BURN.

I WEEP FOR THE STARS LONG PAST.

[snaev]

I  AM  NOTHING  BUT  NOVOCAINE.  I  AM  NUMB,  A  WORLD  OF  NOTHING,  ALL  FEELING  AND  EMOTION  GONE  FOREVER.  I  AM  A  WHISPER  THAT  NEVER  WAS.

SNAEV - a extremely friends only and extremely private solo roleplay blog, featuring the original character HALLEN, halovian assistant to Planarcadia's Detective and The Family's Lost Emanator, from the hoyoverse game, Honkai Star Rail but is flexible in other universes. As written by Vex, 31, EST, THEY/THEM. please note: while this is a hoyoverse oc, my opinion of hvy is critical. consider their writing my base, but that is all. not affiliated with the hyv fandom.

SPOILERS  TAGGED,  BUT  NOT  SPOILER  FREE

credit: CARRD / ICON & DIVIDER / DASH ICON / PROMO CREDIT

blogroll: snaev / @huozais / @solarfris

[snaev]

She  should  probably  be  happier  to  have  a  moment  to  rest,  but  she  still  feels  on  edge.  Something  feels  like  it's  going  to  happen,  that  their  peace  is  only  on  the  edge  of  some  proverbial  knife  before  something  breaks  again.  "Did  you  want  cocoa?"  She  holds  a  mug  out  to  the  person  who's  suddenly  approached.  "I  made  a  lot  of  extra,  I…tend  to  do  that  when  I'm  nervous.  Are  you  alright?"

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[mythshire]

※.·:·.※ 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐂𝐊 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐌𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐖 ··· a collection of chosen bonds, found family, & unconditional belonging roleplay sentence starters. genre: platonic love, hurt and comfort, loyalty.

• You know you don't have to keep checking on me, right? I'm fine. • How are you? Wait, did I ask that already? • I don't know what I'd do without you. I mean that. • Oh, God. I thought something happened to you. Don't scare me like that. • You're not alone in this. You know that, right? • We're family. That's what we do. We show up. • Make yourself at home, okay? This is your place too now. • Get out of here with that. You're not a burden. Don't ever say that again. • Is there anything you need? Food? A blanket? Someone to just sit with you? • So, what's next for us? • I have to admit there's a small part of me that's terrified you'll wake up one day and realize you don't need me anymore... that you'll leave. • It's just... I've never had this before. People who stay. • Why are you still here? I mean, you could go anywhere. Be with anyone. • I know I'm not easy to deal with. But thank you. For staying anyway. • [Name], I don't know what I'm doing half the time, okay? But I know I'm not doing it without you. • I don't really know where else I'd want to be, except right here. • You're the best thing that ever happened to me, you know that? • I really think you saved my life. Not dramatically. Just... by being here. • Hey. Bad dream? Come here. I've got you. • You don't owe me anything. This is what family does • Stop apologizing. You're allowed to need help. • I made your favorite. Thought you could use some comfort food today. • You look exhausted. When's the last time you actually slept? • I'm not going anywhere. You're stuck with me, remember? • We've been through worse. We'll get through this too. • You don't have to be strong all the time. Not with me. • I brought you something. It's stupid, but it made me think of you. • Come on. Let's get you home. • You matter to me. More than you know. • I've got your back. Always have, always will. • You're shaking. Here, take my jacket. • I know you're scared. It's okay to be scared. • You did good today. Really good. • I'm proud of you. I don't say that enough. • Stop pushing me away. I'm not leaving. • You think I'd let you face this alone? Not a chance. • I'll stay up with you. I don't mind. • You're safe here. I promise. • Tell me what you need. Anything. • You don't have to pretend with me. • I trust you. Completely. • You've got this. And if you don't, we've got this. • I'd do anything for you. You know that, right? • You're not too much. You're never too much. • This is your home now. For as long as you want it. • I'll fight for you if you can't fight for yourself right now. • You make me want to be better. A better person. • I chose you. I keep choosing you. Every day. • You're allowed to fall apart. I'll hold the pieces until you're ready.

[aurorarpresources]

reblog this if you're fine with your mutuals sending you asks unprompted

[snaev]

Like for an inbox from birb woman.

[snaev]

Like for an inbox from birb woman.

[snaev]

Like for an inbox from birb woman.

[snaev]

Add me on discord if you want to hear me give my friends heart attacks with my hallen lore.

[snaev]

things i think would be infinitely hilarious: if someone does roleplay xipe, dealing with hallen.

[luxarrow]

oh?  then  you  will  need  this.  here.  take  this.  go  my  hunter.  unleash  The  Hunt.  bestows  upon  Hallen  a  spiritus.  hurry  before  Xipe  sees.  it's  taboo  for  aeons  to  steal  other  aeon's  emanators. 

[snaev]

"what  xipe  doesn't  know  won't  hurt  them.  thanks  skybow,  i'll  make  you  proud!"

[mythshire]

※.·:·.※ 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐂𝐊 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐌𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐖 ··· a collection of chosen bonds, found family, & unconditional belonging roleplay sentence starters. genre: platonic love, hurt and comfort, loyalty.

