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I spent the day journaling in my room today. That sounds productive and all, but in reality I was just avoiding the world.

#actually mentally ill #mental illness #mental recovery #in therapy #mental health #actually osdd #actually cptsd #psych ward #anti psychotics #cute stationery #stationery #journaling

Watching people who don't have severe mental illness do everyday life things... without questioning their will to live through the process...

Wow.

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LOVE POTION ♡🌙

🩵🤍 My new Cinnamoroll bandaids are so cute 🤍🩵

#yamikawaii #tenshi kaiwai #actually mentally ill #in therapy #psych ward #actually traumatized #actually cptsd #actually osdd #maybe bpd #cinnamoroll #sanriocore

My experience with doctors so far (3 decades):

- "ah, yes, depression"

- "yup anxious-depressive disorder"

- "nope, you're completely fine"

- "oooh dissociative disorder, CPTSD"

- "might be a lil bit BPD"

At this point, just throw the whole DSM at my face, I don't care.

#actually mentally ill #actually dissociative #actually traumatized #mental illness #in therapy #mental health #actually mentally fucked

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Being alive hurts. Thanks, mental illness.

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New Cinnamoroll socks 🩵

#cinnamoroll #sanrio #sanriocore #tenshi kaiwai #yamikawaii

The new meds make my system very quiet, like did everyone go on a trip without me?

#actually mentally ill #mental illness #in therapy #psych ward #actually osdd #actually cptsd #osddid #did system #traumagenic system

Nothing better than new hair clips after a mental breakdown. Life goes on! 🩵

#cinnamoroll #sanrio #sanriocore #tenshi kaiwai #actually mentally ill #in therapy #actually osdd #actually cptsd #yamikawaii #mental illness

My cousin offered me shampoo with glitter in it. I used it after the nurse took care of my mental breakdown.

#actually mentally ill #mental illness #in therapy #mental recovery #actually osdd #actually cptsd #osddid #psych ward #actually mentally fucked #glitter #glittercore

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I just got this Cinnamoroll lip balm, it looks like jelly pudding! It's little, but brings lots of joy to my little room at the clinic 🩵

#cinnamoroll #sanrio #lip balm #psych ward #actually mentally ill #in therapy #mental health #actually cptsd #actually osdd #sanriocore #tenshi kaiwai

Gurl, I'm learning my lessons, staying in my lane, hydrated, but dissociated...

#osddid #psych ward

The stereotypes of BPD and bipolar are just so bad. Most of the people I love here have BPD and/or bipolar. But they are just chill and sweet.

I wish people saw this side of the disease too. It is different for every person who has to live with it.

#psych ward #actually mentally ill #mental illness #mental recovery #in therapy #actually osdd #actually cptsd #cluster b safe #bipolar disorder #borderline personality disorder

In the psych ward

In my late thirties

In my Cinnamoroll Socks

In my pink Crocs

It's never too late, believe in your dreams✨

#actually mentally ill #mental illness #in therapy #actually cptsd #actually osdd #psych ward #cinnamoroll #crocs

I have huge amounts of compassion for people who live with Akathisia. I only had it for a few days because of those meds, (you know the one), and it can ruin your life easily.

I found myself sitting in the grass, rocking back and forth on hardcore techno. BECAUSE I HAD TO OR MY BODY WOULD EXPLODE.

#actually mentally ill #mental illness #in therapy #psych ward #actually osdd #osddid #antidepressants #anti psychotics #side effects #akathisia

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