Your Hands Are Cold — Eunseok
synopsis: you form an unlikely bond with your toxic ex’s friend, leading to unexpected feelings you thought you didn’t need.
notes: university au, student!eunseok x studentfem!reader, fluff, smut, softdom!eunseok, oral sex (m and f rec), unprotected sex (p in v), dirty talk, aftercare (if only men were real), eunseok is a nerd on the streets but a major freak in the sheets. MDNI!
message: this is my big one yall… happy new year! first full fic and smut :) i was inspired by some of my fav fics on this app, and i am fuelled with a deep obsession/delusion for uni student eunseok #needthat. eunseok is peak hot loser nerd and that’s TRUTH! i’m definitely not a writer but i’m kinda proud of this one so i hope some people enjoy reading :)
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You walked into the lecture hall, surprisingly in a good mood despite silently knowing you’d start to dread this class after the first week. Nonetheless, you were actually excited to start this school term. You’d spent your summer being single for the first time in over a year, and though it was initially tough; feeling that strange emptiness whenever you were reminded of your ex, you overcame it and started to thrive by keeping yourself busy and spending time with friends. After a short period of grieving your relationship, you realized how much better life was without having to deal with a man who borderline treated you like shit.
This year was going to be your year. You looked good, you felt good, your mind was clear, and you were ready to power through this term with focus and diligence like never before.
You sat down in a random seat in the hall and started to take out your laptop, followed by taking a sip of your coffee you got before class. You were ready to lock-in to lecture, until you got mildly startled by someone deciding to take the seat right next to you. Typically people would try to sit at least one seat away from someone, but whatever, right?
It wasn’t until you took a quick second glance at the person sitting next to you that you realized it wasn’t just anyone, it was Eunseok.
One of your ex’s friends.
Awesome. Just what you needed to break your flow. But you weren’t going to let it ruin your focus on the lecture. Besides, you had only met Eunseok maybe twice while you were still dating your ex. While you remembered his face and name, you weren’t too sure whether or not he’d remembered yours. You were really hoping he didn’t, and that he just happened to sit next to you by coincidence. You shifted your body slightly away from him, hoping to hide your face and forget about him as the lecture started.
As your lecture wrapped up, you quickly scrolled through your notes with a quiet smile, admiring how neat and organized you had made them before packing up your bag and leaving the hall. You did your best to leave as quickly as possible, still refusing to face Eunseok, and still hoping he didn’t recognize you.
You made it halfway up the lecture hall stairs until your heart dropped at the sound of your name, followed by none other than Eunseok, who had jogged up the stairs to catch up to you.
“Hey, I was meaning to talk to you,” he said as he walked up right beside you. “How are you?”
“Oh! Hey, Eunseok, right?” You replied, pretending like you hadn’t noticed him since the class started. You still couldn’t look at him straight on. Everything about this encounter was screaming awkward. “I didn’t know you’d remember me… I’m doing good.” You answered briefly.
He hummed and nodded while pushing the door open for the two of you to exit the hall. He took the opportunity to stand in front of you so you’d stop to look at him and talk.
Eunseok hesitated for a moment before deciding to speak. “I guess what I really meant was… how have you been after the break-up?”
You had no choice but to look at him directly now. It was surprising that you had to tilt your neck up quite a bit to meet his face. You knew he was taller than your ex, but standing right in front of him was different from the brief times you had met him before.
You sighed, this is exactly why you wanted to leave quickly. Why did he need to know?
“If you’re trying to gather some intel to pass onto him, I’ll have you know I’m actually really happy without him, and I’ve been doing great.” You turned on your heel to walk away from Eunseok, ready to leave the conversation. Before you could take another step forward, you felt his hand on your shoulder turn you back around. It was surprisingly gentle, but just enough to get you to face him again.
“No, no. I think you have the wrong idea,” he said as he immediately swiped his hand off your shoulder. He quickly ran a hand through his dark hair and wiped the sweat off his palms. “I’m actually… not really friends with him anymore.”
You didn't expect that. Your eyes widened before you could find the words to say anything. “Oh! Um… I’m… sorry to hear that.”
Eunseok let out a low chuckle. “It’s actually nothing to be sorry about… It turns out he really was a dick. He said some really nasty things about you after breaking up and didn’t even seem sorry that he treated you the way he did.”
You looked down, trying not to remember how awful your ex made you feel prior to the break-up.
Eunseok continued, “I started distancing myself from him over the summer. We didn’t really have that much in common anyways. He kept nagging me about having too many ‘useless’ games in my dorm which was really annoying.”
You felt some weight off your shoulder after hearing how he felt. You looked back up at him, meeting his big eyes that hid behind a pair of black rimmed glasses. “That’s actually… a relief to hear. Thank you, Eunseok.”
He nodded, and you sat in an awkward silence for two beats before he decided to speak again. “Well, it’s cool to see you’re doing good. I guess I’ll be seeing you in class pretty regularly now, which is cool too.”
You smiled and waved goodbye as you headed out the door. “Yeah, I’ll see you next class, then.”
You and Eunseok sat together in class again, but this time it felt a little different, and you didn’t feel the need to face away from him. In fact, you noticed he scooted his chair just an inch closer to you. Throughout class, as focused as you were, your professor seemed to fly through lecture slides faster than you could note them down. By the end of class, you still had the bulk of the material in your notes, but you failed to get everything you needed.
You tapped on Eunseok’s shoulder as he packed up his bag. “Hey, Eunseok. Did you happen to catch these sections of the lecture? I totally missed it” You said as you pointed at your screen.
You couldn’t help but smile at how his eyes squinted at your screen, despite already having glasses on. “Oh, yeah I’m pretty sure I got those. I can send them to you later today if you want.”
