ENDOS / WILLOS, RQS AND SUPPORTERS LEAVE ME ALONEE

A Snowy System (´･ω･) C-DID - Adult - Autistic - Disabled - He/Him, No they/Them  ──────────────────────── (pro)Endos DNI ☆ (pro)Willos DNI ☆ (pro)Polyminds DNI ☆ (pro)Radqueers DNI ☆

[snowys-system]

New blog intro post

Hello, This is the Snowy System

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We are a C-DID system with autism and physical disabilities

We do not share SP or PK

DNI

(pro) Endos, Willos, Polyminds

(Pro) Radqueers

Terfs and Transphobes

These are tags we use

⟣ ⠀ .⠀ Snowy_Reblogs

Reblogs

⟣ ⠀ .⠀ Snowy_Rants

Rants or vents

⟣ ⠀ .⠀ Snowy_Random

Random thoughts and feelings

⟣ ⠀ .⠀ Snowy_replies

Replying to asks

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-S

Sign off for a part named S

[snowys-system]

Fuck you Radqueers

And Fuck you who think consent is optional

And a big Fuck you to all proship people who think reading about horrible shit is healthy and fine as long as it "comforts" you

And a bigger Fuck you to all those blogs dedicated to rape, Pedophilia, and incest fantasies/ fetishes

And the biggest Fuck you to pedophiles, predators, rapists and anyone who tries to justify these crimes

-S

[h0useofcain]

Unpopular opinion, but exposing minors to corrupt media causes issues with mental health.

[snowys-system]

I dislike tumblr rn

[orthodoxxia]

Learning that an admin of the Characters Against Endos server is proship/profic and that everyone in the server I and my system collectively hated— which is saying something, considering I hardly agree with my system on anything— are still in the server and actively supporting this person, giving us even more of a reason to hate them all then before, is bittersweet.

On one hand, our initial distrust and dislike for these people from the start of the awv was further proven justified, but on the other, realizing over half of this community (the anti-willo-verse) that my system spent the past few months deeply involved in is full of horrible people, is highly disappointing.

Honestly, we should have known, considering a rule of the server is that shipcourse is not allowed. My system wanted to give everyone the benefit of the doubt, but as it turns out, the reason shipcourse is banned is because the entire staff is friends with a proshipper, but I digress.

Despite my very strong opinion on these people and my very agressive nature, I am not naming names or condoning harassment for any of them; the aforementioned admin does not deserve the threats and harassment they are getting; they need to be encouraged to recover and do better, not be told to kill theirself. No one who supports the admin deserves threats or harassment either.

[sysources]

Takes a social media break after an attempt

mental health improves!!

"Wow, maybe the world isn't as bad as i thought it was!"

Best mental state in a few years

Gets pulled back to tumblr because someone claims I told them to kts

sees the "people who are anti incest are pro eugenics" and "animals can consent to sex" posts

I am going to jump off the flat earth i hate this hellsite

Hey tumblr, I think you're like, Evil

I think im gunna uninstall this app and kms

I think reporting posts should actually do shit too, thanks tumblr for finding nothing wrong with the "animals can consent" post!!

[sysources]

This blog is claiming that we sent KYS messages. We have not been online in weeks due to having actually tried to kill ourselves. We would NEVER send threats like that and we would NEVER interact with radqueers. We see them we block them. You are claiming a serious accusation against us with no evidence. The only reason I am here right now is because i do not take lightly to false claims.

Leave me alone and dont send you little freaks after me.

[snowys-system]

"I've done so much research on systems

Tell me what EP and ANP is please istg if you dont know what they are do more research

[snowys-system]

system accountability is so simple I dont get why people refuse to take it

If your body does something illegal and gets arrested, you cant say "Twas my alter, I'm innocent"

Because you're the same body that commited the crime, you still have the consequences

you're the same brain that hurt that person

you're the same brain that did that manipulative thing

You're the same brain that caused hurt

It doesn't matter if you are a system, take accountability for your actions and be better

[snowys-system]

split like 5 people over the past week, my identity is dissociated enough thank you

[snowys-system]

sorry no posts I tried to kill myself again

[snowys-system]

Day 7 8 of 30 days of DID

We dont feel comfortable answering day 7 so day 8 it is

Day Eight: How did you first discover you were plural? Was it before, after, or during diagnosis?

