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text || norbrina
NORAH: Stripper friends sound pretty nice ngl
NORAH: You don't consider getting a hook-up wooing? You may be doing it wrong my friend
[...]
NORAH: Oh shit and you're like her boss now. I just got that.
SABRINA: Yeah, thinks are fucked.
Little Talks || Sambrina Para
divinesamevans:
Watching as Sabrina began to pick at her fingernails, Sam bit her lip before shaking her head. “Hey, don’t do that.” She said, reaching out to gently touch Sabrina’s hand. It sucked that all of this was making Sabrina anxious– she didn’t like putting this kind of extra stress on her. But, it seemed the situation was just one big ball of stress, weighing down on both of them. Sam knew that she’d been going a bit too hard at the gym, working out even when she was wiped, just so that she could get out of her head a bit. It wasn’t great, but that was how she dealt with things.
Sam let Sabrina take her time mulling over what she’d said. It was a tough call and she would respect Sabrina’s decision no matter what happened. But, she wasn’t sure how long she could keep this sort of thing under wraps. It would have been one thing if Sabrina had just been a big spender who Sam would never see again. The fact that she was managing their band, that she saw her every day and had to pretend that there was nothing between them, that they’d never had a history? That made it so much worse.
But, she couldn’t deny the sense of relief that washed over her when Sabrina agreed. Sam quirked her lips into a small smile and shrugged, “I don’t know if I’m ready, but… I need to be honest with them. It’s just, I don’t like keeping things from them. God forbid anything happens, but, uh… I’d just rather them know from me than anyone else.”
Blinking in surprise at Sabrina’s quietly vulnerable comment, Sam couldn’t help the sinking feeling in her stomach. She hadn’t even thought about that. “They’d never do that. We all know how much pressure you’re under and everything that you do for us, they’ll get it.” She said, though she really wasn’t sure. Rachel might be more understanding, but it had taken Sam long enough to reassure Kitty when she’d first started at the club. Maybe telling Rachel would be the first small step forward…
Sam shrugged, “I don’t know. Maybe we could do more stuff like this? Like, actual talking, without worrying about people catching on.” Running a hand through her hair, Sam sighed, “I just feel like, when we’re out there, with the band and everyone, you’re different. And I’m just not sure how to talk to you. Cuz no one’s supposed to know about us, but we’ve got history, and then you’re acting one way, so does that mean that I’ve gotta act some kinda way?” Sam babbled, her words getting away from her.
“Thanks,” she mumbled, referring to the nails. Sabrina knew better, but something about Sam had a way of making her more nervous and restless than she’d ever like to admit. She liked to think it just had to do with the unknown. The not knowing where they stood. Not knowing how to move on or if she was supposed to move on. It was a lot. Sabrina, for once didn’t at all feel in control and she hated it.
Sabrina almost could believe the words, only because they were coming from Sam, but only almost. “People are judgmental. And I’m supposed to be the put together one, so it’d only make sense for them to feel some type of way about it,” Sabrina was stoic, because she was ready for it, ready for the surprised reactions and possible recoil from her previous decisions. Decisions she wouldn’t take back even if given the chance.
She sat on what Sam had said for a second. Maybe two seconds. “If you want to tell people, then tell them, all of it.” She got it, and as much as Sam didn’t like how it was in front of other people, Sabrina felt the same. “You don’t have to feel like you’re being anything but yourself and I don’t want to make you feel that way either. It’s not fair...” she paused and looked up at Sam, “I shouldn’t have ever made it like this, I’m sorry.” And she was. Sorry. Probably sincerely for one of few times in her life, because Sam never deserved to be a secret. Nor did Jackie. Or anything Sabrina was paid to keep. They were all making her feel heavy, so she couldn’t imagine how heavy Sam may feel, too. “Just... there are consequences to everything. Keeping or telling secrets, Sam, so be careful, okay?” She meant to add in that there’s only so much she could protect Sam from, but it seemed like too much. And it felt like too much.
text || norbrina
NORAH: Oh right. Rich girl.