“That’d be great, thank you so much, Eunseok. You’re seriously my saviour!” You said as he handed you his phone to type in your number.
Eunseok thanked God that you looked away to start packing your own bag, otherwise you would’ve seen the blush creep up his face knowing that he had actually gotten your number.
hey, hopefully i got everything you missed
yes this is perfect!! thankyouthankyouthankyou eunseok :)
Eunseok threw his phone onto his bed and paced his room, in disbelief that he just texted you, even though it was just class notes.
The whole class groaned when your professor announced that you’d be having your first quiz on the upcoming Monday. You tapped on Eunseok and leaned in to whisper into his ear.
“Who the fuck would assign a quiz right after the first week of class?? This is genuinely criminal!” You whisper-shouted, however you also managed to catch a hint of his cologne. Something in your heart fluttered for a split second, but you were too pissed at your professor to acknowledge it any further.
Eunseok laughed at your comment and shrugged. As your professor started the lecture, you followed the same structure as the last time; intense note-taking and trying not to think about how Eunseok once again, scooted his chair another inch closer to you.
By the end of class, you scrolled through all your notes you had taken throughout the week and sighed. “There is no way I can study all of this before Monday. I still have work from other classes!” You whined as you sunk into your seat.
“Same here. I have a quiz for my other class on Monday too. I think I’m doomed, and it’s only the first week.” Eunseok added.
You suddenly turned to Eunseok. “Hey. What do you think about studying together? We can keep each other accountable and make sure we start off this term on a productive foot.”
Eunseok bit the inside of his cheek to hold back his smile. “Yeah, I’m cool with that.”
“Awesome, I’ll message you later.”
how does saturday at 12:00 pm sound? i’ll be free the whole day!
12:00 is good, wanna meet at the cafe next to the library?
i love that place! i get coffee there almost every morning before class :) i’ll see you then~~
You knew it was just a casual study session, but for some odd and inexplicable reason, you put a little more effort into your outfit, hair and makeup than you normally would. You arrived at the cafe slightly early, hoping to grab one of the good tables before Eunseok arrived, only to find him already sitting at one, waiting for you with two cups of iced coffee.
“You’re a little early.” Eunseok teased with a smile.
“Oh, I’m early? How about you, then?” You teased back before directing your attention to the coffee he got for you, which happened to be a flavour you really liked. “Plus, you’ve already gotten drinks? Aw thank you, that’s so sweet of you.” You said as you took a seat in front of him.
“It’s nothing, and I think we both need it considering how much material we need to get through before Monday.”
You nodded, finally taking the time to properly look at what Eunseok looked like today. He wore a washed blue hoodie with a black puffer vest on top, followed by a different pair of black rimmed glasses than the ones he usually wore during class. You couldn’t help but catch another hint of his cologne, and this time you couldn’t ignore how your heart fluttered again. Eunseok looked attractive, there was no denying that.
He must have caught you staring for a bit too long, because he sunk down to meet your eyes with furrowed eyebrows, and you suddenly snapped out of it. “You good?”
“Yeah, yeah I’m fine. I’m just thinking about how much stuff I need to get through,” you lied. “I don’t even know where to start.”
“Well, let’s start reviewing for our class first. If we get through all of this together, then we can start working on our other classes.” He said as he started pulling up the tabs to his notes.
“And by the way,” he added without even looking up from his screen. “You look really good today.”
You couldn’t fight back your smile even if you tried. “Thanks… you do too.”
“So I think instead of B, the answer is actually A because—”
Your focus suddenly got taken away by the loud sound of your stomach growling. How embarrassing. You had been so focused on studying with Eunseok that you forgot to eat lunch. You buried your face into your arms trying to hide from his inevitable laughter.
“You must be hungry. Sorry I forgot to ask if you had eaten lunch yet.” He said as you looked up at him from your arms. His smile was warm, and somehow you didn’t feel so ashamed anymore. “Stay right here for me, I’ll go grab you something.”
After a few minutes, he came back to your table with a fancy sandwich, loaded with everything you needed to energize yourself again.
“Wow, seriously thank you, Eunseok. I didn’t even realize how hungry I was.” You said as you took the first bite.
“Any time. Take as long as you need to eat before we get back to studying. Right now is a good time for a little break anyways.”
You couldn’t resist smiling at his patience and kind actions. There was something so comfortable about his presence and his groundedness.
You and Eunseok spent the rest of the time powering through class material. You admired how easy it was to stay focused with Eunseok more than anyone else you had studied with before. He didn’t leave much room for casual conversation, and you didn’t bother trying to, because you both knew how much work needed to be done before you let yourselves relax. This was honestly just what you imagined when you told yourself you’d be focused and diligent this year. You just didn’t know it would include your ex’s friend… or your ex’s ex friend, actually.
The sky had turned a dark blue outside. You and Eunseok agreed it was about time to start wrapping up. He insisted on walking you back to your dorm because it was cold and dark, but if he was being truthful, he just wanted to spend more time with you.
“God, why is it so cold all of a sudden? My fingers feel frozen.” You complained as you stopped walking and felt your hands.
Eunseok took this opportunity to reach for them, bringing it up and cupping them with his own larger hands. You heart instantly started beating faster. His hands were so much warmer, and so much bigger than yours.
“Damn, you weren’t kidding. Your hands are cold.”
You looked down at his hands, then up at him with glossy eyes and rosy cheeks from the cold. Eunseok’s breath caught at the sight of your face, his eyes flickered to your perfectly pink-stained lips, then back to your eyes. You broke the moment of silence.
“Are you gonna keep your hands like this?”
He shrugged. “Only if you want me to.”
You thought for a moment. “Sure, but let’s keep walking.”
