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sometimes i come on here just to see if people still like my writing so hi it's been awhile

-bee

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if you want to keep up with me in some way, you can follow my instagram @/aplacelongforgottenbytime !!

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please read!

hi you guys :)

i'm making a formal post to announce that i'm leaving this blog. sadly, fanfic writing just isn't something that interests me anymore, along with kpop. i will never forget how happy kpop and kpop writing made me, and all the friends i made on this blog, but it's time to move on!

i might make a general writeblr in the future, and if i do, i'll post on here if you want to follow :) i'll be leaving this blog up for those of you who still want to read my works!

bye for now,

bee 🐝❤️

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important!

hi hunnies! i'm sorry i've been so inactive! i see that you guys are still enjoying my old works and reblogging them, thank you so much!

i thought i would update you on why i haven't posted in months. to be honest, i haven't even been on tumblr in months. it's sad to say, but i have lost my passion for kpop and i haven't kept up with it lately.

i even lost my passion for writing for a while. but i'm rekindling it, and i am working on my first novel! so because of that, i'm hoping to focus on novel writing and not fic writing. i haven't made a choice if i want to leave this blog yet or not, but for now i'm still staying pretty incognito.

i hope you all are doing well :)

-bee 🐝

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November :)

november: do you have any rituals or requirements for getting in the mood for writing?

does procrastinating count? haha i usually open the doc and then procrastinate writing, but i make sure my computer is charged, make sure i have a snack or water, and i listen to my wip playlist before i start writing ☺️ if i'm really not in the mood, i look at prompts or my outline to motivate me

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fanfic questions themed around time

monday: do you struggle with the ‘boring’ parts of writing?

tuesday: name a fic you have posted which you think is overrated?

wednesday: name a fic which you have posted which you think is underrated?

thursday: have you ever written a high fantasy concept?

friday: most self-indulgent fic you have ever posted?

saturday: what gets you excited whilst writing?

sunday: how frequently do you take requests or prompts, if at all?

fortnight: what wip do you plan on posting next, if at all?

january: what was the first fic you posted this year?

february: have you ever written and/or a holiday-centric fic?

march: do you listen to music whilst writing? 

april: have you ever written and/or posted a crackfic?

may: a fic you have regretted posting?

june: have you ever written and/or posted a marriage fic?

july: what’s the hottest fic you have written and/or posted if you write smut at all?

august: are any of your fics associated with certain genres/artists/songs/etc?

september: share a comment or review which still warms your heart?

october: name the darkest or angstiest fic you have written and/or posted?

november: do you have any rituals or requirements for getting in the mood for writing?

december: have you ever gifted a fic to someone?

recent: the most recent fic you have posted online?

ancient: the first fic you ever posted online?

seconds: shortest completed fic?

minutes: how long does it normally take you to complete a fic?

hours: longest wip or completed fic?

tomorrow: favourite ways to write fluff? yesterday: favourite way to write angst? today: have you made any progress in any wips today?

calendar: do you have a schedule for posting?

forever: do you balance fic writing with original concept stuff?

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NCT DREAM FIXED UNIT OT7 NO GRADUATION???

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gonna be writing some blurbs!! send in requests or prompts or a member!!

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happy birthday jjong. i'm so thankful everyday for how beautiful your life was and how you impact me <3 i miss you

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stream self-portrait by suho because it's so so beautiful and he deserves it 🥺

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{12:25 am}

"i don't want to fight, yuta." you sighed into the phone, your vision becoming blurry with tears. you didn't want to fight, you didn't want to cry.

"me neither. i don't know what you expect me to do." his voice, which was usually the sweetest melody to your ears, was now dull and defensive.

"just come home." you squeaked out, your voice and heart breaking. you sounded pathetic. you were tired of being alone. you knew his job was important to him, but you thought you were too. he didn't make time to see you anymore, even when he was home.

"i can't, and you know i can't! you knew this when we started dating, i can't always be available!"

he was right. you knew the circumstances. but you couldn't be alone much longer.

"yuta, i love you," you could almost see him perk up on the other end. "but i can't spend my life waiting any longer."

"but you love me. and i love you-"

"and it's been a pleasure being loved by you," you closed your eyes and choked back a sob, all the lovely memories of your relationship with yuta flashing on the backs of your eyelids. the silence of your shared apartment, which had been empty for too long, suffocated you. "but i'm sorry. i can't do this."

you hung up.

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hi! wanna... you know... be(e) friends maybe? 🥺👉🏻👈🏻🐝 🌱✨

hi we're friends now 🥺

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we could be mutuals if you want 👉🏻👈🏻👁👁

hi we're mutuals now 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

i follow you on my main blog @starrynightsicheng and i always see ur posts in my feed !

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21 questions tag

Answer 21 questions and tag 21 people

Tagged by: @mvchxxn

1. Name: bee

2. Nickname: babs

3. Gender: female

4. Star Sign: gemini

5. Current Time: 11:41 pm

6. Favourite Artist(s): the beatles, the doors, the lumineers, hozier, harry styles, niall horan, sufjan stevens, NCT, conan gray, taylor swift

7. Favourite Song: all time: landslide by fleetwood mac, at the moment: still by niall horan

8. Song Stuck In Your Head: once in a lifetime by one direction

9. Last Movie You Saw: hmm i think it was joker

10. Last Thing You Googled: google translate

11. Other Blogs: @starrynightsicheng @softsichenghours-ficrecs

12. Main: @starrynightsicheng

13. Do You Get Asks?: no and i want some :(

14. Reason For Your URL: i'm soft for sicheng what can i say

15. Average Amount Of Sleep: 5 1/2 hours i think (around 2 am-7:30 am)

16. Lucky Number: 6

17. Currently Wearing: school sweater and shorts

18. Dream Job: cardiovascular surgeon

19. Dream Trip: Italy

20. Favourite Foods: french fries, pizza, cooked dinner, roasted peanuts, reese's cups

21. Play Any Instruments: acoustic and electric guitar, ukulele, trumpet, drums

I don't have 21 people to tag but here's some: @yuukithetenshi @eun-binnies @insomni-writing @joojoosiwa and whoever else wants to do it :)

(someone PLS be mutuals with me as you can see i have none)

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day 3 of quarantine: logged into my wattpad after 3 years

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i'm hoping to be posting something soon because i'm social distancing and everything is cancelled so i have more time !!

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there's only one case of covid19 where i live but schools are still closing 🤭