Multi-Muse - infectati

Brad Vickers - bradbitmyass

Arthur Fleck/Joker - smilewithapurpose

Bruce Wayne/Batman (Burtonverse) - sixfootbat

Selina Kyle/Catwoman (Burtonverse) - hellherekitty

Adrian Veidt/Ozymandias (Watchmen) - imnotacomicbookvillain

Eddie Blake/The Comedian (Watchmen) - fxckingjoke

Harry Osborn (Raimiverse Spiderman Trilogy) - oscorpson

Gohan (DBZ) - withoutviolence

**- I keep logged in on this blog on my phone and I am most likely to be on here. If you would like to chat or message me or get a hold of me, this will be the place to do so.

[noonegetsleftbehind]

sorry i disappeared there for a hot minute. it was not intentional. i wound up starting a new med that has made me sick during the adjustment period. i wound up going to the er, but i'm ultimately fine. so that brings me to the big reveal.... this also happened.....

we added to the family. meet Mochi. he's an 11 week old purebred Pomeranian. he's adorable and a sweetheart. however, he has had some health issues and we haven't been able to introduce him to our shih tzu mix, Ziggy. they have to be out at different times and not share any toys or water etc. so that's been hard juggling time for both. also i forgot how difficult raising a puppy is. i had to sleep on the living room floor one night to get him to stop crying and now my old ass has a bruised and painful hip. but it's worth it. he's doing great. he's figured out where to potty. he's learned his name. he takes his meds. he's a joyful little guy that's so happy to have his forever home. <3

so this means i will be a bit sporadic while i juggle time for my wife and gf (who is still recovering from her hospital stay and double surgery so i still have to care for her), care for both dogs, care for my cats (one of whom is pissed and i figured that because she's hated Ziggy for all 6 years of his existence) and do all my house work etc. the new med has me exhausted as is so i am really tired like all the time right now.

i still want to be here. i still want to write. i just have to admit that my time will be sporadic and limited until things start to even out. thank you for your patience and understanding.

and here's my baby boy Ziggy - who is upgraded to a psychiatric service dog as he is trained for a task (he can tell when i am and alerts me when i'm manic or going manic)

[smilewithapurpose]

left a few memes/prompts to choose from. feel free to throw some at me so we can get some things going or message me over on chris to plot a little something out (or discord if we're mutuals and you have it)

[memesomething]

high pain tolerance starters

“[Name], you’re bleeding.”

“How long has it been like that?”

“Did you dislocate a finger?”

“You’re slurring.”

“They say you almost died. You left it that late.”

“You’re snapping. Headache again?”

“You’re in a bad mood. Are you in pain?”

“Why didn’t you say anything?”

“Hey, why are you walking like that?”

“That’s a lot of swelling.”

“Where did you get that bruise?”

“Whose blood is that?”

“When you say your pain’s ‘4 out of 10′, that’s a normal person’s ‘8 out of 10′. We’re going to the hospital.”

“How did you not notice?!”

“If it hurts, it hurts.”

“I know you can manage it, you just don’t *have* to.”

“Holy shit, how long have you had this?!”

“[Name]? [Name]! Hey!”

“We’re a team. You need to tell me about this sort of thing.”

“That’s … a lot of blood, is that - oh, fuck.”

“Hey! Hey! Stay awake, okay? Stay awake.”

“It would have been a lot easier to treat if you’d mentioned it sooner.”

“You can’t keep hiding this stuff.”

“I need to be able to trust you to tell me when you’re hurt.”

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑺𝑶𝑭𝑻 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  hey … it’s okay now. you’re safe here.  ❜ ❛  please don’t leave me alone again.  ❜ ❛  was it all just a lie?  ❜ ❛  you have to trust me on this.  ❜ ❛  i didn’t mean it like that!  ❜ ❛  i can’t do this anymore.  ❜ ❛  promise me not to do anything stupid.  ❜ ❛  we’ll see each other again soon.  ❜ ❛  i can’t lose you, too.  ❜ ❛  this is how you wanna end it?  ❜ ❛  whatever this is ― it’s over.  ❜ ❛  i’m not gonna let you die!  ❜ ❛  we have to stop this before someone gets hurt.  ❜ ❛  i’m fine … it’s gonna be okay.  ❜ ❛  please don’t do this to me.  ❜ ❛  just talk to me, okay?  ❜ ❛  don’t close your eyes. stay with me.  ❜ ❛  you’ll have to save yourself.  ❜ ❛  stop lying to me!  ❜ ❛  you have to do this for me or i’ll never be able to forgive you.  ❜ ❛  i deserve better than this.  ❜ ❛  just leave me alone.  ❜ ❛  we’re too late …  ❜ ❛  save yourself while you still can.  ❜ ❛  you’re gonna be fine. just stay awake for a little longer, help’s already on their way.  ❜ ❛  please don’t cry.  ❜ ❛  stop moving, you’re only making this worse.  ❜ ❛  does it hurt?  ❜ ❛  if this is the end, i’m really glad i get to be here with you.  ❜ ❛  whatever you do, do not let go of my hand.  ❜ ❛  i’ve got you.  ❜ ❛  i’m sorry for not telling you sooner.  ❜ ❛  this is all your fault!  ❜ ❛  we’re gonna survive this, right?  ❜ ❛  we’re screwed.  ❜ ❛  just do this for me and we’ll never have to speak to each other again once this is all over.  ❜ ❛  i thought you were better than that.  ❜ ❛  one of us is gonna end up with a broken heart.  ❜ ❛  i’m scared.  ❜ ❛  so that’s it?  ❜