The rest of the walk to your dorm consisted of making up for the casual conversations you didn’t have while studying. He talked about his little brother, his dog, and you gave some insight into your life as well. You found out he likes a lot of the same games that you grew up playing as a kid, and that he too, had a massive anime phase back in 2020. It turned out you had more in common with Eunseok than you did with your ex, as weird as that was to admit to yourself.
“So why were you even friends with him in the first place if you barely shared the same interests?” You questioned.
“I don’t know, during our first year we sort of made friends with anyone. He just happened to make his way into the friend group.” He answered. He shot his head down to look at you. “I could ask you the same thing. Why were you with him for over a year if you didn’t have that much in common?”
You looked up at the darkening sky and sighed. It had been a while since you talked about your ex like this. “I guess… he treated me well at first. We had good moments in the first half of the relationship but… it came to a point where the good moments were good, but the bad moments were… really really bad.”
Eunseok looked at you with worried eyes. He knew how badly your ex spoke about you after the break-up. He knew you didn’t deserve to be treated the way you were, which was a big reason why he cut ties with him. “Do you mind if I ask… what kind of bad moments?”
You laughed at the thought. It had been long enough since the break-up to become something you were able to joke about now. “Well, he was terrible whenever it came to any kind of disagreement. His stubbornness is seriously comparable to a 5-year-old, except sometimes it got scarily aggressive. Whenever I got on his nerves, he would nearly blow up at me. Not to mention his—”
You cut yourself off before you let it slip out. Eunseok probably didn’t want to hear about your extremely mediocre sex life with your ex.
“His what? You’re buffering.”
“Nevermind. I don’t think you want to hear it.” You said as you looked up at Eunseok, and he looked back at you.
“Try me. Is it bad or something?”
“Well yeah, I guess. It’s just… his sex game was bad. He was painfully mediocre in bed.”
Eunseok choked a little at your words and coughed it out. “Oh… I see. That’s… definitely a dealbreaker, yeah.”
“Yeah. So that’s why I decided to call it off before the summer. That and a bunch of other things, but it’s all in the past now.”
He smiled, respecting how mature you were about it. “Well… that’s good. Again, I’m really glad to see you’re doing well. You’re seriously better off without that dickhead.” He said, secretly thinking that you’d actually be better off dating someone else, someone like himself. You eventually made it to your dorm and turned to Eunseok, who was already looking at you.
“Thank you for walking me back… and for getting me lunch. And the coffee. And for studying with me. And for keeping my hands warm.” You blushed. Eunseok chuckled at how cute you were.
“It’s not a problem at all. I had a lot of fun, and we work well together…” he trailed on, scratching his head. “Class work, I mean. We got a lot of class work done today.”
You nodded. “Maybe we can make study sessions a regular thing this semester if you want? We can help each other stay productive.”
Eunseok felt like he had won the lottery. “Yeah, I’d really like that,” he answered, trying to stay cool. “I guess I’ll see you in class on Monday?”
“See you Monday, Eunseok!”
Throughout the course of two months, your unlikely bond with Eunseok only seemed to strengthen. Not only did you sit together with your chairs nearly touching during class, but your Saturday study sessions would sometimes be the highlight of your entire week. Eunseok quickly became one of your closest friends, and you’d occasionally invite him when you met up with your other friends. They all started to tease you about how close the two of you were, wondering when he was finally going to ask you on a proper date. You always brushed it off, saying it wasn’t a big deal and that you enjoyed being single anyways, but deep down, you couldn’t help but feel the anticipation eating away at you every time Eunseok’s eyes lingered on you for a little too long, or when he’d grab your hand to warm them up with his own. Why hadn’t he asked you out yet? Did he think of you as just a friend? Whatever it was, you were too afraid to ask him yourself.
On Eunseok’s side of things, he made sure to keep his usual stone-cold front at all times, or at least most of the time. You were the one thing testing his ability to stay cool. He already knew that you noticed when he stared at you during study sessions. He already saw how red your cheeks would get every time he cupped your cold hands into his warm ones. He wanted nothing more than to take the next step with you, but he couldn’t figure out how you felt about becoming more than friends. You were doing great for yourself right now being single, so who was he to step in and change that? Anticipation was also eating at him from the inside out.
After Friday class, you walked out of the lecture hall with Eunseok as usual. You decided to instigate about the long weekend that was coming up. You hoped he would take this chance to finally ask you out.
“You have any plans for the long weekend? It’s the first one of the semester, I’m so excited to finally have some time off.” You beamed, eager to hear how he’d respond.
“Hmm, not really. Schools been so busy I literally forgot we had a long weekend coming up.” He answered bluntly, adding nothing further.
Your smile faded slightly. Your little plan failed. This man was seriously a rock you couldn’t move. Maybe Eunseok noticed your slight change in mood, because he spoke up again.
“Do you wanna hang out over the long weekend?”
He was getting closer to where you wanted him, but not quite there yet.
“Eunseok, we hang out every other day, AND on the weekend. I’m down to hang out but… maybe something more special?”
Almost as if someone flipped the light switch in his brain, he thought he understood what you were alluding to. There was only one way to find out for sure.
“Can I… take you out on a date then?”
There it was. You looked up at him with the smile that's been making his heart turn for the past two months.
“I thought you’d never ask. Yes, I’d love that.”
Your smile was contagious enough to spread onto him as well. He felt dumb for not asking you before, overcomplicating the things in his mind.
“It’s a date then. I’ll message you with details later.”
Eunseok spent hours into the evening debating on where to take you and how he wanted the date to go. He knew he didn’t want to mess this up. You, on the other hand, spent hours waiting in anticipation for a text from him.
i’ll pick you up from your dorm on sunday at 6:00 pm?
and feel free to dress nicely :)
dress nicely? 👀👀 interesting…
yup, that’s all you need to know 👍🏻
Seeing the last word of his text almost made you silently scream into your pillow. Why was this man having such an affect on you? You shot out of bed and quickly started rummaging through your closet for something to wear on your first date with Eunseok.
