The end roll won't stop!! @solaestial - Tumblr Blog

Blog intro!!

i've been thinking about how i've never actually written an intro or anything here, so!! better late than never

i'm cerulean! i'm 23 and love chrissell very much. i use she/her but don't prefer most feminine terms otherwise

basic tags: #my art, #my writing, #non-art post, #askbox

fandom-specific tags: #end roll, #chrissell, #kurirase, #russell seager, #chris (end roll)

i currently use the chrissell tag for all my art of chris and russell together, and kurirase for anything more explicitly ship between them. i might change this eventually though

other tags: #chrissell playlist art, #mmd

playlists: my russell playlist, my chrissell playlist

BYF:

please note that i am a strictly fixed/irreversible shipper without exception. i only ship chrissell as chris x russell (aka kurirase) in that order specifically (more info here!!!) if anyone else feels the same over them, i'd really love to know and maybe even chat about them together!!

all art i make of chris and/or russell is only intended to reflect my specific, personal versions of them, and i ideally prefer everything i create to be seen as existing in a specifically chrissell world. i don't really recommend following me if you dislike the pairing at all!

just a warning: i will block anyone with lolisho noticeably prominent on their account. i'm not really big on pro-anti shipper discourse, but that is something makes me personally uncomfortable ^^;

i'm often pretty slow at responding to comments. this isn't for any lack of enthusiasm and appreciation!! i'm just very introverted and slow at communicating sob

my other accounts:

twitter, youtube, bluesky (mostly inactive)

happy 10th anniversary to end roll!!!

i've been working on an mmd with my russell model for these past few weeks that i had to totally give up on finishing in time at all HAHA

here's a small snippet of my work in progress so i at least have something to show for it!! 🥺

credits:

Song: Samsa by Teniwoha Motion: mobiusP Choreographer: hikaru_8310 Camera: ひな Model: Cerulean (meee) Stages & accessories: 教会 (church) by 射当ユウキフェンス付き屋上 (fenced rooftop) by ぱぴこ抽象都市 (abstract city) by mogtan 招き猫 (maneki neko) by 山田淀子 Tabasa's, Gardenia's, and Kantera's rooms, and Russell's house by Cerulean (meee) Effects: Rui/P.I.P/ましまし/針金P/ikeno/サンフラワーふじ/MMD-kyu/NekoChanCutie/AmbientCG

i've been modeling several of the rooms to use as stages, so that's part of why it's been taking so much time 😭 mostly some of the character ending rooms you see here, but also some others like chris' house some screenshots in blender below the cut here:

#end roll #russell seager #mmd #the colors in chris' and tabasa's places are a little washed out in blender here #since that's how the materials need to be to not be super dark when exported to a pmx for mmd for some reason #i'm planning on probably making the informant's house next #also i love how i decided to go for an mmd because it should theoretically be quicker than a whole hand drawn video #and so i'd have a higher chance of finishing it in time #but then i inevitably find ways to make it take too long either way 😭😭😭#don't think i've succeeded any time i've tried to finish something end roll for any certain date so far LMAOOO #deadlines just aren't my forte

chris <3333

#end roll #chris (end roll)#my art #a little doodle that i felt like fancying up #bonus with chris blushing because it's my favorite thing HEHEEE #back at it again with never drawing anything lined in a consistent style LMAO. but it's just me enjoying experimenting okay 🥺#ALSO I'M SO SORRY IT'S BEEN SO LONG WITHOUT ANYTHING AGAIN AAAAAAAA #i've had a more proper wip decently progressed for a while but haven't worked on it in a bit 😭#was being slow-paced in general #but now i've also been prioritizing 3D modeling currently for making more end roll rooms for using in mmd #in hopes to whip something up in there in time for end roll's anniversary coming up

Kaze, hana ♫♪

Goodbye o’ wind, o’ flowers. O’ our stories which will never cross again. The fact that you were so kind to me… I’ll hold it close to my chest as I fall asleep. (tl)

#end roll #chrissell #kurirase #russell seager #chris (end roll)#my art #chrissell playlist art #LONG TIME NO SEE HOLY FRICK SOB #i have been.. addicted to tomodachi life living the dream #absolutely shockingly i know LMAO #and it has obliterated my productivity these past few weeks #even when not playing it somehow too 😭😭#i'm back with finally some more chrissell playlist art #this one is for the last song in the playlist AAAAAA #until i get more ideas for other songs in it i'm basically done with that project now omg #also this is one of the concepts i thumbnailed almost two years ago 😭 so it's surreal finally drawing it #honestly if i'd conceptualized it now i probably would've gone for something a bit different #but i only realized that after finishing this pretty much. so oh well SKSKSJKKS

some of my chrissell ventures from the tomodachi life demo a few weeks ago heheee

#end roll #chrissell #kurirase #tomodachi life living the dream #tomodachi life #non-art post #realised i can totally share this stuff here too #I'M SO EXCITED FOR THE FULL GAME AAAAAAA #it's cuteness paradise #i find it cute how chris and russell are basically just wearing each other's colors #albeit a little strange looking to see HAHAHA #also i sadly don't have many screenshots of gardenia #since i had to reload from her dream and have her stay asleep to keep the demo from progressing </3 #a big shame since she turned out SUPER cute 😭😭

"Happy birthday to me."

