we've all got our junk and my junk is you. @softiegrump - Tumblr Blog

ninja sex party was right all along. i am just going through an awkward phase from 12-29.

jesus christ. thanking my lucky stars that i realized i was unhealthily attached to dan in 2019 and got help. if i hadn't distanced myself from grumps content and gotten therapy this would have crushed me.

this blog was pretty much dead except for the occasional reblog from my dash cause people make good art n i had nostalgia for the boys but i will no longer be here. sorry. (i have a diff sideblog for a diff lets-player cause i never learn lmao but at least i'm not obsessed to the degree i was with dan)

like, even if this is all fake (which it doesn't look to be- it seems pretty damning imo), i can't have a healthy relationship with grumps content because of the weird intersection between my mental illness and parasocial relationships. i'm actually hoping to completely get away from streamer/influencer-type content but it's a process.

sorry for rambling. anyway, bye.

#it's been real (traumatic)#this has been a post