Like clockwork, you heard a knock on your door at 6:00 pm. You quickly sprayed some perfume, put on your favorite pair of heeled boots and grabbed your purse before opening the door. There he was, standing in a perfectly fitted black dress shirt and pants that made his tall and lean figure look even better than it already did. He even opted to take off his glasses for today. In his hands he held a small but gorgeous bouquet of flowers wrapped in brown paper. You wondered if he had arranged the flowers himself. Eunseok had to take a moment to admire how you looked as well. You definitely took “dress nicely” to heart, opting for a short black and white lacey dress that showed off the perfect amount of skin, and hugged your waist just right. Everything from your hair, to your makeup and dress was perfect. He didn’t even realize his jaw had slightly dropped at the sight of you. Eunseok spoke first.
“You look… so beautiful.” He said with his whole heart.
You feel your ears go warm at his compliment. “I think you look incredibly handsome as well, Eunseok. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you without your glasses.”
He felt a little worried that you might not like how he looked without his glasses. “Do you like it better with or without?”
“I think you look perfect both ways.” You said, reaching for his hand and holding the bouquet. “These flowers are so lovely too. Did you wrap these yourself?” You asked, looking back up at him. He smiled and nodded.
“It took me a while but I think they turned out good.” He answered.
You smiled at him sweetly before reaching up to your tippy toes to give him a quick peck on the cheek. Eunseok froze in his place, trying to process what you just did while you quickly walked away to place the flowers in a jar with water before heading out for your date. Eunseok proceeded to make his first move of the night, reaching out to hold your hand, interlocking his longer fingers with yours. You could tell this date was going to be amazing.
He took you to a gorgeous restaurant where the price of the food on the menu made you raise an eyebrow. Eunseok insisted that he wanted to pay for everything for you tonight. Your ex had never taken you out to places like this, nor did he offer to pay for your meals, so being treated like this felt so new.
“Are you sure, Eunseok? Can I at least buy us dessert after dinner?” You questioned.
He chuckled at your effort to make things even with him. “I’m 100% sure, gorgeous, and no you can’t. You deserve all of this. You’ve been studying so hard lately, it’s only fair.”
You bit back a smile at the new nickname. You have been working hard, but so has he. You silently started thinking of other ways you could repay him for everything he’s done for you.
Dinner and dessert went by in a flash, all due to how easy it was to slip into conversations with Eunseok. A lot of the time, he would just give you the space to talk so passionately about whatever topic you wanted. He would laugh at your jokes and add onto them to make them even funnier. He’d think of good questions relevant to the topic, and he would answer anything you asked him, but his biggest strength was really listening to you. Fortunately for him, you found that extremely attractive.
As you left the restaurant he reached to hold your hand again. He didn’t want the date to end, and neither did you. The two of you agreed to explore the shops in the area a bit before heading back to the campus dorms. You walked into random stores, pointed out pretty lights on the streets, and listened to a local jazz band performing on the street. Being with Eunseok, time flew by so quickly that it had only felt like minutes before all the shops started to close. It was nearly 10 pm. There was nothing much else to do than head home.
Eunseok held your hand the entire time. There was something so perfect about the way his hand fit in yours that he never wanted to let go. Not even when he was approaching your dorm.
Once you walked up to your door, you turned around to look up and face him.
“I had so much fun tonight, Eunseok. You’re honestly one of my favourite people to be around.” You say, taking a small step closer to him and placing a hand on his upper arm. It was solid, toned, just what you were expecting from someone like him.
Eunseok licked his lips, trying to find the words to say before responding. “You’re… just perfect. In every way.” He said as he brought his hand up to gently brush your hair out of your face, letting his palm rest on your cheek. You melted into his touch, the butterflies in your heart feeling more intense than ever. Eunseok took another step closer, his body nearly pressed against yours. He knew he wanted to kiss you tonight. He felt like he was about to explode if he didn’t take this chance.
He slowly leaned down and gently brushed his lips against yours. You moved in closer, kissing him back as you gently squeezed your hand around his upper arm. Eunseok pressed his lips deeper against yours, one hand cupping your face while the other trailed down your waist, gripping it firmly. You sighed into the kiss, allowing his tongue to slip into your mouth easily. What began as a gentle and tender kiss turned into something messy as you slowly worked your tongue around his. You tilted your head to the side, kissing him even deeper while Eunseok moved his hand from your waist to your ass, gently squeezing one side until you let out a quiet moan into his mouth.
“Fuck, I’ve been waiting for this.” Eunseok breathlessly added between kisses.
You continued rubbing your tongue against his as your hands found their way to Eunseok’s hair, giving it a gentle tug. He groaned into your touch and you started to feel a warmth in your core that you hadn’t felt in forever. He kept squeezing your ass with his hand. The kiss was turning into something sloppy and lewd. A little bit too much, considering you hadn’t even stepped inside your dorm yet, which was probably your biggest mistake.
You and Eunseok jumped at the sudden sound of a door opening. He immediately took a step back to see a group of girls leave out the door right next to yours. They each took a quick glance at the two of you standing outside your door before they left in the opposite direction, but that was enough to break the moment.
“Um… I guess I’ll see you in class?” Eunseok awkwardly mumbled. He suddenly found it extremely difficult to look you in the eyes.
You were not much better. You were trying to look anywhere but his face, but in doing so, you couldn’t help but notice the very prominent tent that was growing in Eunseok’s pants. You immediately looked away. “Yeah! Yeah. I’ll see you in class, Eunseok… Have a good night!”