#end roll #russell seager #my art #there's some hints of gardenia but probably not enough to tag her over???#sobs because this didn't even actually take longer than my average larger drawing and yet it feels like it's been an ETERNITY #maybe since it's been extra long since i actually finished something new (very glad i had a few things already to post in the meantime)#but also HOLY FRICK i suffered FOR SO LONG on that cake #the angle was at least half of the pain too #when will i stop putting myself through drawing things at angles that cause me great anguish AAAAAAA #i can never even get it quite right either 😭#anyway!!! this is another idea i got after drawing the one for tabasa's murder #gonna have to indulge extra in chrissell now because i am so deprived omg SOBBBBBBBB #edit 4/14: changed the balloon string since it wasn't vibing well enough to me

chrissell kiss 🫶 🫶

relined this from the one little comic (here) i drew of them a while back, and prettied it up a bit

#end roll #russell seager #chris (end roll)#chrissell #kurirase #my art #more of the stuff i did a few weeks ago for my merch order #this may not be an actual new drawing per se but LOOK AT THE CUTIES #i've been doing so badly at locking in with my current wip sobbbb #so i'm glad i've at least had some little things to share in the meantime

a wild russell

#end roll #russell seager #my art #more of what i did last week or so!!#comparing my recent chibis to some of the first ones i drew of him and chris omg..... they've come so far #really had relearn that style i guess after the longest time of hardly having a feel for them at all anymore #i'm really enjoying this brush too #gotta say i sometimes think about how inconsistent like every bit of my style is outside of my main painted-style stuff HELP #and even with that i'm always indecisive over how i stylize their faces #i'm never fully satisfied with how i draw them. but also i just like trying different things and going for what i feel like either way #on another note i'm so glad i've had a few things ready to post whenever #because i've been way too distracted with the tomodachi life demo these past few days to get anything done AAAAAA #it's chrissell paradise hehehe!!!

the boys <333

#end roll #russell seager #chris (end roll)#chrissell #my art #russell is standing on a box (gsnk style 👍)#needed an even balance that wasn't gonna work otherwise #anyway this a little thing i drew to use for some more custom merch for myself aaaaaa #had to be on the GRIND almost this whole past week after winning a coupon for vograce presumably for a sale i wasn't ready for at all #and i might've been wrong about it actually being that limited to begin with HELPPPP #i'll probably share the other things i drew throughout the next several days or so

Hiii nice to meet yaa:))

Glad to see that there are peak end roll content here 🤑🤲

A quick question!! What's ur fav ost of the game??

hello hello!! nice to meet you also!! i'm happy you enjoy the end roll stuff i make omg <333

i like all of the main russell songs the most (russell, russell ~end roll~, and success). after that would be the dragons' peak theme, sky (the aged one boss'), and tranquil (resort island's). i also like the puddle apartments' music (strange town), but i don't usually count that one as much since it isn't an original soundtrack or otherwise composed by segawa

if i had to pick one as my biggest favorite though, i'd probably say 'success' overall!! it just hits in such a special and deeply end roll way to me, if that makes sense haha, and even with how sad it is, can be really soothing imo to listen to sometimes also. i think it really has the perfect sound to it to represent the quiet, heavy and somber sadness of end roll's ending, and the memory of experiencing it all for the first time and then hearing that song play in the credits is something really precious that i personally never want to forget

every note and harmony in it is pure emotional and musical perfection to my ears and heart <3333 interestingly enough, i remember it being one that grew on me a little later rather than one that as immediately stood out to me as a favorite

i've also gotta say that russell ~end roll~ is a pretty close second though too at least. if in terms of how much i generally just enjoy listening to it on a more simple level, it would probably easily have the top spot itself really. it is just thorough BANGER

#askbox #sorry i definitely yapped more than needed AAAAA #i really love a lot of the songs and have pretty passionate feelings towards my favorites in the game #so i couldn't help it <3333 #non-art post

"We were watching. Right as you..."

#end roll #russell seager #tabasa mcneil #somewhat???#my art #sorry i almost only ever draw the other charas at all in contexts like these WHEEZE #it's been way too long since finishing something yet again.... 😭😭#kept being tired and distracted with things for a while and also iirc was doing a bit with other wips first too #been really wanting to draw some murderer russell again though hehehh #i'm thinking it could be cool to try to draw something of him for each one of the murders if i can manage it #but by now i'm hella deprived of drawing chrissell so don't expect more of this probably for a bit #also i spent SO LONG struggling with this pose sob why do i keep drawing these angles i'm so bad at

wolf chris x bunny russell 🐺🐰

#end roll #russell seager #chris (end roll)#chrissell #kurirase #my art #SOBS AT HOW LONG IT'S BEEN #got going with this late bc i'd started other ideas first #and then kept getting distracted with lower energy pastimes :(((#anyway look at the cuties!!!!!!!#my personal animal headcanons for them hehe #bunny russell is a given!! and while i can see folks associating chris with dog energy #to me he's rather just a slightly pathetic wolf #i do also have a personal bias towards wolves while not being a fan of dogs 😭😭 but i swear it's not just that #man they're really the perfect duo in every way heheee #i tried out a new line brush here btw and omg i might use it more in the future because it looks nice and feels SO GREAT to use!!!#also tried experimenting with a sharper edged style here in general

