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Sapphic Erotica ◆ butch yearnings ◆ Kink exploration 29 ◆ Trans(mtf) Soft Butch ◆ She/They ◆ Switch

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Sapphics Only

Reblog if you welcome and encourage kinky, needy, sexual asks and/or confessions.

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Let's say you could have me in whatever way you wanted right now, how would you do it? Would you edge me, make me beg for it and leave me wanting more or would you make me cum over and over until I'm a shuddering, whining mess?

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I mean I could just do all the above, no need to choose just one 🤭

I would have you lying there completely naked, pressing a vibrator to your clit. The power on it would be off, of course. What fun would it be to turn it on right away?

You'd already know it will come on soon enough... or would it?

Maybe I'll decide to edge you with the thought of being edged, that can be just a fun. Especially when I whisper how pretty you look lying down like that. Nothing on, legs spread, slowly getting wet, needy, and I haven't even started.

Then, the moment you give in and try to beg, I would turn it on, letting it go to the highest setting, without warning. Then, stopping before you ever even get close to the edge.

"I'm sorry, sweetheart, were you saying something?"

You'd know that was a little punishment for speaking without permission. So you slightly shake your head in response to my question.

"Good girl"

That's when I would turn on the vibrator, giving you permission to make pretty noises for me as I slowly increase the intensity of the toy. Praising you for how amazing you sound, and encouraging you to get close for me.

Once you're clearly at the edge, I'd tell you to beg for what you want. And you do. So needy and desperate. I praise you for begging so well for me, then I stop the toy, and tell you no. Savoring the way your body reacts in frustration.

I give you a few seconds to recover before I turn the toy back on, resuming on the setting when I turned it off. This time, however, I keep you on the edge longer, and I can see you getting so close to breaking and cumming without permission.

I can see you have no idea if I'll let you cum, or if I'll be cruel and force you to cum without permission, and punish you for it after. Or if I'll give you permission after being so good.

And just as you're at your limit, I tell you...

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I'll admit I've been in a really needy mood lately (and by needy I really just mean violently horny). I wish I could just lay back and be totally pampered and overstimulated. It would be nice to shut my brain off for a bit and have at least a few orgasms fucked out of me 🩷

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I am so late in responding to this 😅

I have also been violently horny lately. For me, it is more about wishing I had someone to give my undivided attention to. Where the only thing that matters is forcing orgasms out of them until they can't even moan anymore.

To get so lost in the moment, we don't even realize we've been going at it for two or three hours.

Then spend another hour or so, just cuddling and enjoying each other's company in the blissful aftermath as we come down from the high of it all.

sigh someday

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I want to be her alarm clock

When I want her to wake soft and hazy, I brush my lips along the delicate curve of her inner thigh, where her skin is warm and faintly sweet. The morning light spills through the gauzy curtains, painting her in gold. She stirs, a soft hum escaping her lips. Her breath catches as my tongue traces lazy circles where her thigh meets her cunt. Her hips shift, chasing me in her dreams, and I smile, savoring her slow awakening.

When I want her to wake up faster, I pause and watch her chest rising, her dark curls fanned across the pillow—before climbing over her, my weight dipping the mattress. Her legs fall open, an invitation even in sleep, and I slide inside her, slowly at first, feeling her warmth tighten around me. Her brows knit, lips parting in a silent gasp as I fuck her with steady, deliberate thrusts. She's still half-dreaming, her fingers twitching against my arm, chasing a pleasure she's only beginning to name.

And when I need her awake now, I reach for her favorite vibrator on the nightstand. Its hum fills the quiet room as I press it to her clit, unyielding. Her glassy eyes snap open, her back arching off the bed. "Please," she begs, her voice raw and needy. Her thighs tremble, hands scrabbling at the sheets, and I hold the vibe steady. Savoring how she unravels and surrenders. A gift I'll never tire of. She shatters under me, her cry sharp and sweet.

She's awake now, her gaze locked on mine.

I'm hers—always hers.

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I really love the idea of being made into a begging mess from your voice instructions <3

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I am very flattered that you'd want to help me practice my instruction giving abilities through voice notes 💞

It might make things easier if you claimed an emoji, though it's not required.

Before I can turn you into a begging mess, there is some information I will need.

For starters, your pronouns and main kinks, along with limits. It would also help a lot know what toys you have, what pet names you enjoy, and how you feel about edging, denial, and overstimulation.

