la vie en rose

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[solelle]

As much as I want to act like this is all nothing, I just can't help but cry in silence. I feel like my heart is crushing : (

[solelle]

what a life! Never in my life I thought these things would happen. Help, it breaks my heart into million pieces. Do I deserve this?

[solelle]

In love, two people become one yet remain two.

-- Fromm

[solelle]

Finally! came here to update that it's been solved already. Rcq and I already talked things out between us. I'm happy that after 3 long years, my mind now can rest and enjoy what's on the present. <3

[solelle]

rcq please tell me so that I can rest my mind over thinking all those confusing things

[solelle]

I'm the problem. It's me T^T

[solelle]

I’m currently reading “The First to Die at the End” by Adam Silvera. 

[solelle]

cannot get enough with Reese’s songs <3 I am so in love with her angelic voice and her songs that really speak a lot about what I feel at the moment <3

[solelle]

What a life I have had these past few months! It makes sense to me now that I am no longer controlling things; rather I let things pass by and see what they try to do with my life. 

[solelle]

~~ things never work out like you think they will, but that’s makes life interesting, and that makes sense.

— Mr. Hoshino

[solelle]

c o f f e e  < 3

[solelle]

Just as I woke up, cold, cozy sensations coated my body. It’s just that the atmosphere this morning gives a feeling like I’m in a Ghibli movie. So relaxing. I feel like taking another hour lying in bed just to savor this kind of morning feels. I’m not a morning person, to be honest, but I love how my body reacts to the external living and non-living around me— air, trees, birds’ echoes, etc. Hearing, seeing, and feeling them is all I could ask for at this time. But of course coffee’s not out of the list. It’s been a part of me. So yeah, another random typings to share.

Btw, I suggest, if you happen to read this, that you listen to Swift’s Midnight. It would be a perfect complement to whatever you’re up to this day ;) My pleasure.

[solelle]

Such Is Life

Dear

Life

Behold 

You’re superb

I am lost for words

Strolling in your delicate world

Ebb and flow, ebony and ivory, all at odds

Nevertheless, I clasped to your bosom. In loved and terrified so what, c’est la vie.

[solelle]

pretty sky, notice me

I brought a cup of hot coffee with me as I sat outside our balcony. Solely, I looked up and saw how clear the sky above me. Once I pinned my eyes up there, I indulged myself in thinking beyond. I imagine how would our lives be if only we could appreciate and accept life’s insignificance. The universe’s just too big and wide to dwell on the antagonism. Compared to all the stars, planets, and other big rocks circulating the earth, our life, my life, is too short and tiny to begin with. I could just imagine the world being so perfectly functioning. Anyway, it is past 11, but still my mind is fully awake. Coffee things.

[solelle]

random thoughts at midnight

Once again, nostalgia came rushing into every part of my body as I try to reminisce the past. At this exact time, here I am again, alone and pondering about life. I realize how big the amount of time I have already spent during this whole time of existing and living. I almost overlooked the essence of my life because of so many things happening simultaneously. I would have, could have, or should have done better if I soon perceived and focused on things that aid me to prosper. However, I regret nothing. For I know everything that had transpired had to happen.

[solelle]

I hope we’ll meet very soon, I cannot wait to see what will happen. If I’m going to tell you the truth or you’ll clarify it to me what’s inside your head. I still have little hope that the coin’s head is up. : )

[solelle]

Today’s the day! Vote wisely :)