And just like that, he quickly paced off while you unlocked the door to your room. Even as you were getting ready for bed, your mind was completely elsewhere. You felt so stupid for not going inside first before kissing him. You thought about what could’ve happened if you had let him into your room. You laid in bed wide awake for at least an hour, thinking about how badly you messed up.
You eventually fell into a light sleep until you heard a pile of notifications come from your phone.
i saw you hhnging out w with eunseok
everybodt has been seeinh you with him
i knrw you were nothing but an attention whore
imm gonna fuck him up thr nexzt time i see him
you think that fuckrer is better than me???
youre not grtting away with this
Tears started clouding your vision, and your screen started to blur as messages kept pouring in from your ex, getting progressively more hostile. You knew he was drunk texting you, but what worried you most was that he called out Eunseok. The last thing you wanted was for him to get mixed up in something. The mere thought of him getting hurt was enough to put you in tears. He didn’t deserve to be hurt because of you. Eunseok held such a special place in your heart. The genuine interest he showed in you as a person was just so pure and real. You would be lying if you said you hadn’t fallen deeply in love with him, yet he wasn’t even your boyfriend.
You felt the strong need to call Eunseok to tell him what your ex was doing. There was no telling what he might do if he found Eunseok. You just hoped he would pick up. Tears streamed down your face as you tried to call his number.
“Hello?” His voice was deep and sleepy.
You sighed out of relief that he picked up. “Eunseok? Eunseok, it’s me. I’m getting a bunch of drunk texts from him,” you managed to say between sobs, trying to put your words together. “He saw us together and now he’s… he’s really threatening to hurt you and I’m really scared.”
Your voice was shaking and that was enough for Eunseok to jump out of bed. There was no way this asshole was making you cry.
“Shhhh hey there princess, it’s okay. I’m fine. I’m coming over right now. I’ll be there in 10 minutes okay? Hang tight for me.”
Before you could say another word, he hung up on you. Even through tears, your heart skipped a beat when he called you princess. Your crying started to die down, but your ex’s messages kept coming in.
Just as he said, you heard a knock on your door within 10 minutes. When you opened the door, you were greeted with Eunseok. His hair was tousled and he breathed heavily, probably from rushing over to you. He was now in his pajama pants, a black tank top, a zip-up hoodie, and wearing his glasses again. You noticed the contrast between his date night outfit and now, yet he still looked incredibly handsome. He wasted no time walking into your dorm and pulling you into a warm hug as you immediately melted into his arms.
“Don’t worry, I’m right here.” He said as he gently patted your hair. He didn’t move, all he did was hold you for as long as you wanted. His presence was all you needed. Being in his arms felt so safe. The fact that he showed up just for you brought tears back into your eyes. You hid your face into his chest to soften your cries, but Eunseok was quick to notice. He pulled away just enough to see your face, bringing his hand up to your cheek again. He wiped off your tears with his thumb and admired how pretty you looked even when you cried. You were also in your pajama shorts and baggy shirt at this point, far from how you looked during your date.
“Don’t look at me like that… it’s embarrassing.” You said as you turned your head away from him.
“Still… so gorgeous. You’re always gorgeous, princess.”
You gently hit his shoulder before leading him to the edge of your bed, where you both sat down.
“Show me what this asshole has been sending you.”
He scrolled through the flood of texts from your drunk ex. Some messages were incoherent, but most of them went along the lines of threatening to beat the shit out of Eunseok.
“I’m scared he’ll seriously try to hurt you the next time he sees you… and I hate that it’s all because of me.”
Eunseok’s thumb moved around your phone until he found the “Block Caller” option. He didn’t hesitate to press it immediately.
“Simple solution, princess. I don’t really care what he tries to do to me. And it’s not because of you. It’s because I used to be friends with this piece of shit. I’ll fight this guy back if he really wants me to.”
Eunseok turned off your phone and put it on your nightstand.
“He’s not gonna stop me from being with my dream girl.” He said, staring into your glossy eyes as his hand once again cupped your face.
“I mean it.” He nodded, hesitating for a second. “I think… I think I’m in love with you.”
Your smile reached from one ear to the other as you began to kiss his hand that cupped your cheek.
“I think I’m in love with you too. I never thought it could come so easily, but I want to be with you more than anything.”
He leaned in slightly before pausing for a moment. “I really want to kiss you again.”
You giggled and nodded as you moved closer to Eunseok. You reached your hand out to hold the side of his neck, but before your lips could meet his, you gently removed his glasses off of his face with your other hand, placing them on the nightstand with your phone. He stared at you lovingly with big eyes, finally ready to kiss your soft lips again. His lips softly pressed against yours, his hand still on your cheek. He gently tilted your head and deepened the kiss. The quiet sound of your lips moving together started filling the room. With his lips still glued to yours, Eunseok brought his hand to your thigh and guided you into his lap, straddling his thighs. You placed your hands on his shoulders for stability as he pushed his lips against yours a little harder. His hands travelled from your waist down, feeling your body until his hands landed on your ass again. He squeezed them, harder than he did the last time which made you moan into his mouth. He immediately slid his tongue into your mouth, and you eagerly accepted it, moving your tongue against his, tasting him with a deeper lust than your previous kiss.
Eunseok traced his hands down to your thighs where his fingers snuck underneath your pajama shorts, then back up to hold your bare ass. He fondled them before pulling you right up against him, your bodies pressed together now. You could feel his growing erection right against your warm core. You rolled your hips against his, trying to relieve the tension between your legs. Eunseok quietly moaned into the kiss, using his hands on your ass to shift you back and forth over his clothed cock. You found it hard to control your voice at this point, moaning at the pressure of your hips rubbing together.
“Fuck, yeah that feels so good.” He whispered.