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ꨄ︎ Wow 300 Followers, y'all are making me feel special 💞ꨄ︎

January was the start of my sapphic journey. That's when I told myself I would stop hiding and denying this side of me. I was doing it alone, and it was incredibly terrifying. While the sapphic community felt like home, I also felt like I was invading a space not meant for me.

At the start of March, I was fortunate enough to meet an amazing femme, who made me feel seen and validated as I was, giving me the push I needed to allow myself to explore my trans identity.

By the end of May, I had found and fully embraced my identity as a soft butch. And for the first time, I felt like I had found a place I belonged. ButchFemme culture.

Narrative composition, kinks, and BDSM became a big part of my life over five years ago. I knew I wanted to write erotic stories that explored kinks and all forms of BDSM dynamics. But I couldn't get myself to actually sit down and flesh out the many premises I had come up with.

The wall I was hitting completely shattered the moment I started thinking about writing stories for a particular femme. Suddenly, all I wanted to do was write stories, not just for this one femme I adore, but for all femmes, and sapphics.

And that's what led to the creation of this blog.

I did not know what to expect coming into this, and I certainly didn't expect so many of you to enjoy my writing. It makes me so happy that I am crying as I write this. They are good tears, btw.

Writing isn't the only way I want to tell these stories. Audio and visual are two other forms of media I eventually want to incorporate into my narratives. The how, or when, is still a work in progress, but just know they are planned to be involved at some point.

Thank you all for being here, it really does mean a lot to me 💞

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I'm just imagining turning a pretty femme into the neediest girl, just to break her.

It would start with sending her a few dirty messages until she asks for permission to touch herself.

So I let her, with the condition of having to edge once for me. As she's close, she asks if she can cum. I know she knows the answer, yet she still asks to hear me say it. "No"

She then begs me to edge her some more. She's a good girl and takes edge after edge. Falling deeper and deeper into mindless neediness.

One, two, three hours pass, and it's time for a break. But she's lost all sense of time, and all she can think about is more pleasure.

So she begs, whines, and cries just for a little more. Bargaining with anything and everything she can think of, which isn't much.

"I'll be really good tomorrow, please." "I won't touch for a week." "You can deny me for a month."

So I "give in" and let her cum.

She cums once, twice, three times.

"Mommy I can't anymore"

"Maybe you should've thought of that before begging so much for this. Oh wait, you couldn't, could you?" I say with a grin as I force yet another orgasm from her.

Her cries and sobbing slowly turn into nothing more than soft whimpers as I force more of them out.

Too exhausted even to cry now.

"You did so well, princess," I say proudly, kissing her forehead and wrapping my arms around her.

"Thank you mommy," she says with a gentle smile, using the little energy she has left and the falls asleep.

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okayyyy but pushing down on my lower belly while you’re fucking me making sure I can feel every single inch… :D

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You want to feel every inch, do you?

Picture me above you, pinning your hips to the sheets, as I bury myself deep into your needy cunt. My hand pressing low on your belly, making you gasp as you feel every deliberate thrust stretching you.

Your hands and legs are tied to the bed, keeping you in place. Soft whimpers escape your lips. I lean close, my breath warm against your ear.

"Look at you learning to take every inch so well. " I whisper, savoring your shivers, and pretty noises as you arch into me.

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can you plz collar me and pull me around on a leash? my day today was awful and i’m in desperate need of being told what to do and when.

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I kneel beside you, fastening a velvet collar around your throat, the silver clasp cool against your flushed skin. The leash, a sleek black ribbon, loops through my fingers. I tug gently, drawing you closer, your hazy eyes gleaming from the edibles I made you eat.

"Such a good kitty," I purr, voice thick, guiding you to all fours on the plush rug, your body swaying, so eager to please. A soft yank on the leash pulls you toward me, your needy whimpers filling the air as I stroke your hair.

"You're mine to breed tonight" I whisper, your hips arch instinctively, desperate for my touch, and I smile, heart pounding for my intoxicated, perfect kitty, ready to be led and filled.

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2, 8, 14, 15

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2. Are you still friends with your ex

No, I don't talk to any of my exs

8. Do you have a fwb

Yes, but its more of a close friend that I have an online dynamic with. So not in person.

14. Casual or serious dating

serious dating, If I am 'dating' someone, its with the intent of working to build something together.

15. Poly, open or monogamous

Can I love, or be interested in more than one person at a time? Yes, but I don't have the energy or time to have more than one partner.

Would I be okay with my partner having other partners? Yes

could I be happy and satisfied within a relationship that's just me and my partner? Yes, assuming they aren't the type to be jealous in a negative way.

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I'll throw my hat in the ring for the lesbian ask post. 28, 41, and 44 🩷

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28. What's your ideal type

I've answered this question here before. however, what I would need from my ideal partner is someone who is:

Curious about kinks, and willing to explore.

Intellectually curious.

Able to communicate and articulate their needs and wants.

Supportive of my creative pursuits

Independent

I think those are the only things that would make me incompatible with someone if they didn't have/offer these.

41. Do you cook or bake

I can make edible food. But I am by no means a cook 😂

I've never tried to bake, but I am not against learning how to.

44. What type of kissing do you like

I love all types of kisses and kissing.

Forehead kisses, Hand kisses, neck kisses, cheek kisses, little pecks, French kisses. Slow kissing, breathless kissing… Just all of it.

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4. Do you ghost people?

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To me, ghosting means suddenly cutting off all contact with someone and never responding to them. Even going as far as blocking them from all socials.

In that sense, no, I don't. However, let's say I text someone and they take 3+ days to respond. Chances are, I wouldn't bother responding to them. I would, however, respond if they tried to start a new conversation at some point later. But I wouldn't be the first to initiate a new conversation with them after that.

So I've stopped talking to ALOT of people this way, who I would respond to if they started the conversation first. If they did the same thing again, then I would ignore them. But I wouldn't block them from anywhere.

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I literally have no notes no thoughts I’m actually … really distracted rn actually 🥵 😮 😳 you’ll really write that 👀 it feels like a foreign concept to me bc it would be doing me SUCH service

U read my mind with the bondage/impact play btw. It’s always so much sexier when you don’t have to ask 😩

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Made you speechless already? 🤭

I did say I'm a very service-oriented person, so yes, I will write that. I know a few people who would enjoy reading a story like that.

Hehe, I just hope the story meets whatever expectations you might have for it 🫣

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Thank you for the response to my ask.

As for your question, I mean they were mainly experimenting with being with women. So normally I would take the reigns even though I really had no clue what I was doing either and still kinda don't.

I think I've just always slipped into the dominant role because, you know, someone needs to be the top. But I've never gotten to be with someone who actually let me explore and figure out what I liked. So at this point, I like the idea of someone else making the first move and taking control. Maybe I want a cute butch to make a pass at me, or tell me I'm pretty while getting a little handsy with me, or do whatever disgusting kinky thing she's thinking about doing to me.

Sorry if this is too much information 😬

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I don't believe people could ever give me too much information. I love having more context to work with, so by all means, share as much as you're comfortable.

Sounds like you might have a bit of a free-use kink, but instead of being used by the other for their sake. It's more about someone wanting to have their way with you to discover all the kinky dirty things you are into.

Now, if you're looking for the name of the type of Domme you're describing, that would be a Service Domme. Given your interest in being showered with attention, praise, and being taken care of. A Service Mommy Domme would likely be a good fit.

Side note: I am noticing that I appeal to many inexperienced, curious people who like being guided.

I don't mean this in a bad way by any means. I find it very flattering since it makes me feel like I am making people feel safe enough to want to explore. And I love that.

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Just found your blog and stopping by to say that your writing is beautiful

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Thank you 💞

They are not my most polished work, but I am happy that people still enjoy them.

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I just saw your response to my first anon 😮‍💨I happen to be quite the brat. 💁🏻‍♀️

Such a stressful day. Would kill to turn my brain off. Hope you’ve had a good day!

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Is that so? 🤔

Care to share what the brattiest thing you've done so far is?

My days have been going well, mostly.

What things help you turn off your brain?

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I feel like you’d have amazing eye contact when doing ungodly things to a femme.

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What's funny is that because of my ASD, eye contact in everyday conversations is uncomfortable for me.

However, you are also right that I would make constant eye contact with my femme. We'll even have mirrors so I can still do that, in certain positions 🤭

My favorite is probably having her looking down at me while I am between her legs. Telling her if she looks away, I will stop. Would be a fun way to torture her because I know she will struggle not to close her eyes and lay her head back.

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