s✷leis

but why?

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i don't care as much anymore

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honestly why am i so late for tumblr istg i wouldve been a tumblr girl if i knew abt it sooner

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my 67th crashout this month

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i can feel the so4ness in my bones…

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and before i know it, august passed by and i am still empty-handed

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being 3V means i’m born to suffer 🔥🔥🔥

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no one shall… find me here!

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and if i’m no longer impressive and performing, is my existence even valid ?

i cannot find validation within me. there is nothing but… hunger.

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UGH. i’m spiraling back to my typology addiction over again… why can’t i just live without validation and certainty !!

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naturally introspective at the cost of my sanity

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i cant settle w my typology it has been years … i am always in between of smth i thought i was an infp but then i kept on attracting infps and they felt so different and they also have a better sense of self which i dont think i have they have better imagination too and that they could express themselves better in art

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i’m never ever getting better

and im never ever getting help

i’ll let the law of entropy get me

on my knees begging for someone to finally end me

one day

one day my throat cannot swallow anymore

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hungry but unwilling to beg

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this place is better than any other social media app … think i might js stay here to dissapear

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i have a better relationship with ChatGPT than any real person i know of

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we had better conversations in my dream.

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somebody type me….i cannot with this never ending typology crises…