One of his hands left your ass and went straight to your breasts, cupping one with his hand and fondling it. You moaned into his touch, eager for more. You lifted your shirt over your head, taking it off to expose your bare chest at him. He wasted no time in attaching his lips onto one of your nipples, sucking and swirling his tongue around it making you whine at the pleasure. Eunseok used his fingers to pinch and rub your other nipple before switching sides, leaving a mess of saliva all over your chest. He did this while still grinding your hips together, and you felt like you could cum from just this, but you didn’t want to yet. You still had to reward Eunseok for everything he’s done for you.
You pull away from him and guide him to lay back on your bed properly, giving him a sweet kiss before letting yourself travel down his torso, stopping at his waist. He quickly took off his zip-up hoodie and threw it to the side, followed by his tank top, revealing his tall lean figure and perfectly toned arms. Damn, you really won with him.
“What are you doing, baby?” He asked as he propped himself onto his elbows, fully knowing what you were going to do.
“I still need to thank you for everything you’ve done for me… wanna reward you… wanna make you feel good.” You said as you palmed his clothed erection and started stroking him through his pants.
He groaned at your touch, bringing his hands down to pull down his pants along with his boxers.
“Fuck, go ahead baby. Make me feel good.” He said as his painfully hard cock hit his stomach and sprung out of his boxers. He kicked his clothes onto the floor. He was long and perfectly thick enough for your preference. The sight of his pretty cock had your mouth watering, eager to taste him.
“So pretty, Eunseok… so perfect for me.” You kept your eyes on him as you sank down, sticking out your tongue and licking up the bead of precum leaking from his tip before swirling your tongue around his head.
Eunseok’s hips jerked at the feeling of your mouth. You gathered spit in your mouth and let it drip onto his cock. You used your hand to stroke it around his entire length, getting it wet for your mouth.
“God, fuck yes.” He said breathlessly.
After stroking him a few times with your hand, you replaced your hand with your mouth, wasting no time taking as much of his cock as you could into your mouth. Your lips wrapped around his length as you started moving back and forth on him, fitting as much of his cock as you could handle.
“Oh fuck yeah, suck my cock,” He said as he moved the hair out of your face and pulled your hair into a ponytail. “So perfect for me… so gorgeous.”
You hummed as you bobbed your head up and down his length, licking and sucking at his head while a combination of his precum and your saliva made a mess on his cock. Eunseok threw his head back at the feeling of your hot mouth. You somehow knew exactly how to get him close, but it still wasn’t enough for him. He wanted to ruin your mouth.
He suddenly pulled you off, leaving a string of spit trailing from his cock to your mouth. He shifted his position until he stood on his knees, repositioning you to kneel right in front of him. He looked down at you with lust in his eyes as he held your face in his hands again, your lips glossy and swollen from sucking him off.
“Are you gonna let me use your pretty mouth?” He asked as he pressed a thumb against your lips.
You immediately took it into your mouth, swirling your tongue around his thumb while nodding eagerly. “Yes, please. I’m all yours.”
He swore under his breath. “Tell me if it’s too much, okay, baby?” He slowly slid his cock back into your mouth and started thrusting his hips softly. He gradually started picking up speed, pushing his cock deeper down your mouth until his tip hit the back of your throat. It took everything in you to not gag around his length. You wanted be so good for him, you wanted him to fuck your throat until he came. Eunseok groaned as he thrust into your mouth fast and deep, feeling himself get close.
“Ugh, fuck your mouth is so good,” he managed to say between thrusts. “I’m close, baby. Where do you want my cum?”
He pulled you off quickly to answer, “I want it in my mouth, pleaseplease Eunseok—”
Your words got cut off by Eunseok stuffing your mouth full of his cock again, resuming his thrusts at a messy pace, desperate to cum inside your hot mouth. All you could do was kneel there and take whatever he was giving you. He thrusted one more time before cum started spilling out of his cock, painting the inside of your mouth white. You gladly swallowed everything he gave you, milking his cock until he pulled away. You opened your mouth and stuck out your tongue, proud to show him that you drank down all of his cum.
“Holy shit, baby. You’re so fucking good for me.” He groaned as he slapped his cock against your tongue, taking in how beautiful you looked kneeling down for him like this.
He lowered down to meet his lips on yours, tasting the remains of his cum from your mouth before gently pushing you back to lay down. Eunseok’s hands travelled down your body again before hooking his fingers into your shorts, slowly pulling them down along with your panties. You felt the air hit your bare pussy, suddenly becoming painfully aware of just how wet you were. Eunseok watched as a string of slick stretched from your panties to your wet cunt, his eyes widening at the mess you had made in your shorts.
He pulled the clothes off your feet, leaving you completely naked for him. You closed your legs and turned your head away from him, suddenly feeling self-conscious of your body. He slotted a hand between your knees to stop you from shutting your legs from him.
“Don’t be shy, princess. It’s just you and me. And you’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen.” He said as he spread your legs wide open for him to look at. Your cunt was dripping wet onto your bedsheets, your needy hole clenched around nothing, waiting to be touched.
“Fuck, your pussy is soaking wet for me, huh?” Eunseok smirked, suddenly reminded of when you told him about your “painfully mediocre” sex experiences with your ex.
“Did he ever make you this fucking wet?” He asked, bringing his fingers down to spread your wetness all around your pussy. You moaned loudly at his touch and gasped when he started gathering your slick with his fingers to gently rub your clit.
“Fuck! Never! He never made me this wet.” You said, trying to grind your hips into his fingers for more.
Eunseok pulled away and brought his slick-coated fingers up to his mouth, licking them clean. “Mmmh, tastes so good too. He ever eat you out?” He asked. You tasted so sweet, he immediately knew he needed more.
“N-no… he said he wasn’t into that kind of stuff…”
“No fucking way,” Eunseok scoffed. “You dated a fucking coward, then.”
