The Snottiest

28//nodsquad//she:her//S🖤

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Stolen from a harm reduction insta page

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1mg football

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Not me being extremely nauseous right now bc I’m fucking hungry. That’s too damn bad.

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Guess I need to protect my blog from mfs who don’t follow me and decide to comment on my post from earlier tryna troll. Who tf trolls on tumblr?

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Last day at the beach and I couldn’t stay on the beach and had to come tf back to the house. That mf is PETTY. I don’t get to see my niece as often as I want to. My sister lives not even 5 min down the road. But after long work weeks and shit, It’s not that big of a deal. But when it goes months on end with only getting rare FaceTimes or photos and videos, that’s when it starts to hurt. So spending a whole week with her every day has been the highlight of this trip. She’s 2 years old and she loves her auntie as much as she loves my sister and my brother in law. Shes been attached to my hip since my man dropped me off at their house last Saturday to come here. As soon as she wakes up in the morning, she’s wanting to come upstairs to me. I cannot have kids. I’m not fertile anymore after years of drug abuse and countless miscarriages. But I also am not on this earth to be a parent. I’m on this earth to be a mom to animals and be an auntie. That little girl is my entire world. I love that girl more than ANYTHING. Hearing her say “AUNTIE!!!!” Plasters a smile on my face every single time. So spending this week with her is something special and I cherish it. So the fact that my brother in law is being a petty little bitch and won’t let her play with me in the sand like we’ve done ALL WEEK bc he tried lying on my sisters name and convinced our little brother to believe what he was telling him about her, just proves me and the rest of us how much of a dirty piece of shit he is. I came back to the beach house, went upstairs to the main floor and dropped bc I couldn’t breathe, I was having an extremely horrible panic attack. I don’t have panic attacks often. It’s usually just anxiety. This is the second panic attack I’ve had where it brings me to my knees and gasping for air and clutching my chest. He could have just let me play with her while he does too. She asked him to go walk on the water and she looked at me and said “auntie you walk too?” And my voice was breaking bc that was when I was starting to tear up and I said “auntie will go walk with you later okay?” And she asked me again and I told her the same thing. 3 min later, I’m silently sobbing and had to pull my sunglasses off my head and put them on to hide my eyes. Then I looked at my brother and said “I’m just gonna go back to the house” and we switched chairs and my mom and dad tried to ask what was wrong and I just shook my head and walked back to the house. Then my sister texts me and asks what’s wrong and I told her. She never texted back. My mom texts me and asks if I’m okay and I said “yep” and she said “that tells me there is something wrong” and I said “nah it’s cool. I’m just gonna spend my last day in the house.” Bc I know if I told her the whole truth, she’d tell my dad and my dad would finally crash tf out on my brother in law. I’m just absolutely heartbroken.

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Should I tell my man when I get home on Saturday that I wanna get some ice? I just want a 30 bag. I just wanna get high.

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One large mocha xanax vodka latte with whipped cream and valium sprinkles please.

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That mf says one thing wrong to me or gets shitty with me ONCE, that’s a fucking wrap.

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After the last 2 days I’ve had, I will 100% crash the fuck out on somebody. And I have a feeling on who it’s gonna be. Mf should have known I was gonna tell my sister wtf was said. So it’s just hilarious this mf is doing shit like cleaning up for once in his life, bc he knows there is tension.

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I straight up told my sister what her husband and our brother said last night about her. And it’s actually quite stupid that they even said it TO ME ABOUT HER knowing damn well I was gonna tell her. My sister and I tell each other EVERYTHING. And especially with what that shit was about, she was definitely gonna hear about it. I told her tho to not bring it up until they drop me off at my house on Saturday bc I’ll crash the fuck out on that mf.

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My younger brother and my brother in law are gonna ruin our last full day at the beach today (it’s almost 2am it’s fucking Friday already). The shit I came back inside to. I was on FaceTime with my man and was finally in a better mood and they ruined it. And sorry but I’m gonna defend my sister before anybody else. So just wait until I let her know in the morning what was said.