[noonegetsleftbehind]

randomroleplaymemes-blog​:

Send “🙋” + any headcanons you want to know about my muse.

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[smilewithapurpose]

okay i miss this asshole and for some reason writing in the dc rp scene entirely. my comfort place is, and always will be, in the re community, but the damn bat fandom has been my home for my entire life. my blood runs purple and green.

[rpmemepalkia]

Please reblog this if your blog is crossover friendly

aka you are happy to write with muses who aren't in your same fandom (fandomless muses of similar genre for instance)

+ specify in tags what kind of crossovers you're open to

[smilewithapurpose]

I am back.

I will be starting over with a reset and doing all new threads from here. This is to make my transition back into being here and writing a little easier.

I'll be posting some memes and probably a starter/plotting call. You can also feel free to send anything in!

My goal is to write a lot more this year and that is going to include being here where I have a bunch of muse.

[faerology-deactivated20200711]

nobody chooses to be a dc fan, chances are you read one comic / watched a show / movie and emotionally attached yourself to a character before you could realize what a fucking shitshow dc is.

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“You know what’s funny? You know what really makes me laugh? I used to think that my life was a tragedy. But now I realize, it’s a fucking comedy.”

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Canon Divergence Starts Here

Sort of important here... Absolutely fuck all NOTHING from Joker 2 takes place in this blog. None of it. I feel the second movie absolutely ruined everything the first movie built and was a just a giant clusterfuck fuck you to the fans of the first movie. It gave me bad vibes and I just wasn't feeling it and it is not the road I want Arthur to travel down and certainly not the end I want for him. So, here is where I become canon divergent.

This does not mean I will not interact with Harleys. I absolutely will, but we're coming up with our own meeting and our own canon. None of that happened on this blog.

[daily-joker]

So, why were you fired?

[smilewithapurpose]

“You know what’s funny? You know what really makes me laugh? I used to think that my life was a tragedy. But now I realize, it’s a fucking comedy.”

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*Promo graphics by @anacommissions*

[smilewithapurpose]

probably says a lot about my current mental state as to why im hella gravitating here right now when i have the capacity to sit and do anything but

yolo fuck it.

having written led.ger's jo.ker for 8+ years, 4 of them on tumblr, cosplaying him for years and dating back to 89 being my favorite movie that i would watch over and over and over again when i was a child and scared and being bullied and alone because my parents couldn't be bothered to give a fuck to the fact i started writing arthur during a very difficult time in my life that has just gotten more and more difficult... i may love my RE muses very much and main them, but the fact of the matter? this character means so fucking much to me. despite the fucked up-ness of it... he is my comfort character to an extent. he and my w i d e have gotten me through my darkest times and i'm turning to them once again.

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[Reverse, as Michael doesn't talk] “Oh my god, are you okay? Should I call an ambulance?”

Terrible First Meeting Starters - Still Accepting

Arthur hadn't exactly seen the whole thing, but he'd seen enough to notice all of the blood and the man lying on the ground. He'd hesitated for a moment, wondering if he should even involve himself, but something told him that it wouldn't be fair to leave the guy alone. What if he was dying? Arthur had thought so many times that he was going to die alone on the streets or even in his apartment. So many times he's sat awake at night, wondering how long it would take for anyone to even notice he'd died. He'd decided that nobody would care until they started to smell his decaying body and surely his mother's because she wasn't going to be able to take care of herself without him. He'd long since accepted that thought, but it would never not bother him to some extent. Life was a joke. A very cruel and sadistic joke and you either learned to laugh at it or you let it consume you whole.

Running towards the man, noting the fresh blood on him, he also spotted the white, emotionless mask he wore. It was an interesting choice of a mask, that's for sure, but he wasn't about to judge. He'd come straight from a job and still hadn't washed his make-up off. However, the mask made it so he couldn't tell if the man was conscious or not.

Carefully, Arthur knelt next to the man and gently put a hand on his shoulder. Green eyes stared down at him, full of genuine concern. "Oh my god, are you okay? Should I call an ambulance?"

The questions were, at this point, more for the benefit of seeing if the man was conscious or even still alive. It wasn't as if he had a phone on him, but if he needed to run to the nearest business or payphone to call for help, he would. It was the least he could do. There had been so many times that he wished someone had done the same for him.