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#just realised i was mixing my concert openers up?????#because i was assuming they were going to the rh/adf concert #but sg is opening for hm and like that's not even close to us surely they're not going to that concert right #at least it will be an even bigger venue i guess #i would hate it forever if they went to both although hopefully illl never know #although spotify will probably make it obvious if they do #but like ive never heard of sg beyond them opening so like what other reason would they have???#they're not exactly the most knowledgeable on alt music so it's probably their bf #but like #where would he know them from other than opening #i hate this

crashing out so bad

#yeah they're definitely going to that concert #and probably with their bf too #i mean i'm assuming they're still together idk #but like the fact that they've listened to a song by the other opener #surprised they haven't listened to the headliner but wtv #it's probably a somewhat small venue though #wait it's 1800?????#did not realise they were that big i can't lie #ok that makes me feel a bit better but like still #gonna be the closest we've been in a year #like literally a year #the concert is one day after exactly a year of when they broke up with me #kill me now #and i'm still thinking about when they phoned my friend when we were hanging out #i don't think i'm ever going to stop crashing out about that #why are you literally calling????#what was so important????#actually so scared though like what if we get the same train or something #like i literally sent you the songs as recs and you didn't even really like some of them #why are you going to both concerts #i'm doing so well most the time and then i crash out so bad #and the fact they like ******* 1 too like #it helps i didn't know them when they got into it but like why #and the way that they maybe were with my friends last weekend when i was working #but id seem crazy if i asked about it so ive just gotta accept never knowing #and i don't even know when they'll be back at uni but what if i see them i actually feel so nauseous #i regret everything this is awful #and its like 2 am and i'm crashing out so bad

i don't understand

#i was doing so well #and now i've just had two days in a row waking up after dreaming about them #first dream we met after breaking up and it was so so awkward #second dream i was forced to propose to them and get engaged again and i was miserable the whole time #not quite sure what that's meant to mean

midnightportals

You’re stupid.

I would have done anything for you.

cannibalchicken

varijacija

#i regret how nice i was when they were breaking up with me #didn't want to say anything i would regret and now i just regret not saying anything

moonsmilesatnyx-deactivated2025

who needs drugs and alcohol when you can just check the social media of your ex-girlfriend to see that she's dating a man now... how am I even supposed to compare myself to that? was I really worse than some ugly ass German dude? I must have been

#finally finding out what their bf looks like and i'm sorry but you left me for him????#i don't always think the highest of my looks but id say at least i look better than him

notsosecretlygay

you visited my dreams again. how am I supposed to get over you if you keep kissing me in my dreams?

actually in shock

#i can't even talk to anyone about this because it's bad enough when i admitted i was stalking my ex's spotify #but yes i have been stalking their reddit...#and one comment they were giving someone advice who was 20 to not pursue a relationship with a 17 year old #which yes i would agree #but have you forgotten when you were 18 dating a 28 year old #like the actual hypocrisy just shocking to me #although actually now that i think about it they could be very hypocritical when we were together #also i gotta say i am surprised by their sudden activity on reddit after months

sisyphusshrugged

let's hang out on the floor together

mychemicalraymance

The pic of gerard looking so fucking miserable in front of an arid desert landscape behind a chainlink fence is honestly probably one of the best pics of him. That is literally how it fucking feels

mychemicalraymance