We weren't formerly diagnosed and our therapy got interrupted right before we were going to get referred to a psychiatrist- But it was after? if that makes sense

We were told we showed textbook symptoms of DID and he wanted to get us into a psychiatrist appointment asap but since we were a minor the parents ultimately said no. We also lost therapy due to our therapist dying without warning due to undiagnosed medical issues

We were in denial for a long time after therapy ended and it wasn't until 7 months later that we finally accepted and looked up treatment for ourselves and have been doing trauma work solo (very bad idea)

and here we are now, still looking for therapy 3 years later!

- Jay 🎢 He / Him

[the-io-collective]

"you aren't owed kindness from the entire system just bc some of us are your friends" WRONG!

1. people are allowed to be upset if you're mean to them.

2. holy dodging system accountability.

3. you're all the same brain. it's actually normal to expect your friends to be nice to you.

4. if you're consistently a jerk to your friends and dodge it with "well that PART doesn't like you" you're sort of an asshole. that person deserves decency. handle it within your system mayhaps.

idk just. my bf read this post out to me and holy entitled.

[the-io-collective]

also like. you're not all actually separate human beings. you're dissociative parts of the same psyche.

do you know that? it's important to me that you know that.

[snowys-system]

30 days of disorder it day 6 now

Day Six: How do you feel about talking about the trauma which created your condition? Do you like to write about it privately or publicly? Why?

we write about it privately and talk about it with our partners. Once we finally get approved for therapy again we'll try to find a therapist who can listen to the events of child trafficking and not make it about themselves and how sad it makes them feel

I write about it so it stops looping in my head, like when you have a song stuck in your head or have been craving something all day, makes the body and brain stop dwelling

-Kai he /Him

[snowys-system]

30 Days of DID day 5

Day Five: How often do you switch? How often do you lose time? Talk a little about what dissociation is like for you

We switch multiple times a day, usually 3 switches per hour on a regular day ig. If it's a stressful day it can become rapid switching which can be up to 3 switches a minute so that isnt funnnn

We lose time pretty regularly but wayyy less than before we had our syscovery. When we didnt know we were a system we'd lose months at a time, now we lose a couple hours at most

we're almost always dissociated because yay and it's almost more distressing for us to be grounded rather than dissociated, if that makes sense. we're used to life not feeling real

- Ten He/Him

[snowys-system]

forgot about this

Day 4 of DID for 30 days

Day Four: Are you or any of the others in a relationship in or out of the system? How does dating work for you if you do it?

Theres a few inner relationships, but thats usually because we are very socially outcast (we werent socialized very well as a kid lmao) so inner relationships especially as a young child was like imaginary friends? in a way?

We have 2 partners who are also systems, we're collectively dating eachother and some parts are more attached than others

[hwoarangs-recoverycorner]

im so sorry you left such a supportive and caring community i hope you get better and recover and understand how harmful it is to fearmonger over radqueers when they only give people a space to be themselves. maybe you can come back someday!! love <3

while being a radqueer i was being continously groomed and abused and i was told that i would be repeatedly raped and that i would like it "or else". i was convinced all of this was normal and i consented to this, when i really was coerced with the threat of suicide from my ex partner. i was told i would be unloved anywhere else and i was told that my debilitating disorders were fun quirky labels, which led me to entering a horrible months long delusion which my ex partner took advantage of and during tried to start a cult with them as the god and me as the priest, all under the guise of it being a fake cult and them being a transcultleader.

i was mentally and emotionally abused, psychologically tortured and constantly told that this was best for me, that i was loved and cared for while they drove knives deeper into my stomach and back. and i came out of that community broken and uncertain and unable to function in normal society. it took so much therapy to get over what happened to me, and i'm honestly still not fully recovered. i suffered so much in that community and i've only really started the healing process.

and giving "space to be themselves" also makes space for nazis and groomers and rapists while they hide behind cutesy labels and flags to make themselves more open to possibly victims.

so no. i will never return to the radqueer community. fuck you and everything you stand for. i hate all radqueers, and honestly i'm really mad you broke my dni.