He guided you to sit up as he laid back down onto your bed. You looked at him, confused as to what he wanted you to do.
“Come here, princess. Sit on my face.”
You weren’t sure how to react. “A-are you sure, Eunseok? I don’t know, I’ve never done that before…”
“Trust me. You said you wanted to reward me right? This counts as one.” He urged, reaching his hand out for you to hold. You nodded eagerly, crawling closer to him.
“Good girl, come here and sit on my face.”
You swung your leg around him, your knees on both sides of his face. He immediately used both his hands to grab your ass, pulling you down just to where you could feel his hot breath under your soaked cunt. He wasted no time swiping the tip of his tongue up your slit, dragging it up to your clit and circling around your sensitive bud.
You cried out at the new sensation, involuntarily jerking your hips, but his firm grip kept you grounded. He pulled you even closer to him, forcing you to sit all your weight onto his mouth. He continued deeper, flattening his tongue against you, licking and sucking at your pussy as if it was his last meal.
“Oh my fucking God, Eunseok!” You moaned loudly, seeking leverage by holding your headboard as Eunseok turned you into a mess.
“Mmh, tastes so sweet.” He mumbled beneath you.
He continued making out with your pussy, sucking at your clit and using the tip of his tongue to stick it in and out of your tight, needy hole. You felt the tip of his nose bump into your clit with every thrust of his tongue, causing your legs to go weak. It felt too good. Your hips began to grind against his face, a knot beginning to form in your stomach.
“Fuck fuck—Eunseok, I’m getting close.” You whined, moving your hands from your headboard into his hair, giving it a tug while you continued to ride his tongue.
“Use my face, princess, wanna feel you cum all over my tongue.” He mumbled, words almost drowned out by the wetness of your cunt.
His tongue made its way back up to your clit where he circled the sensitive bud a few more times until you felt yourself release all over him.
You came hard as you kept grinding on him, only able to repeat profanities and his name as he helped you ride out your high. He drank up all of your cum and licked your pussy clean until you were too sensitive to take any more.
Once you climbed off his face, you laid down beside him out of breath and weak after what was your first orgasm in months. Eunseok turned to face you, wrapping an arm around your waist as he pulled you close to him. You turned your head to look at him, noticing how his bottom half of his face was wet with your essence. He licked his lips and wiped off the mess on his chin before bringing you in for a kiss. The way his soft lips expertly moved against yours was enough to get you needy again. It didn’t help that you could taste yourself on his tongue.
Eunseok pulled away and pressed his forehead against yours. “You okay, baby? Do you wanna stop here?” He asked softly.
You needed more of him. You wanted his cock so badly. You looked down, noticing that it was standing straight and rock hard again after eating you out. Your hand reached down and palmed his cock. He hissed at the sudden contact.
“Don’t wanna stop… need you to fuck me so bad, Eunseok… please.”
That was all he wanted and needed to hear. He lifted himself off and caged you in with his arms, towering over you.
“Oh, you need me?” He said with a smirk. “Fuck… I’m gonna take care of you princess. I’ll fuck you real good.” He brought a hand down to your pussy, his fingers rubbing around your slit and your folds. A groan escaped his lips at how wet you were.
“Holy shit, you’re all wet for me again,” he said as he easily slid two fingers into your tight hole. “Such a perfect pussy.”
He started slowly pumping his finger in and out of you, drawing out your moans and whimpers. You could barely wait any longer, and he could tell you didn’t even need any more prep. You moaned at the feeling of his fingers pulling out, then watched him as he brought them up to his tongue, cleaning off his fingers. Eunseok hooked his hands under your legs, spreading them wide and stretching your legs up until your ankles rested on his shoulders.
Oh, he was gonna fuck you so deep. You already knew. He grabbed his cock with his hand and brought it to your dripping cunt, using his length to spread your wetness around, poking at your hole and your clit. You whined when he started slapping your pussy with his cock repeatedly, teasing you until you couldn’t take it anymore.
“You want it, baby?” He asked with a steady demeanor despite feeling as though his heart was burning.
“Please fuck me, I need your cock inside me, please Eunseok—”
Your words got cut off as he pushed into your wet cunt in one motion. You moaned loud at the feeling of finally being stretched and stuffed full. He bottomed out, letting out a deep groan and burying his head in your neck. He stayed there for a moment before he started moving again, pulling out nearly all the way and slamming his hips into yours again. He was fucking you slowly, but every stroke hit you so deep and hard.
“F-fuck your pussys so wet,” he hissed. “Sucking me in so good, baby.”
He started picking up speed, pounding in and out of you faster yet still filling you up so deep. Your moans were uncontrollable at this point, every stroke of his hips making you whine out loud.
“So big Eunseok—fuck! So deep!” You choked out.
“Yeah? I’m deep in your pussy, huh?” He rasped, speeding up even more. “Oh fuck, take it, take every fucking inch.”
All you could do was take it, nearly turning into a sobbing mess as you felt another orgasm approaching. The sound of your hips slamming together filled the room, and you could hear how wet your pussy was while he fucked you. You were so soaked that his cock was sliding in and out of you so easily. You never been fucked this good before. Sex had never felt like this before Eunseok. The position he had you in was getting him so deep.
He looked at you with his big eyes before crashing his lips into yours, kissing you deep while his tongue played with yours, muffling your moans. Your walls clenched around his cock, sucking him in even deeper until he started hitting a spot that made you see stars.
“Yes, right there! Don’t stop!” You cried out.
Eunseok looked down, watching his cock pump into you again and again. At the base of his cock was a white ring of your essence.
“Holy fuck, you’re creaming around me? You’re unbelieveable.”
He continued pounding into you over and over again until you felt your orgasm coming in quick.
