finding my way back home

erin | 24 | i like bands

[the-kennsterrrr]

“We need more evil women.” Bitch you thought Skylar White was in the wrong 😭

[weltenwellen]

Rainer Maria Rilke in a letter to Lou Andreas-Salomé, published in Rilke and Andreas-Salomé: A Love Story in Letters

[hldailyupdate]

Louis liked and commented Zayn’s recent post on Instagram! (21 September 2023)

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[rosegardeninwinter]

you’ve got to love how Suzanne Collins gave Katniss and Peeta the character goals of “keep Prim safe” and “stay myself” and then just flatly denied them both

[rosegardeninwinter]

and of course, in a way, that’s the whole point: when you return home, at the end of it all, having survived a rebellion you started, and having lost everyone and everything you had before in the crossfire … when you have to look that person in the eyes, survivor’s guilt deep in your gut, and think “I did this for you, didn’t I? … so what do we do now?”

the answer, the only thing you can do, stubborn wildflowers amongst the ash: grow

[louisgayvodka]

I-

[socialmaya]

[rainbowgaez]

[possession]

TAYLOR SWIFT at the 2023 MTV VMAs in Newark, New Jersey (September 12, 2023)

[omegaverse]

This shit was better than whatever the fuck we have going on today ngl

[louisphoto]

Stunning photos of Louis in Oslo, September 1st 2023, in this issue of Disrupted Mag, photographed by Emmi Sollie

[alloutshirt]

happy september 28th to all who celebrate 💙💚

[dailytomlinson]

Louis on stage in Asbury Park photographed by Ally Giust

[versegm]

Literally cannot emphasize enough that my #1 writing advice is to stop being afraid. Stop being afraid of sounding too cringe, or too stupid, or too horrifying, or too horny, or too weird, or too much, or too little, or too you. You need to put your entire pussy into your art. Sure, it won't be to everyone's tastes, but if you keep yourself to the blandest tamest safest roads possible you will be of no one's tastes, not even yours.

[qqquixote]

*isolates myself* perfect! but why am i sad

[prettyonionbread]

*socializes* perfect! how do I get out of here

[amphibulous]

playlists are truly a combination of the two best things in the world:

1. Music

2. Sorting Things Into Categories

[keepingupwithzaynmalik]

Pre-save Zayn’s upcoming single “Love Like This” here

[ot4vinyl]

"She had something wrong with her. We tried to rescue 'em, they were gonna be slaughtered I think, and they had all kinds of things wrong with them."

[maculategiraffe]

lots of times if I tell my boyfriend that I am proud of him for dealing with a situation, or that I'm sorry he's having to deal with a situation, he will say "no it's my own fault." meaning that he feels like he doesn't deserve praise or comfort for dealing with a situation that is his fault. (for example a financial problem caused or exacerbated by him having been too anxious or absentminded to deal with the situation sooner.) and I tell him this and I will tell y'all this, that I don't believe that. I think you are even braver and stronger for taking steps to deal with a mess that is of or partly of your own creation, because you have to cope with guilt and shame on top of the thing itself, and because you're fighting against the same ingrained dysfunction in yourself that caused the mess. that's like the bravest and most constructive thing you can do and you should be proud and I am proud of you.

[kelpforestdwellers]

also, mistakes don't mean you deserve to suffer