Traumatized and Trying

A soft blog to act as a safe space for mental health and neurodivergence. This is a space of self expression and chronicle of living with my PTSD, autism, personality disorders, OCD and the other things I face both celebrations and challenges of daily. We're all about seeing and accepting the bad here, but also about healthy expression and coping skills. 29- Transman - He/Him - Gay - Trauma Survivor -LOTS OF TRIGGER WARNINGS

[hivnegative]

I don't have a morning routine. I wake up on straight survival mode.

[traaumaa]

i know the real me

[traumatizeddfox]

I WASN’T A BAD DOG

I WAS A SCARED DOG

[ghostgiving]

conversations with a crisis line

reblog don’t repost

[come1nalone]

[goddteeth]

i will never leave this house

[simonn0el]

I Hope The Guilt Eats You Alive

[dying-weeds]

I'm not ready to move forward

[traumatizeddfox]

there is no comfort in feeling this way

[traaumaa]

[enigma-in-reality]

Narcissism’s need for people’s attention vs Schizotypal’s need for social distance

Ready

And

FIGHT!

[schizotypal-culture-is]

Stpd culture is being very interested in horror and unreality knowing damn well it’s going to mentally destroy you later when the paranoia/dissociation/panic attacks/pseudo-delusions/pseudo-hallucinations hit.

It’s all fun and games until you start seeing shadow demons and feel like you’re about to die any second.

[enigma-in-reality]

[shrike-without-a-thorn]

Me logging on to my silly little social media apps pretending that I'm using them healthily and totally not because I am so deprived of human connection due to the fact that I cannot form or hold relationships because of deep intricate flaws in my being that result in me being so desperate for interaction that I need to scream my thoughts into an abstract void in the form of a text post, praying it will solve my debilitating loneliness ‹3

[gloomypixiie]

[lovelyasteraceae]

i would like to stop making realizations about my childhood now. i think i've learned enough, thanks.

[virginiewoolf]

Stephanie Foo, from What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma.