I need to be in community with other dis ordered people because apparently my pea sized sow brain cannot remember not to gorge myself unless I have constant reminders of how to act.
So hi! I’m Carmilla
I’m 19, I used to be about 43kg (97lbs) and was so happy and confident. I had lost about 20 pounds and was in love with my body and the hard work I put in to achieve it. Unfortunately after a really stressful year and a traumatic family event, I gained it all back ! (I have the aforementioned sow brain to thank.) So anyways. I’m about 52 kg now (115lbs) and I could not be more miserable in my own skin. I joined to motivated me to get this damn weight off. My ugw is 40kg (90lbs)
Sorry if I used kilograms wrong, I’m American.














