˗ˏˋ diary ˎˊ˗

18 i post my vent art n poetry here

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this is so embarassing. i’m so sorry

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i really hope someone beats the shit out of me. i’m so annoying

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im rlly so ugly and fat

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i hatw today tkday was supposed to be good jts rhe 10th but i cant jelp but cry

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im so fat everyone is right. everyone always tells me

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maybw i shojld jusf stop eating snd workout evedyxay and just kill myself of starvation

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im fat so fat and so ugly and unwanted and unneeded . i sont know how anyone sees me and doesnt hurl up instantly

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i hate everything about myself. everything. everytjing everythinf everythjng everuthjgn

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i’m so afraid to eat in front of my dad

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i just want to throw up. everytime i eat i’m reminded by how disgusting i look by my parents

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why am i so ugly

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i hope someone beats the shit out of me till i’m unconscious

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why does everyone make fun of my weight

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i try so hard

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why does everyone make fun of my weight

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everything always jus turns out to be my fault and its jus never fair

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i jus wnna matter

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tell me when i matter, tell me that i’m worth something more than just meat on bones.

tell me you’re proud of me, that you love me for more than outer appearance.

tell me you love, that you don’t lust me.