“Cumming! I’m cumming!” You whimpered, your back arching and your body locking up as your orgasm washed over you. Eunseok felt your pussy squeezing around his cock as you came, groaning loud at the added wetness as he fucked you through your orgasm until you relaxed again. He pulled out and took your legs off his shoulders before he could feel himself wanting to cum as well. You were too perfect. He needed one more.
“You can take another one for me right, princess?”
You nodded quickly despite still feeling the aftermath of your orgasm. “Yes! Please, give me more!”
“God, such a good girl,” he sighed. “How do you wanna take it?” He asked, leaving the choice up to you.
With all the strength you had left, you got up and urged Eunseok to lay down on the bed. You crawled on top of him, straddling his toned stomach with your ass rubbing up against his hard cock that was now covered in your wetness and cum.
“Wanna ride you so bad, Eunseok.” You whispered, grinding your pussy onto his abs.
Eunseok roughly grabbed both of your ass cheeks, spreading them and lifting you up until you were right above his cock. You slowly lowered yourself onto him, sliding down until his cock was buried in your warm cunt again. You gasped as you bottomed out, feeling the stretch of his cock for the second time. You started lifting and dropping yourself back onto his cock slowly, drawing out your own moans as Eunseok laid under you, groaning deep as his eyes fixated on how your wet pussy sucked him in. Your thighs burned with every lift of your hips, but you pushed yourself through the pain, wanting to be the one in charge of making him feel good.
“Fuck yeah, ride my cock. So pretty for me.” Eunseok groaned, watching you bounce up and down on his hard length.
You kept fucking youself onto his cock slowly, Eunseok’s grip on your ass helping to guide you. The feeling of his length dragging against your tight walls was so good, but you couldn’t find the strength to go any faster. Eventually your legs gave out, and you collapsed forwards, with your head resting on his chest.
“M-my legs… so tired. Want you so bad though…” You whined, wishing you could keep going.
He held your face with one hand, turning your head to look at him.
“My baby’s too tired?” His voice was soft, planting a sweet kiss on your lips. “Don’t worry, lemme do the work, got it?”
He wrapped one arm around your waist and gripped one side of your ass roughly with his other hand. He planted his feet onto your bed and wasted no time thrusting up into your pussy at a fast pace. Your breath hitched at the sudden change in speed, and your loud moans started slipping out from how deep and fast he was fucking up into you. His grip on your ass was so tight you knew it would leave a mark the next morning. He let go for just a moment before bringing it back down, landing a hard slap on your ass. You gasped as your pussy clenched around him. The initial pain turned into pleasure as he kept on fucking you deep. He gently smoothed his hand over your ass before gripping it again.
“Mmmh, spank me more Eunseok…” You whispered, almost ashamed to say it out loud.
“Oh yeah? You like that shit?” He asked with a smirk and a raised eyebrow.
You felt another slap on your ass, harder than the first one. Then another one, and then one more. Every spank he landed on you had you clenching around him and bringing you closer to another release. The sounds of your wet pussy getting fucked and the loud slap of his hand on your ass echoed around the room, loud enough for anyone next door to hear. All you could think about though, was how good Eunseok was pounding into you.
“You like it when I fuck you hard? God—I’m gonna cum soon, baby.” He groaned, his hips faltering in rhythm for a moment.
“Yes, yes! Fuck I love it so much! I’m so close—please cum inside me!” You cried, feeling the tip of his cock hit you just where you needed.
He looked unbelievable at that moment. His hair stuck to his forehead glistening in sweat, his cheeks flushed, and his jaw slightly agape. It was enough to get you even closer to your release, clenching around him again.
“Cum all over my cock, make a mess on it.” He ordered. His words were enough to send you over the edge, sobbing as you let yourself go and started creaming all over his cock.
Eunseok followed shortly after, filling you up to the brim as he spilled his load into your pussy with a deep moan. He rode out both of your highs, staying inside you as his cock pulsated until he got every drop of his cum out. He pulled out, watching his cum slowly drip out of your pussy and land on his stomach. Both of you were left breathless and weak.
He gently laid you down on your side, peppering your face with soft kisses before quickly getting up to grab tissues, cleaning himself off. He slipped on his boxers and pants before making his way to your washroom, coming back to you with a warm, damp towel.
“You okay, baby?” He asked, his voice laced with concern as he gently wiped down your whole body while you laid comfortably.
“Yeah, I’m good now. That was insane, Eunseok.” You answered with a smile.
He chuckled at your response. “I guess I can’t help myself with you.”
Eunseok helped you put your clothes back on one by one, thinking to himself how lucky he was to finally have you. He slipped back into bed right next to you, finally bringing you in close. He planted a kiss on your forehead and cupped your face with his hands.
He stared into your eyes. “Most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen.”
You playfully hit his chest again. He was still shirtless, but you didn’t mind the view at all.
“Well… You’d be the sexiest guy I’ve ever seen,” You teased with truth, tracing your finger over his lean and toned upper body. He laughed and instinctively covered his body with his arms. His abs flexed, feeling ticklish from your touch. You brought your hand up, now cupping Eunseok’s face with your smaller hand. You softly pecked both of his cheekbones, the ones that always popped out when he smiled big. Then you gave him a long and sweet kiss on his lips before pulling back to look at him. “Stay the night? Please? It's a long weekend tomorrow anyways, remember?”
He pulled you into a tight warm hug. “Of course, princess. We can spend Monday together as well. I’ve got nothing planned.”
You hummed against his body, feeling so safe and protected around Eunseok. You couldn’t believe how happy you felt with him, despite your one unfortunate mutual connection. Everything just felt right with him.
You felt your sleepiness taking over you, and by the looks of it, Eunseok was about to drift off to sleep as well. You thought about what the two of you could do on Monday before eventually passing out for the night.
You were completely right.
This year was going to be your year.
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