Time Wasting Expert

A Social Experiment

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This is stupid, I know

I feel no envy

Just sadness

That I'm not good enough

Flowers bloom at different rates

But I feel like I'm already wilting.

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I love this

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Can’t find the original tweet but I just want to say that I relate

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this blog needs a trigger warning

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Isn't it funny when you go to bed because you're depressed, not because you're sleepy.

I'm probably not sleepy because I'm too depressed to do anything physically tiring.

End the day early I say, why stay up and mope.

I genuinely find this situation laughable. It's how I cope.

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I need to know this isn’t everyday

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Last day in New York

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6:39 am

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Lucy van Pelt?

[idleminds]

[bublegunn]

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looping manuscript, arching letters, fading meaning

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Been feeling like one of those weeks where I just want to lie in bed and stare at the ceiling.

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I fear that I need them more than they need me.

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how valid are my emotions?

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November 12

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society tells us to be positive but i like the variety not being stuck inside a machine not hiding behind a face feeling the feelings inside my chest because i remember what it was like back in eleven when the tears flowed so conservatively but my heart hurt so fervently...