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[softclawed]

໒꒰✙´ ཀ-ྀི𓏴꒱ natural born loser ♡

Life is hard & I am weak so contains potentially sensitive content // Knock yourself out. I post poetry on @softclawedkitten

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I use this blog for aesthetics, inspiration & to share my own writing.

I like porcelain dolls, classic literature ( especially Dostoevsky ), flowers, wounds, Saya no uta, Till Lindemann, milk, Nicole Dollanganger, religious objects -themes & imagery, plushies, Slow Damage, j-fashion, being sick & cigarettes.

All pictures ( obviously excluding reblogs ) are mine, unless stated otherwise ( not mine or my edit in tags ) !! Please do not repost without proper credit. Pm / comment for credit or removal of pictures.

pfp art isn't mine,, by @/ruinedbeauty_ on instagram!

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Poppy Leaves

Poppy bouquets to me. Sinking in the still tall grass, sensitive joys passed unto me by the annual man.

He treads off the trampled path up the hill, steps up to the height of still tall grass. In the halms his weeded face parting of the red of his lips for humbled ground. He, himself kneels with his vailing bequest I entreat: Merry me

he did. He, the annual men proposing fickle joys, popping seeds past poppies trailing off the paths.

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I've really loved bleading hearts since I saw them in my grandparents garden years and years and years ago ♡

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Strawberry Bits

Sobriety distilled arteries chafe euphoric irritation slurped up. Soft lumps sloshing above mouth palate. Sensory fuzz welling up in the throat, curdled blood. Swallow.

Bliss in the stomach pit, gulped strawberry bits. Muscle twitching under the tongue, marijuana-numbed. Mild pumps jamming soft stifling mold clumps. Uvula saps rampant discharge flourishing squash. Disintegrating, coiling mash. Disintegrating coiling mash.

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today’s little ask! :-) : if you were an animal, which one would you be and why

I would be a fox, white one specifically. I think I kind of resemble them face-wise and in having a 'drawn' body (if that makes sense ww). don't see myself as sly like foxes but I would agree with being adaptable, smart (/ω＼#)

unrelated, but it's very nice to see that you are back and doing better ♡

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Pliancy Play

Soft pink walls spreading at the fingertips, gooey paint dug out leaking on deposted bed. Mellow gouge, red hyacinth swells between the hips. Cheap vodka bottles in the yard. Scooped tissue sliced on glass shards.

Scraped bud trembling, dulled, succumbing. Pruned, soft spiked thighs, harvest lain on warm bathroom floor. Callow pink walls, ripe. Shut the blinds.

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post Confessional

Grace pearls in my hands, magnanimous kisses to my feet.

Liquid silver churns from my lids, pearl handcuffs to velvet wrists. Paper Angels taped to the walls in valley of the dolls.

Salvia salivating salvation. The knuckles urge, push unrooted sprout to conserve. Full-fledged white strains the skin.

Lips feeble, my reason falls victim and paperclips bend. My chalk skull crumbles, beneath my soles, exegesis mills.

I swallow the seeds. I punch my tattered mind. Tart stimulation, kick to the rusting spine – I punch my tattered face.

Contamination gorging restraints.

I lull the fraying dolls post confessional.

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Fleamarket finds, first pictue is of a stag tooth pendant (Hirschgrandl) ♡

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Comfort

Tubes cling to the maggots, squeezing milk out their bodies. Popped larvae shells wrung dry wedged between lapping folds. Pulp mushing inside the bowels, sugar filling dumpster guts.

I hugged the burst garbage bags and quilts of maggots covered me.

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journal cover, acrylic painted