verge of death

Hiatus.

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(( Haven’t posted on here in forever and a day. Moving this blog from semi-hiatus to hiatus. I still love writing Kenji with all my heart but Tumblr just isn’t doing it for me right now. Depending on how I feel in the future I might dust it back off but for now I’m only writing elsewhere. Feel free to send a DM asking for my Discord as I’m still using this account to browse the website. ))

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((Just another reminder for anyone still following that this blog is on hiatus. I’m still open to the possibility of Discord RP, so feel free to send a DM so we can exchange contact info.))

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((Just a reminder that this blog is still on hiatus. If anyone has Discord and is interested in writing with me, feel free to message me and I’ll share my tag.))

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((Apologies for being inactive here lately. I think I’m going to put this blog on semi-hiatus for the time being as I don’t really have the motivation to keep up with Tunglr at the moment. If anyone would like to write with me, feel free to DM me for my Discord and we can set something up. I’m definitely still interested in writing Kenji, I just haven’t had the energy to throw myself out there looking for partners especially now that I’m writing elsewhere.))

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good responses to getting stabbed with a sword

wtf

that’s fair

not again

are you gonna want this back or can i keep it

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CHARACTER  TRUTHS. - KENJI MURASAME

bold   –   always ⁄  often | italic   –   sometimes

001.   smoking:  the  action  or  habit  of  inhaling  &  exhaling  the  smoke  of  tobacco  or  a  drug.

002.   binge  drinking:  the  consumption  of  an  excessive  amount  of  alcohol  in  a  short  period  of  time.

003.   drug  abuse:  the  habitual  taking  of  illegal  drugs.

004.   nail  biting:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  anxiety / tension.

005.   lip  biting:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  anxiety / tension.

006.   night  owl:  a  person  who  is  habitually  active  or  wakeful  at  night.

007.   early  bird:  a  person  who  rises ,  arrives ,  or  acts  before  the  usual  or  expected  time.

008.   negative  attitudes:  a  philosophy  of  approaching  life  with  criticism  &  pessimism.

009.   positive  attitudes:  a  philosophy  of  approaching  life  with  optimism  &  confidence.

010.   swearing:  the  use  of  offensive  language.

011.   superstitious:  an  irrational  belief  that  an  object ,  action , or  circumstance  not  logically  related  to  a  course  of  events influences  its  outcome.

012.  inspecting  fingernails:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  boredom.

013.   scratching  your  neck:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  uncertainty.

014.   foot  &  finger  tapping:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  stress / impatience.

015.   nose  touch:  a  subtle  body  language  sign  of  deceit.

016.   flipping  hair:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  craving  attention.

017.   twirling  hair:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  flirtation.

018.   cracking  knuckles:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  readiness.

019.   hands  behind  back:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  confidence.

020.   finger  pointing:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  authority.

021.   hands  on  hips:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  readiness.

022.   hands  in  pockets:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  mistrust / reluctance.

023.   frequent  touch:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  warmth / familiarity.

024.   throat  –  clearing:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  rejection / doubt.

025.   jaw  –  clenching:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  hostility.

026.   eye  –  rolling:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  irritation.

027.   head  –  tilt:  a  common  body  language  sign  of  interest.

028.   whistling:  to  emit  high  –  pitched  sound  by  forcing breakthrough  a  small  hole  between  one’s  lips  or  teeth;  usually  to  a  tune.

029.   humming:  make  a  low,  steady  continuous  sound  like  that  of  a  bee;  usually  to  a  tune.

030.   perfectionism:  refusal  to  accept  any  standard  short  of  perfection.

031.   photographic  memory:  the  ability  to  remember  information  or  visual  images  in  great  detail.

032.   paranoia:  a  mental  condition  characterized  by  delusions  of persecution ,  unwarranted  jealousy ,  or  exaggerated  self  – importance,  typically  worked  into  an  organized  system.

033.   exaggeration:  a  statement  that  represents  something  as  better  or  worse  than  it  really  is.

034.   intuitive:  using  or  based  on  what  one  feels  to  be  true  even  without  conscious  reasoning;  instinctive.

035.   quick  –  witted:  showing  or  characterized  by  an  ability  to  think  or  respond  quickly  &  effectively.

036.   interrupting:  breaking  the  continuity  of  a  conversation  with  one’s  own  statements.

037.   doodling:  to  scribble  or  make  rough  drawings,  absentmindedly.

038.   irritable:  having  or  showing  a  tendency  to  be  easily  annoyed.

