A fucking failure

SW: 91,7 kg CW:83,7 GW1: 80 kg GW2: 75 kg GW3:69 kg GW4: 65 kg GW5: 49 kg UGW: 44,3kg I WILL be skinny

[smileyfaceu]

I wish I could disappear

Be invisible not exist anymore

[smileyfaceu]

Se eu fingir o suficiente ser normal será que me torno?

[smileyfaceu]

Será que algum dia eu vou ser perfeita? Ser que eu. Ou ser normal? Eu me odeio e odeio ser assim

[smileyfaceu]

Me entupi de comida nessa cara gorda eu me odeio

[smileyfaceu]

Que inferno de vida

[smileyfaceu]

How is it so effortless for some people to have connections and relationships?

I try and try but I’m never more than the weirdo people keep around for pity

[smileyfaceu]

I don’t want to see people, I do not want to have relationships.

All I want is wither away inside this body until it’s too skinny to even sustain itself because it has no fat and eventually is perfect enough to be wanted around by other people

[cats-healing-diary]

I wanna smoke a cigarette. I wanna cut. I wanna kill myself. I wanna starve. Everything I want rn is self destruction.

[smileyfaceu]

I hate myself, I wish I was never born. What am I in this world for?

[catchymemes]

[smileyfaceu]

I don’t want to live anymore

[falledn4ngel]

jedz tyle, na ile osoba ktora chcesz byc by sobie pozwolila.

albo nie jedz w ogole..

[beardedmrbean]

[theman]

I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF

[tattooedzombigirl]

This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.

[secondlina]

Reblogging because it’s a damn potato and I want to encourage people to assume potatoes are magical.

[belladonna-rx]

Potatoes are magical. Just look at all the different kinds of deliciousness that can be made from these unassuming lumps.

[smileyfaceu]

Food is not needed

[smileyfaceu]

You are not perfect if you eat

[smileyfaceu]

Tomorrow my perfection will start.

[smileyfaceu]

I want to be perfect

[smileyfaceu]

I don’t want to live in this body anymore.

I am such an incompetent piece of shit.

I hate myself.

I hate my body

I wish I could get out

I want to hurt myself until I understand how worthless I am

I can do nothing right

I hate me

I hate this disgusting body

I hate my mouth

I hate my brain

I hate me

I am such an idiot

Always saying stupid thing to fit in

I will never fit in

I am weird

I won’t eat anymore

I don’t deserve it

Maybe this will end the suffering already

If I have not energy I can’t say stupid shit

I won’t speak to anyone tomorrow

I will do everything right tomorrow

I will purify myself by not eating

I was wrong

I souldnt have said that

I am not like them

I hate myself

I want to die

I want to feel pain anything other than this disappointment