Heartbreak - 10-30-2022
Today, my parents decided to break up me and my bf. we have been dating for 5months and 8 or 7 days. But they said we can still be friends. I texted him I need to tell him something and how much I was crying and wanted to fight so that I can fix my grade in 1 failing class. I love him dearly and now, I have to suffer with this broken heart and sorrow for 2wks or longer. this is how much he is to me. I love him to death, he is the most innocent man I have dated. Despite our 1yr age difference, I love him. I wish I didnt have a sensitive heart, a naive and kind heart, an insecure mindset, an easily jealous heart, or an easily manipulated mind and heart. As much as I'm happy he would want to be friends if we broke up, I will tell him that my parents decided on it today... I can't help but overthink the more sadness I'm adding. he lost his parents at a young age, his mom in jail, his dad died, and now me, gf and now a friend. I convinced him to not cut because it would make me feel like a bad gf and make me realize I can't change a person. I know we all cant but, but I always try to because I'm too kind-hearted. I'm sensitive and love to help people. Why are heartbreaks so hard, especially for those you truly love more than you did with your first ex? If needed, I will be crying and hugging my Shiba plush, Mikey, named after him...