• You know you don't have to keep checking on me, right? I'm fine. • How are you? Wait, did I ask that already? • I don't know what I'd do without you. I mean that. • Oh, God. I thought something happened to you. Don't scare me like that. • You're not alone in this. You know that, right? • We're family. That's what we do. We show up. • Make yourself at home, okay? This is your place too now. • Get out of here with that. You're not a burden. Don't ever say that again. • Is there anything you need? Food? A blanket? Someone to just sit with you? • So, what's next for us? • I have to admit there's a small part of me that's terrified you'll wake up one day and realize you don't need me anymore... that you'll leave. • It's just... I've never had this before. People who stay. • Why are you still here? I mean, you could go anywhere. Be with anyone. • I know I'm not easy to deal with. But thank you. For staying anyway. • [Name], I don't know what I'm doing half the time, okay? But I know I'm not doing it without you. • I don't really know where else I'd want to be, except right here. • You're the best thing that ever happened to me, you know that? • I really think you saved my life. Not dramatically. Just... by being here. • Hey. Bad dream? Come here. I've got you. • You don't owe me anything. This is what family does • Stop apologizing. You're allowed to need help. • I made your favorite. Thought you could use some comfort food today. • You look exhausted. When's the last time you actually slept? • I'm not going anywhere. You're stuck with me, remember? • We've been through worse. We'll get through this too. • You don't have to be strong all the time. Not with me. • I brought you something. It's stupid, but it made me think of you. • Come on. Let's get you home. • You matter to me. More than you know. • I've got your back. Always have, always will. • You're shaking. Here, take my jacket. • I know you're scared. It's okay to be scared. • You did good today. Really good. • I'm proud of you. I don't say that enough. • Stop pushing me away. I'm not leaving. • You think I'd let you face this alone? Not a chance. • I'll stay up with you. I don't mind. • You're safe here. I promise. • Tell me what you need. Anything. • You don't have to pretend with me. • I trust you. Completely. • You've got this. And if you don't, we've got this. • I'd do anything for you. You know that, right? • You're not too much. You're never too much. • This is your home now. For as long as you want it. • I'll fight for you if you can't fight for yourself right now. • You make me want to be better. A better person. • I chose you. I keep choosing you. Every day. • You're allowed to fall apart. I'll hold the pieces until you're ready.

[snaev]

Oh yeah while my fc for hallen is l*innea, I do take some inspo from the other Pink Haired Girls from Hoyo, so you may see her alt fcs in her tag as well. In my head, she has linnea’s hair color and eye color and height, but aspects of c*yrene, el*ysia, and remi*elle.

[snaev]

I  AM  NOTHING  BUT  NOVOCAINE.  I  AM  NUMB,  A  WORLD  OF  NOTHING,  ALL  FEELING  AND  EMOTION  GONE  FOREVER.  I  AM  A  WHISPER  THAT  NEVER  WAS.

promo credit: (x)

[slewhund]

⸻⸻ ✶ ⵌ 𝑺𝑳𝑬𝑾𝑯𝑼𝑵𝑫 . an ind. semi - selective 𝑨𝑺𝑯𝑽𝑬𝑰𝑳 from 𝑯𝑶𝑵𝑲𝑨𝑰 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹 𝑹𝑨𝑰𝑳 . hired by ⠀𝕽𝐔𝐄 ( ³⁰ ⁺ she ╱ her )⠀21 + access .

[wastedskins]

Fatal Frame III: The Tormented, 2005

[slewhund]

⠀

⠀⠀⠀𖤝 ᭪⠀ * the words are muffled into some void in the already chilly air between them, lost to his tired ears as he just shifts his head to lean closer to Hallen's neck. Feeling her voice rather than hearing it, a sort of connection he felt deep in the marrow . there was always something about them, something dancing in the way they looked at each other, the way they spoke . it went beyond . they both knew that it did . but even now, the small bird held in the safety of LA MANCHA'S lap, powerful arms her cage, they still can't bring themselves to put words to their feelings .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * ❛ 's alright .. 'm not feelin' much pain right now . ❜ Ashveil couldn't deny the wash of warmth at her soft utterance of a shortened name . it only draws his heart nearer, & involuntarily, his prosthetic arm slips around her tighter : drags silver - tipped faux nails over her stomach, & the Ranger hasn't noticed the way his sealing nails vibrate within his wrist . hungry, & taking advantage of this tired, vulnerable moment of it's host .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * he's not thinking, as his head tilts towards hers . he doesn't think as his lips brush idly against her shoulder, as he breathes her scent in deeply from her skin . ❛ i jus' wanna stay here for a little longer, sweetheart .. ❜

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ * ( @snaev . )

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[snaev]

the  air  is  already  different  between  them.  she  can  feel  the  tense  way  that  the  air  subtly  shifts,  her  earwings  gently  fluttering  before  she  presses  one  earwing  to  his  head  gently.  this,  this  thing  between  them.  does  she  dare  put  a  name  to  it?  she's  so  safe  in  the  arms  of  the  much  larger,  taller  ranger.  

the  soft  huff  of  breath  against  her  neck  when  he  talks,  her  arms  wrapping  even  more  securely.  her  fingers  gently  slide  into  his  hair,  a  soft  shudder  at  the  feeling  of  those  fingertips  against  her  stomach.  she  opens  her  mouth  to  tease  him,  to  laugh  and  tell  him  that  he'd  be  more  comfortable  in  a  bed,  but  she  doesn't.  instead,  she  tips  her  head  to  press  her  lips  to  his  temple;  a  gentle,  assuring  touch.  "okay,  we  can  stay  a  bit  longer."  she  murmurs  softly,  a  shiver  when  his  lips  brush  her  shoulder,  skin  already  exposed  from  her  sleeve  riding  down.  "was  today  really  bad?"

[snaev]

@avoricious: He's making this face ">:\"

hallen  is  pretending  she  didn't  see  that,  flapping  her  wings  and  siding  up  to  him  with  a  chirp.