Let's make some tea and stop all the clocks

Rita / she/her / 21 / rus/eng

[soln3shko]

I feel doom and sadness because this world is scary. Today i read news about my country, about info-isolation, it's melancholy. I met my friend and she told me that men who i know cheated on their girlfriends, and i want to change my infofield now... My job isn't good too, I'm demotivated. All my friend aren't close enough, but my toxic infofield isn't far enough for me and my mentality. I want to change my job, my country, i want to find new cool persons, i want to de free from worries

[soln3shko]

My boss fired 75% people in our agency and now we have only two designers (one another person and me). Now I'm feeling like paintball between tacks, i can't focus and hate my boss :(( I'm doing a lot of tasks in a lot of projects and I'm too close to parching. I think about finding a new job, but this process of finding is hard too - i need time and power for this, but i don't have them

I see only negative answers on platform for finding job and I'm demotivated. I just wanna cry, i so tired

[soln3shko]

Was I happier in 2021?

[soln3shko]

I'm leaving it like that because I don't feel like finishing it (again)

[soln3shko]

I don't want to be hetero

[soln3shko]

I created a chat with my friends for surprise for me at MY wedding next week, but I can't retire because I'm admin

I try to ignore that chat but I SEE and my friends are crackpot I love them

So, they don't know each other

[soln3shko]

[soln3shko]

🤍

[soln3shko]

24.04.24

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[soln3shko]

mood today like jjba fanart 🫠🫠🫠🫠

[ohnoaname]

If I'm ever getting married I'm inviting like 5 people and make sure this takes one evening because planning is a nightmare

[soln3shko]

help me

[soln3shko]

I feel blue today because my best friends couldn't / don't want to go to my wedding next month

I have 4 best friends and only one my friend said me "yes, when I need to buy a ticket?" (Thank you Kath I love you)

But I feel weird because I'm persuading my friends to come to my wedding, this sounds like a joke 🤡

Ok this is their choice I understand, they have them problems, okay, I understand

But right now I think friendship concept is too overrated, and I always need to remember that at the first I'm alone and I shouldn't rely on other people and trust them with my emotions

I thought it's true for romantic relationships, but - wow - for friendship too

[soln3shko]

When I feel blue I draw

I don't prefer this pairing but usually their dynamics in fan arts is so comfort :,)

[soln3shko]

Maybe I want to use this account for my feelings (sometimes, when my notes are not enough for me)

I think that I can't create healthy and good relationships, I destroy everything I touch, I feel broken and wrong

my life is a series of random decisions that will lead nowhere. only the destroyed psyche of myself and other people. Sorry

[ohnoaname]

Met up with my friends to celebrate my recent birthday

And look what @soln3shko made for me!!!

I fucking love it look at my baby

[soln3shko]

^^

[ohnoaname]

My friend wants the 314 badge so she is booping

The problem is that she's determined to boop just me and no one else

[soln3shko]

yep it's me it's me and what ihihihih

[mikewheelerfan2022]

Reblog if I can spam you with boops