inactive—now @nurgayev

richie ; he/they ; gay ; trans @nurgayev is my blog now

[aewm]

what do u mean “what have i been up to” … i’m out here ruining my own life as always bitch

[queerpride]

Straight: Hey are u gay?

Me, a homosexual: uh… hahaha….what¿…what gave you that impression….no.,,

Straight: Okay good.

Me: *suddenly cloaked in a pride flag, blaring Lady Gaga* WHAT’S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?

[orarewedancy]

So I work at a video game store in a mall and across the hall from us is this really nice suit shop. One day one of the guys came in an asked if they could use our microwave (the store they used to go to closed down) and we bargined for use of their bathroom in return since the mall bathrooms are like a 5 min trek.

So for like three months now we just have these men in really nice suits come in and talk while using our microwave and teach them about nerdy shit? Then I, the goblin king in various shitty tee shirts and paint stained pants, walk into their super expensive store and just get greeted with “Yo dude what’s good?” and talk about the pains of steaming silken dress shirts properly and it’s my favorite business interaction every day

[orarewedancy]

A new jewelry store opened up right next to our store and when I used the bathroom today we were talking about it. I hate it on principle (they flooded our systems closet during building) and immediately both Suit Guys™ working went on mini rants. “Their suits are baggy as hell, I wouldn’t trust them to sell me a $9,000 ring when they can’t get a fitted jacket. They look so unprofessional, ” and “I saw one of the dude’s wearing a teal shirt. It’s fall, and you go with teal? At least get a color to match your store if you’re gonna ignore the seasons like that, Christ, but teal is awful.”

I live for this commentary fam.

[chrispineofficial]

#flower shop/tattoo artist au is out #suit shop/nerd store au is in

[ur-stepdad]

you give me a bowl of candies and tell me that 80% are m&ms and 20% are skittles. I take one and it eat it. skittle. I grab a handful and eat them all at once. all skittles. I grab another handful and eat them one at a time. all skittles. you take 3 out and hand them to me, assuring me that they must be m&ms. they’re all skittles.

at this point, I’m likely to start believing that you have lied to me. it seems like the statistics must be the other way around, or maybe there are no m&ms at all.

at this point, I start expecting skittles. and I get them, every time.

I finally taste chocolate and spit it out. I wasn’t expecting it anymore and I’m not sure if I can even believe my own mouth.

this is why victims of repeated traumas don’t know how to react to good people.

[softiero-blog]

someone: why are you-

[sleepyspacebby-deactivated20181]

[feargodinc]

[bozzfeedunsolved]

therapist: why do you think you feel that way?

me: *buzzfeed unsolved voice* let’s get into the theories

[airplanesoda]

good ass boy things

-when they giggle

-when they do a big sleepie yawn

-when they run their hand through their hair

-when they smile real big and goofy

-messy hair..

-when u hold their hand and it’s warm and safe

-when they space out and get that dreamy look in their eyes

-when they start laughing while they’re kissing you

-when they hold your chin

-when they mess up ur hair (even tho it’s sometimes annoying)

-when they compliment like every tiny thing about you

-when they spoon u

-cuddling in general

-especially while music is playing

-when they bite their lip

-i love boys wtf

[drafthearse]

hey ray toro i know ur a nice guy and this probably isnt ur thing but feel free to kill me. anytime. just give me a heavy blow to the head with ur guitar. put me outta my misery dude it’s totally chill

[cryptidbitch-deactivated2017080]

“u kno what, bro?” “what?” “if i were a cat, i’d spend all 9 lives with u” *clutches heart* “… bro”

[galaxae-deactivated20200610]

reasons my generation is so depressed:

sleep deprivation due to early school start times

the economy

oppression

high tensions between different political/social/racial/etc groups

technology/social media means constant updates on bad news

politics, made worse by the aforementioned constant updates

the state of the environment

education as it is right now not preparing us sufficiently for the outside world

pressure to grow up very quickly

parenting/teaching/etc trends in the previous generation(s)

competitiveness in schools, social media and other aspects of life

the world in general that the last few generations have constructed for us

NOT reasons my generation is so depressed:

we’re weak and lazy and we can’t get off our phones uwu

[razormoth]

8/10 mcr fans are gay vampires don’t argue with me these are just facts

[drafthearse]

goths: melancholy

emos: depressed

punks: angry

[drafthearse]

ideal way to die: taking a bullet for gerard way

[mlmboyee]

sorry to be nsfw

but I really want a boy to run his hands through my hair and smooch my forehead and just hold me rn

[doritoro]

why are there so many pictures of mcr through chain link fences. what are they doing. who put them there. will they ever be free.