smahr__03

my mental dumpster

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You didn't hear me

No matter how loud , how truthful

How profound ,how loving

Or how much I spoke

Soon my voice died down

I blamed myself

But later I realised that

The person i loved could

Only truly love themself

And that I was just a phase

And that you'll forget me soon

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Mother

Now I realise how blessed i was to have you

Now I realise I should have spent all my time with you

Now I realise how you must have felt when I left

Now I realise the gravity of my sins and the how heavy my guilty conscience is

Because you are no longer here

Your absence is the punishment that I receive for all I have neglected and forgotten about you

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If only I had chosen to love myself instead of you I would be free from the chains of sorrow

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Love he did Not me but her But I was okay He spoke about their great love But I was okay It was the way he spoke about her that broke me He longed for her the way I longed for him The smile that creeper upon his face was familiar to me as it was the same smile that crept on to my face when I thought him

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was a little incomplete ,but now I am getting completed by the beauty that I saw in your simplicity

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I just want to be in a relationship not because I want to be In a relationship it's more like I want a person who is exclusively only mine , a person who'd only listen to what I have to say , who'd be on my side even when they know I am wrong

You feel me ??