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@snowys-system
New blog intro post
Hello, This is the Snowy System
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We are a C-DID system with autism and physical disabilities
We do not share SP or PK
DNI
(pro) Endos, Willos, Polyminds
(Pro) Radqueers
Terfs and Transphobes
"I've done so much research on systems
Tell me what EP and ANP is please istg if you dont know what they are do more research
system accountability is so simple I dont get why people refuse to take it
If your body does something illegal and gets arrested, you cant say "Twas my alter, I'm innocent"
Because you're the same body that commited the crime, you still have the consequences
you're the same brain that hurt that person
you're the same brain that did that manipulative thing
You're the same brain that caused hurt
It doesn't matter if you are a system, take accountability for your actions and be better
split like 5 people over the past week, my identity is dissociated enough thank you
sorry no posts I tried to kill myself again
Day 7 8 of 30 days of DID
We dont feel comfortable answering day 7 so day 8 it is
"you aren't owed kindness from the entire system just bc some of us are your friends" WRONG!
1. people are allowed to be upset if you're mean to them.
2. holy dodging system accountability.
3. you're all the same brain. it's actually normal to expect your friends to be nice to you.
4. if you're consistently a jerk to your friends and dodge it with "well that PART doesn't like you" you're sort of an asshole. that person deserves decency. handle it within your system mayhaps.
idk just. my bf read this post out to me and holy entitled.
also like. you're not all actually separate human beings. you're dissociative parts of the same psyche.
do you know that? it's important to me that you know that.
30 days of disorder it day 6 now
Day Six: How do you feel about talking about the trauma which created your condition? Do you like to write about it privately or publicly? Why?
we write about it privately and talk about it with our partners. Once we finally get approved for therapy again we'll try to find a therapist who can listen to the events of child trafficking and not make it about themselves and how sad it makes them feel
I write about it so it stops looping in my head, like when you have a song stuck in your head or have been craving something all day, makes the body and brain stop dwelling
-Kai he /Him
30 Days of DID day 5
Day Five: How often do you switch? How often do you lose time? Talk a little about what dissociation is like for you
We switch multiple times a day, usually 3 switches per hour on a regular day ig. If it's a stressful day it can become rapid switching which can be up to 3 switches a minute so that isnt funnnn
We lose time pretty regularly but wayyy less than before we had our syscovery. When we didnt know we were a system we'd lose months at a time, now we lose a couple hours at most
we're almost always dissociated because yay and it's almost more distressing for us to be grounded rather than dissociated, if that makes sense. we're used to life not feeling real
- Ten He/Him
forgot about this
Day 4 of DID for 30 days
im so sorry you left such a supportive and caring community i hope you get better and recover and understand how harmful it is to fearmonger over radqueers when they only give people a space to be themselves. maybe you can come back someday!! love <3
while being a radqueer i was being continously groomed and abused and i was told that i would be repeatedly raped and that i would like it "or else". i was convinced all of this was normal and i consented to this, when i really was coerced with the threat of suicide from my ex partner. i was told i would be unloved anywhere else and i was told that my debilitating disorders were fun quirky labels, which led me to entering a horrible months long delusion which my ex partner took advantage of and during tried to start a cult with them as the god and me as the priest, all under the guise of it being a fake cult and them being a transcultleader.
i was mentally and emotionally abused, psychologically tortured and constantly told that this was best for me, that i was loved and cared for while they drove knives deeper into my stomach and back. and i came out of that community broken and uncertain and unable to function in normal society. it took so much therapy to get over what happened to me, and i'm honestly still not fully recovered. i suffered so much in that community and i've only really started the healing process.
and giving "space to be themselves" also makes space for nazis and groomers and rapists while they hide behind cutesy labels and flags to make themselves more open to possibly victims.
so no. i will never return to the radqueer community. fuck you and everything you stand for. i hate all radqueers, and honestly i'm really mad you broke my dni.
30 days of DID day 3
Day Three: What are your thoughts on integration? Do you wish to integrate?
integration in our mind is removing the amnesia barriers so thats essential for us.
maybe the site is taking about fusion which we would ultimately love to do but isnt very realistic considering how frequently we split or find more fragments. For every fusion we have successfully had, we've had like 30 more fragments show up. When we learn better coping skills and remove ourselves from our triggers hopefully we can fuse and integrate more
- Sock 🪃 He - Him
30 Days of DID day 2
Day Two: Who knows about your system? Who do you want to know? What do you feel like it’s like coming out as multiple?
Our partners know, and one of our cousins. We'd like our immediate family to know but they dont even believe in ptsd (unless you're a veteran.) It was easy for us to come out to the 3 people we have come out to because they came out to me first
30 day of DID cuz yayyy
Day One: Describe your system. What kind of system, how big, anything you feel is a good introduction.
We are a poly-fragmented / Complex DID system. We have a lot of fragments so our number is a little huge👍👍
we lived through a lot of shit that was supposed to kill us and now we live through spite
we're autistic, have hEDS, and unspecified tic disorder, we are fakeclaimers favorite target/hj
idk how to do this okay bye
- Sock 🪃 He / Him
we wanna do the 30 day of DID thing but like, who would care lol
would you care?
yuhhh youre so cool and I think you're awesome
no
-Kris 🍏 He
Posting "endogenic research" and stating that you're a traumagenic system does not validate anything you say. You are not an authority on CDDs or dissociation, and a diagnosis does not give you the right to act like you are.
Being "traumagenic", or plainly a real system, is not a credential. By stating that you're a true system while posting about the validity of endos, it only others you from a community of people who genuinely share your experience.
"Endos" will use you as a way to back up their claims and then shut you out from their circle the moment it no longer benefits them.
They are not going to pick you.
you should hate yourself
Done, whats the next step
- Kris 🍏 he -