NORAH: No shit? Woah
NORAH: No offense man but I didn't really think you had those. Not like romantic stylez.
SABRINA: Rich and not above buying friends who happen to be strippers with ridiculous southern charm.
SABRINA: It's not that deep, Puckerman.
SABRINA: I still don't go around trying to woo anyone, that's disgustingly exhausting.
text || norbrina
NORAH: So you did the nasty in front of everyone at the club?
NORAH: Dude...that's depressing.
NORAH: So you guys like actually talked and shit?
SABRINA: Jesus fucking Christ, no, I have more tact than that.
SABRINA: You could say there were feelings involved.
text || norbrina
[...]
NORAH: Okay so first I find out innocent lil country bumpkin Sam Evans was a stripper which was wild enough
NORAH: Now you're telling me you two like did the whole private room thing, then?
[...]
NORAH: So 1 wtf is happening and 2 that is actually really hot and I'm a little jelly
SABRINA: It wasn't like that.
SABRINA: It kind of was for a hot second but after it was more insecure Smythe pays someone to be her friend.
SABRINA: It was hot, though, can't lie.
text || norbrina
NORAH: Oh my g-d
NORAH: JFC
NORAH: Did you two hook up????
SABRINA: Something like that.
text || norbrina
NORAH: How much do you like Kat [UNSENT]
[...]
NORAH: Wait
NORAH: Wtf
NORAH: Did you see her act??????
SABRINA: Sam and I may have known each other back then.
SABRINA: It's possibility.
SABRINA: Probably.
text || norbrina
NORAH: Yet we still like them
NORAH: It's crazy man. I mean, that's the shit you expect from ME. Or Quinn even. Or you. Obviously Lopez because naked pics and all but damn, Sammy?
NORAH: I can't believe JBI actually got some blind item right.
SABRINA: We do.
SABRINA: Full discloser... I kinda knew already.
text || norbrina
NORAH: Lol ~friends~ indeed
NORAH: Yeah it's not easy to get her to do anything she doesn't wanna. Her and Kat have that same problem
NORAH: Finding out she was a stripper? Yeah, very interesting
SABRINA: I'm working on it.
SABRINA: Stubborn bitches.
SABRINA: Yeah, that.
text || norbrina
NORAH: Will do. Gotta figure out when he can get off work for it.
NORAH: I mean just that fainting spell earlier this year probably didn't help much ya know?
NORAH: Lol I'm still amazed. She told me about the whole stripping thing and woah boy. Never would've expected it, but damn she's got some moves too
SABRINA: The manager in me wants to give her some tough love and the ~friend~ in me wants to tell her she needs help.
SABRINA: Yeah... it was... interesting.
text || norbrina
NORAH: Yeah I can fly him out. Thanks for the ticket.
NORAH: I know we don't need more attention. Like we already have some ticking time bombs lol me, Marley, li'l miss Sammy too...
SABRINA: Just let me know dates. And I would tell Santana about this so she's not blind sighted if it causes some PR issues.
SABRINA: ...is Marley still... I'll talk to her.
SABRINA: Don't get me started on Sam.
text || norbrina
NORAH: Seeing as we've already met I'd say we've kind of already reconciled or whatever but sure. That's fine.
NORAH: I can fly him out with my own money if that's preferred, too.
SABRINA: Front row would gain attention considering you've been photographed together, so if you want that, then fine.
SABRINA: I don't have the means to fly him out on our budget, but I can get him a ticket.
TEXTS || KATBRINA
KAT: Better you than me.
[...]
KAT: You sound like Norah, and I don't like it.
[...]
KAT: I think it's more that the water is a source of peace and inspiration and serenity, but sure. Bikini bods.
KAT: That's surprising.
KAT: Depends on where I am and where I'm going.
KAT: What would be your death row meal?
SABRINA: You like to act like no one's interested, which isn't the truth.