039.   gambling:  to  play  games  of  chance  for  money;  bet.

040.   travel  –  sick:  suffering  from  nausea  caused  by  the  motion  of  a  moving  vehicle ,  boat ,  or  aircraft.

041.   sensitive:  having  or  displaying  a  quick  &  delicate  appreciation  of  others’  feelings.

042.   melancholy:  a  feeling  of  pensive  sadness,  typically  with  no  obvious  cause.

043.   chewing  gum:  the  exercise  of  chewing  flavored  gum  which  is  not  intended  for  swallowing. 

044.   fidgeting:  to  make  small  movements,  especially  of  the  hands  &  feet,  through  nervousness  or  impatience.

045.   skeptical:  not  easily  convinced;  having  doubts  or  reservations.

046.   neat  –  freak:  compulsively  obsessed  with  cleanliness. (I wouldn’t call him obsessed but his bathing and appearance related self-care is veeeeeery important to him)

047.   gossiping:  divulging  personal  information  about  others.

048.   prim:  feeling  or  showing  disapproval  of  anything  regarded  as  improper;  stiffly  correct.

049.   abbreviating:  giving  others  nicknames / shortening  names / giving  pet  names.

050.   having  a  catchphrase:  having  a  sentence  or  phrase  typically  associated  with  a  specific  person.

Tagged By: stole it. Tagging: steal it.

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Can I eat ur ass like groceries?

I hope you’ll at least remove it from the bag first.

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NAME:  esoterica MUN FC: N/A GENDER:  gender is a scam (she/her, they/them, sometimes he/him) HEIGHT:  5′3″. i’m tiny. HAIR COLOR:  kinda dirty blonde? it used to be really light blonde when i was young though EYE COLOR:  blue-grayish RELATIONSHIP STATUS:  single but not really interested SEXUALITY: theoretically bi, may or may not be on the aro spectrum BIRTHDAY:  november 23 ZODIAC SIGN:  sagittarius  NATIONALITY:  american TIMEZONE:  EST HOBBIES / LIKES: video game, travel, learning about obscure and strange things, anime and manga, roleplay # OF SIBLINGS:  i am an only child... # OF PETS:  N/A CURRENTLY HAVE A JOB:  i do not... FAVORITE COLOR:  most shades of blue with a preference to darker or more saturated/summery tones... and pink. blame kenji for that. FAVORITE SINGER/BAND: coaltar of the deepers, talking heads, a shitload of anime and game composers LAST SONG LISTENED TO: hitoshi sakimoto - precipitous combat (from final fantasy tactics) CURRENTLY LISTENING TO:  nothing right now! LAST MOVIE WATCHED:  uhhhhh. i think doukyusei (classmates) with crown FAVORITE BOOK:  good question!! i will never have an answer to this. LAST BOOK READ: i do not remember........ CURRENTLY READING: nothing. haven’t been in the mood to crack open a book lately. BEST SCHOOL SUBJECT:  i kinda don’t remember so we’ll just go with like... english? like, the writing part? i haven’t been in school in 800 years MAC OR PC?  pc DAY OR NIGHT?:  summer evenings when it seems to take forever for the sun to set and everything begins to cool down. SUMMER OR WINTER?: summer because winter emotionally destroys me. i can’t deal with the cold and dark and snow. MOST-VISITED WEBSITE?  blue hellsite, bird hellsite, video hellsite

tagged by: stole it.

tagging: steal it.

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ooc update!!

((Hey everyone! Sorry for being so scarce lately, the past few weeks have been kinda rough and I just haven’t had the social energy to initiate new connections for plotting. I do wanna get some threads going though as it’s spooky season which is just perfect for a morbid gremlin like Kenji. So hopefully I can be more active soon!

As always, if you’re interested in plotting with me don’t hesitate to drop a line...))

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News - Discotek Media unveiled their cover art for their upcoming Giant Robo bluray release! Who else is excited?!

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The moroccan reader

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Hands can remember too.

Christa Wolf, tr. by John Cullen, from “Medea,” originally published c. 1996 (via violentwavesofemotion)

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Studio Ghibli + Rain

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"You’re impossible, you know that?"

"I do, unfortunately…"

– Andrés Neuman, from “A Line in the Sand,” The Things We Don’t Do (Open Letter, 2015)

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Paris - France (by Merlijn Hoek) 

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my dream is that one day a group of cryptozoologists will take a blurry photo of me in the dark and draw a red circle around me in ms paint