Loophole

Desert boy ENFP

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Type of shit I’m on

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Mutual boost please find my future wife.

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I want everything to mean nothing to me. I want to be left alone.

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I emptied my pockets in 2025. Feels fucking great.

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Shadow is talking to me again..

Blood on my knife from the other day.

I wonder how she’s doing.

My other half, must be learning a lot.

This piece of information I do have, my work.

All the service, special operation late nights.

You know in some other world we are together. Pride tore us in two. Dissolving myself. Sugar cube of a shell. Pink and red flesh. I tore that too.

Symbolic divide, I just might be made of porcelain and lifeless

But I choose life so I’ll find wealth.

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For real I tell her I’m straight and she’s trying to prove I’m not. Like oh duh maybe I was bi. My bad. Tell me I’m wrong. Fuck outta here. You don’t care about me.

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Come blow my friend Cody she says. Fuck you, and your kinks.

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Worked, studied, jerked off. Got a number.

Dreaming of my ex, target shooting, swimming.

Noteworthy dreams: telekinesis, meeting conman hosford and grimes, defusing bombs, blasting a home invader.

I play too much ready or not, love people who don’t offer love, and have some strange mental illness. My creativity is unmatched!

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Got my chaturbate account verified again, YES

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Tell me what. I can do.

Hey what’s up? Going to be a bus driver next year starting January. Lot of paper work and tests. Most money I will be making in my life.

I do not want to get fat. Everybody working there has chub. I could like Dad.

Want to get some fins and go swim before work a few times a week. My diet is fine. Think all can go well.

Swimming and shooting are fine. I journal and game with friends every now and then. I feel pretty cool, I think I’m decent at all of them.

That’s all for now.

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Should I be poor? I think I’ll be poor.

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I can’t do it. I’m so worried. Legitimately lost so much this year.

My heart is broken.

I don’t love myself even.

I dislike my body. I dislike my family. I want to get away for as long as possible. I sleep all day.

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Franz Kafka, 1912

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What am I doing back on tumblr? Nobody knows I’m here. Hello Tumblr.

I’m stuck, everybody was on their electronics in 2020. Many have left.

I don’t know how to reach out and find people anymore. I’m here. It’s me.

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