a place for thoughts yknow

vents, rambles, feels, big moods and general thoughts that i’m feeling Disclaimer: some posts might not reflect my actual feelings on something and could be influenced by bursts of emotion in the moment (you can like just please don’t rb)

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why does my life suck so fucking bad

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I feel retchedly awful

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the only thing thats cheered me up slightly slightlu is that I feel like t his is a good sign that I really have improve d as a person.,

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Im fucking RITHING and cryingg because i made the big mistake of digging into the past amd now i wanna do a triple gainer off a cliff because I am now extremely upset once again..

mainly fron how stupid i was god i wwas so fukcing stupid...

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im genuinely sad, like pathetic

i had a fucking dream that I was in a cute relationship with someone and it was all romantic and sweet and we kissed and it was so relaxing and it felt like all my problems were gone and legitimately had tears im my eyes when i woke up

pathetic

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yooo im literally so fucking ugly

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when people give attention to everyones art except yours

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when it hits me it really fucking does

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damn this is just embarrassing huh

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man im so genuinely lonely

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memories memories memories memories...

it hurts it hurts...

i hate myself.

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Its that time of the dayyyyy

god im fucking ugly

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I swear everyone doesnt like me or likes me less because i dont smoke i feel like i just becone an obstacle a problem an annoyance a hinderence a

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*projectile vomits* lol

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holy shit i havnt taken my antidepressants in like 4 days fuck thats why i feel like shit

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currently slamming my head against the wall because i saw someone talking about weed again

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damn im like pretty jealous lol haha