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TW FOR THIS ACCOUNT

I do suffer from an eating disorder and what i’m doing is not healthy! i’m not promoting or glamorizing this behavior in any way, if you’re struggling with eating please get help.

if you’re in recovery or have been please don’t follow me. the only pro i am is pro recovery.

peachjamboobtea

It's so weird how when your perception of food and eating becomes disordered, literally the most normal stuff feels almost foreign???

Some people, no, MOST people can literally. Wake up and fry up some eggs and toast, or maybe get a bowl of cereal and just. Eat it. No counting, no measuring. Just looking for something that's filling and tastes good.

Then they'll get lunch. Maybe order some takeout. They're not looking at how many calories things are, the only number they're looking at on the menu is the price of their meal.

Then they make dinner, maybe some pasta and some salad. They have no trouble adding cheese to their pasta, or dressing to their salad. Maybe some meatballs on the side too. They just eat a variety of foods for health and stop when they're full.

And then if they're feeling like it, maybe they'll even get dessert! A bowl of ice cream, or maybe leftover cake from a party. And they just. Eat it. Because it makes them happy.

Like I LITERALLY USED TO DO THAT. AND NOW IT SOUNDS SO CRAZY TO ME ???

walmart-satan

I just realized that this disorder has literally ruined my perception of normal eating. I don't know what a good amount to eat in a day is, eating 3 meals and having snacks feels like binging. I don't know what a good portion is, I don't know what a proper calorie amount is, and i don't know how to eat 'healthy' without restriction. fucking hell

fell off track but now i’m back— hello again everyone

disgustinggf

reallyreallyreallytrying

breaking news: prince philip, the dad from the royal family, is a nasty little thottie. and he just died from making it clap on instagram

heritageposts

date of origin: 20th of june, 2018.

gh05tyg1rl

I used to be @gh05tg1rl please help me find my lovelies again (╥﹏╥)

dangerbabegang

What to do if you suddenly find yourself homeless

FOOD

Find your nearest food bank or mission, for food

grocery stores with free samples, bakeries + stores with day-old bread

different fast food outlets have cheaper food and will generally let you hang out for a while.

some dollar stores carry food like cans of beans or fruit

SHELTER

Sleeping at beaches during the day is a good way to avoid suspicion and harassment

sleep with your bag strapped to you, so someone can’t steal it

Some churches offer short term residence

Find your nearest homeless shelter

Look for places that are open to the public

A large dumpster near a wall can often be moved so that flipping up the lids creates an angled shelter to stay dry

HYGIENE

A membership to the YMCA is usually only 10$, which has a shower, and sometimes laundry machines and lockers.

Public libraries have bathrooms you can use

Dollar stores carry low-end soaps and deodorant etc.

Wet wipes are all purpose and a life saver

Local beaches, go for a quick swim

Some truck stops have showers you can pay for

Staying clean is the best way to prevent disease, and potentially get a job to get back on your feet

Pack 7 pairs of socks/undies, 2 outfits, and one hooded rain jacket

OTHER

first aid kit

sunscreen

a travel alarm clock or watch

mylar emergency blanket

a backpack is a must

downgrade your cellphone to a pay as you go with top-up cards

sleeping bag

travel kit of toothbrush, hair brush/comb, mirror

swiss army knife

can opener

spork-of-humanity

Reblog to literally save a life

hipsandheartbreak

if there is a Dollar Tree near you, they have entire food aisles

Planet Fitness also has $10 memberships. you can shower and they have free food days! pizza night 1st monday every month, bagel tuesday the 2nd tuesday every month.

himynameisrollin-deactivated201

Save a life reblog

kukachoosays

i am so glad that i renblogged this however so long ago. i saw this post and shared it with others in mind, but now i am the one who really needs this. id like to think of this as good karma i guess

comrade-jiang

also a good list if anyone ever needs to run away from home for whatever reason.

incoherentscreamsforhelp-deacti

^^ need this for myself, as well

#thank you #on the run

wowww so i’m just mentally ill FR fr… this wasn’t like,, the 7 day free trial of mental illness there are actually a multitude of things wrong with me,, ok ty for letting me know.