ash

space is so coooool

[mollish-art]

m e m e n t o     m o r i 

u n u s     a n n u s

[i-am-a-fish]

everyone who reads this post will get some big spicy joy within 24 large minutes (hours)

[darknesshaspurplehair]

Ok y'all but like I’m not even kidding about this I read this post yesterday and today I got an email from the peeps at hamilton and I won the lotto gor $10 tickets and I would like to give all my thanks to the internet’s favorite fish, Goldie Gurston, for making this possible because I totally believe they did this with their amazing gay powers

[thuriweaver]

So I know this is likely a coincidence…but I reblogged this and just now discovered I’ve been given a $150 amazon gift card as a bonus at work. So thank you, fish!

[ren-allen]

If it worked for them I hope it works for everyone else

[em3rgence-st]

Some big spicy joy pls

[felixluvsketchup-deactivated202]

SOME BIG SPICY JOY PLEASE

[saturnianshade]

i request the big spicy joy

[lunareclipse-524]

I would love some big spicy joy

[laytonsartblog]

Me as well, I’d like to stop dying bls

[eepybibes]

okay but why is no one talking about the tickets? It’s on 4/20-

[moss--knight]

a baby

[briaanmaymoved]

[grimblebimble]

if there’s a pma hoodie i already need it okay bye

[therealjacksepticeye]

*Cough*

[lum1natrix]

soft boy

[therealjacksepticeye]

Kiss date marry: Tom Holland, Chris Pratt, Ryan Reynolds.

Yes I would, thanks!

[pontyk]

[d-sliceisnotonfire]

we’ve got a sassosaurus over here 

[thedgeofsleep]

#coolmark

[himynameismichaelwithab]

and ive been afraid of insects my whole li-

[stopstopstop-where]

hm?

[wheres-theb]

THERES A BEE?

[septicstacheedits]

Bringing this gem back!

also because this video showed up in my recommended

[thedgeofsleep]

for that who killed markiplier / buzzfeed unsolved au i have.

[robochorom]

“who loves jimin the most?”

[cravings]

dad: are you learning french

me:

[lesbianshepard]

back when i was suicidal in high school the tiniest things would make me want to kill myself but also the most trivial things would stop me

i remember looking at a bottle of sleeping pills and going “i’m going to kill myself. i’m not going to get out of this town. i’m not going to be able to get into a good college” and then i would go “but wait! if you die tonight, you won’t be there when they invent time travel. what if you die tonight and aliens land tomorrow and you miss it. the entire world would change and you would miss it.” “ah, yes. good point. i’ll wait until next week to die. once i’m dead i’m dead, so i can wait a little longer to see if something cool happens before then.”

it never did but it brought me back from killing myself until i started seeing a psychologist and got on antidepressants 

[lesbianshepard]

people are re-blogging this and i dont mind b/c they’re relating to it so that’s nice if it’s helping ppl understand

the whole “you have so much to live for!” idea was nice and well intentioned, but i felt like people were just spouting bullshit at me because i didn’t. i didnt have any friends or dates or talents.  i had nothing to really live for.

but things like “oh, well if you die now you won’t be able to find out who jon snow’s mother is” did help. because i went “oh, well i’ll finish this book to figure out if my theory is right first.” because i was going to die anyway so a few more hours wouldn’t hurt and by the end of the book i felt less suicidal. 

also years later i found out i was right about my theory. 

[thelanabo]

This exact thing has helped me so much. Things like, “Well you can’t now because it’s Thanksgiving and you’ll ruin it, wait until after” “well now it’s almost Christmas so do it next year” “Well you can’t before you see how Game of Thrones ends” “Think of all the cats you haven’t pet yet” the trivial things have always helped me more than the whole, “people will miss you, you have so much to live for”

Find something to make you hold on a little longer, even if you take it hour by hour or day by day. Even if it’s just something like, “Well if I die tonight I won’t get to eat my leftover Chinese food tomorrow” it helps.

[undanewneon]

I never wanted to leave people not knowing how something I wrote was going to end, so I made sure to always stagger the things I wrote so there was never (and HAS NEVER) been a time when I have no incomplete works. 

[thedgeofsleep]

i just miss jbm okay