just wanna pop in and say i really love your work for chrissell! <3 lol came from twt and never knew you had a tumblr as well (im way too shy to do anything other than give likes on your tweets) im glad theres EN End Roll fans out there that are still active (i need to refresh myself on the game its been a while) <33

that makes me so happy AAAAHH!!! thank you!!! it means so much that you enjoy what i make of them 🥺💞💞 and i really get the struggle with being shy, aw. any bit of interaction, including liking like that, counts really for so much support, so i appreciate that so much!! <333

the end roll community may be small, but it's still rolling hehe!! thank you for the kind words and for sharing enjoyment of chrissell!!

#askbox #SORRY I'M A FEW DAYS LATE RESPONDING AAAAAA #my energy and brain have just been very offline #but this really made me so happy to see <3333 #if you do refresh on the game sometime anon i hope you have a great time with it!!!#in whatever way that's felt with a game like end roll of course HAHAHA #non-art post

it's my two year anniversary of playing end roll for the first time!!

alt color ver + pngs etc:

#end roll #russell seager #my art #pixel art #the pink and orange balloons = two balloons for two years!!!#sobs because i'm technically uploading this past the date i actually finished playing it #but i say it's not the next day until i've gone to bed :(((#suffering from sunk cost fallacy a little though bc at what point should you just accept being late FBJKFKBJKS #spent hours just being indecisive on the sky colors and now the sun's risen FMLLLL #watch me end up still changing my mind later after all that 😔😔

i hope im not annoying you with the spam reblogs but i truly adore your art. you were one of the first end roll artists i saw, i was originally introduced to you through your animatic and all the work you put in your art genuinely amazes me. you are cooking feasts every single time it is a kitchen with a scent universally approved. it's wonderful and relights my passion for end roll dramatically 🥹 i never thought about chrisell as much before but the love you put in their dynamic has encouraged me to enjoy them a thousand times more!! you are great at creating backgrounds/atmospheres, thank you for your servicex3

SOBS OMG???? 🥹 🥹 💞💗 ANNOYING??? THOSE REBLOGS of all things, with all the most relentlessly sweet and thoughtful comments conceivable in the tags??? you are the absolute backbone of support, like i can't express enough how much it means. last time someone did that i genuinely considered if it wouldn't be too weird to like leave an ask for them in thanks because it made me so happy sobFBJFBFKBKJ. looking back it looks like that was... also you actually. omg THANK YOU DEEPLY FOR THIS OPPORTUNITY TO FINALLY THANK YOU, for before AND now also what the hell!!!

and then you've somehow got more here too i can't?? ;; 💞💞 gonna die from all this kindness AAAAH. i'm really so happy you enjoy my art and that it's been able to reignite your love for end roll, and spread and deepen appreciation for chrissell like that. there's really no better win out there than that

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH, SERIOUSLY!!! gonna be extra pumped to keep cooking now for sure 🥺✨✨ i hope you have a great, great day, kitstreets!!!

#askbox #NO ONE EVER WORRY ABOUT BEING ANNOYING WITH REBLOGGING OR LIKING OR ANYTHING #it all makes me so so happy AAAAA #gonna take the chance to express here my absolute deep thanks for any kind tags or comments left in reblogs of anything i make <33333 #LIKE SERIOUSLY #it feels so criminal sometimes for there to be no real good way to show direct appreciation for them #SO PLEASE KNOW THAT THERE IS REALLY SO MUCH APPRECIATION #it always makes me so giddy to see and really means so much for support in the end rolling endeavors #especially in a fandom as small as end roll's every individual show of enjoyment really counts for the world <3333 #non-art post

belated valentine's chrissell 💞💝

#end roll #russell seager #chris (end roll)#chrissell #kurirase #my art #started this way too late to have any chance at finishing it in time WHOOPS #ANYWAY. GETTING MORE SHAMELESS WITH THEM I'M SORRY HEHEHEHEHEE #it's chrissell paradise <3333 #almost finished this in under 20 hours until i went a little over when getting nitpicky #AM I GETTING A LITTLE BIT FASTER???? MAYBE????#btw the text behind them is 'kiss me valentine'#just something to fill the space of the composition a little #ignore that they're not actually kissing though HAHA

seven minutes in heaven ✨

writing the little fanfic had me feeling legally obliged to draw this meme LOL

without text bubbles + og:

#end roll #chrissell #kurirase #russell seager #chris (end roll)#my art #finally more art omg #even if it's just a meme #blushing chris gives me life <3333 #and i'll say this feels very suitable for russell LMAO #i tried to do the lineart and colors in a similar style to the og heheh #also just recreated the text bubbles myself since i wanted that higher quality #sobs because i spent like just as long on the sketch as the entire rest of the drawing. it really had me struggling hard somehow

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