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So, how do you make Philomena's and Orin's relationship to be like?
Just horrible 😔
In my opinion, I think the Temple would be sexist as fuck😂 Especially with Sarevok tucked away but still indirectly influencing the Temple... idk guys they wouldn't be exactly open minded about the last remaining bhaalspawn being women.
Bhaal wouldn't be thrilled about it either. His creation (Phil) was miscalculated. He obviously has a thing for fucking the whole world in all definitions, something that none of this Chosen can really do lol. So let's say the regime was strict and sadistic towards the bhaalings.
They were really good at killing though, each in their own way. It provided safety, and the girls knew. The Temple persisted on pushing them to be competitive of Father's affection instead of embracing their complimentary nature. Whatever familial affection they had was stomped out by constant trials. There was simply no room for them to be close no matter how hard they tried, AND TRY THEY DID, one was destined to prevail while the other had to perish.
Orin, before the BG3 events, had sort of accepted Bhaal's favouritism of his own flesh (Philomena, to note: her name wasn't that during her time at the Temple). Phil had exceeded all expectations, she was surprisingly both brutish in her work but also refined in her thinking. She was also the first to fully dismiss Orin in favour for her duties as a future Chosen. The only thing Orin could do was hope for a chance. Until then, she even worshiped Philomena, saw her as something Holy, second to Bhaal. I'm sure her countless Bhaal-imp killings were some sort of frustration let-out lol
When Gortash popped out of nowhere with conspiracies about taking over the world, it was the perfect chance. She noticed Philomena growing more and more paranoid from the moment he appeared. She started becoming existential, marking her Holy Flesh with inky markings and piercings... it was defilement. Phil's paranoia grew as the Temple started losing their respect, being also aware of their capacity for cruelty, perhaps even revenge. She also started fearing Orin, Sarevok, Bhaal. It drove her mad that, at such a pivotal time of her career, a plan to take over the entire world, she would start breaking apart. She wasn't ready for it, and everyone knew.
It didn't take long for Gortash to gift her an ornamental, pristine set of armour, everything that Philomena isn't. She never took it off, and the Temple was now furious. Orin even more so. How dare she hide HIS CREATION from his worshipers? Philomena's divine flesh is not her own, after all!
Bhaal gave her the signal, and Orin knew at that moment that she was finally favoured. In such a pathetic state, Philomena's fate was short work.
I thought on making a more elaborate step by step of this drawing... I realised I haven't done something like this in years
It's more like a thought process + solutions to some problems I had while drawing this. Some could disagree with some changes or think what I considered a problem was perfectly fine, but changes make drawing way more fun for me. It's why I love digital art so much. I can do whatever I want on a whim (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
i thought i was losing my mind being completely unable to draw on my tablet... telling myself "damn why does drawing just NOT FEEL THE SAME as it used to...
There was a water leak because of the storms and it happened to be right on top of my desk and water killed my drawing tablet. I'm using my sister's tablet but I still need to get another one, so I'd appreciate if you consider commissioning me.
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and heres my poor drowned tablet if you wanna see how bad it was
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