SABRINA: I just worry you want things I don't want and I'd hate for that to hurt you.
SABRINA: My mind generally goes to skin, that shouldn't be a surprise for you.
SABRINA: If on the off chance I had to pick a death row meal, I'd be too nervous to eat, I'd much rather have a good latte.
SABRINA: What's the most embarrassing thing you own?
TEXTS || KATBRINA
KAT: She's in the wrong business if that's the case. I don't know how I could possibly be of any assistance, but if you think of something, let me know.
KAT: Thanks, Sabrina. That means a lot.
[...]
KAT: Do you think you're not able to bag me? Because I think otherwise.
KAT: That sounds nice. I think I'd want to be driving distance from a big city but not actually live in it. I'd want to be somewhere near the water, too.
[...]
KAT: I don't think I've ever been on a date.
KAT: What's your favorite ice cream flavor?
SABRINA: Let's be real, her and Marley both are too nice for fame. It's my job to try and protect them.
[...]
[...]
SABRINA: I think you're too good for me.
SABRINA: Water is a must, if you can't show off the bikini bod then what's the point?
SABRINA: I've never been on one either.
SABRINA: Cookie dough.
SABRINA: Flying or driving?
TEXTS || KATBRINA
KAT: Why do you say that? It's not exactly a scenario that paints her in a positive light, either.
[...]
KAT: You didn't. I went to that place I shouldn't have gone to. I just wish I could ask for her advice all of the time, and I can't. Especially now.
[...]
KAT: Well, obviously. For one, I'm the only person on tour who could possibly pull together a wedding in that short of notice, and so long as I was adequately entertained, I'd probably let you have a side piece.
KAT: Although, it would help if the side piece was Hayley Kiyoko.
[...]
KAT: My favorite color is glitter.
KAT: Where do you want to live when all of this is said and done?
SABRINA: She doesn't like secrets. Something I can't relate to.
SABRINA: I wish you could, too, Kat.
[...]
SABRINA: Contrary to what my past and probably present, might suggest, I'd be a one woman kind of gal in this scenario. Especially if I was able to bag you.
SABRINA: Somewhere people won't know who I am or bother me about what I've done. I'd want land, but not too much because ew work. Drivable to a city so I won't be get cabin fever. Maybe upstate New York. Ideally I'd like to travel for a while before having to settle down.
SABRINA: What's the worst date you've ever been on?
TEXTS || KATBRINA
KAT: I see.
KAT [UNSENT]: Today's just the day of Let's Tell Kat All The Secrets isn't it
KAT: Don't worry, your secret is safe with me.
[...]
KAT: This is going to sound stupid, but the day my mom passed. I'd try and stop her from getting into the car. I'm grateful for how close with Marley and Millie I've become as a result of it, but that could have happened without her death.
[...]
KAT: If you were left ten thousand dollars by a rich relative, but the clause was that you had to marry someone in order to get it, who from tour would you pick?
SABRINA: Pretty sure Sam's getting ready to tell the whole fucking world anyway. PR's going to be a nightmare, I need to warn Santana.
[...]
SABRINA: I didn't mean to get that deep, sorry.. but I hope you don't live in a world of 'what if's' about it, I know how much that can mess with your head.
SABRINA: As much as I don't believe in marriage... you.
[...]
SABRINA: What's your favorite color?
TEXTS || KATBRINA
KAT: I'm sorry, pay her to give you attention? As in, I want to go shopping so here, have a Chanel bag or as in... my brain is going towards the worst... please stop me...
KAT: That I'm completely secure in who and what I am.
KAT: What part of your physical appearance would you change if you could?
SABRINA: Fuck, no, not like that. I mean, I probably could have tried to pay for... I mostly paid her to spend time with me. Because I felt lonely. This stays between us, I don't know who she's planning on spilling details to, but she danced. /Danced/.
SABRINA: Being a natural ginger.
SABRINA: What's something about your past you wish you could undo?
