a wednesday evening. a normal, uneventful night for most.
for you however, it was anything but normal.
you were crying, in your room, silently. you didn't want the others to hear you and burst through your door, you wanted to be alone.
memories were coming back, bad ones.
thoughts were coming in your already infested mind, the suicidal ones.
you were clawing at your inner arms, your thighs, and your neck.
your neck, it was supposed to be broken and mangled.
your life, it was supposed to end. you wanted it to end.
the perturbing feeling that sits in your stomach. the heavy weight on your chest. you were tired and it was beginning to show.
how could they expect you to go back to being happygolucky like you were before the incident?
you felt his claws dig deep in your throat, you felt your body being dragged, you felt it all.
you heard his laughter, you heard your body's thump when he threw you on the living room floor, you heard the brother's cries, you heard it all.
you can never go back to what it was before, and everybody knows it, they just refuse to entertain the horrid thought.
the brothers never cared for you, since if they did, they wouldn't act like they didn't see your dying corpse.
you were going to end this, right here, right now. there's nothing left to live for, right? there's no point.
you walked to your bathroom and got in your tub. you laughed hysterically, you looked empty.
then, three knocks.
"Yo! It's the Great Mammon telling you that dinner is ready! So you better get out of here and eat with me! You should feel honored!" mammon's booming voice could be heard from the outside.
you sighed solemnly.
"I'll be out in a minute!" you wouldn't. you lied.
"Get ready quick, ok?!" Mammon shouted after walking downstairs. Mammon, the only demon you ever considered as a friend, he was always there and you're glad that his voice would be the last sound that you'll hear.
you were in the tub and you could feel the water rising to your chin. you smiled, bitterly.
"I can finally feel peace." you said before you eyes closed.
Just watched "destroying a world that doesn't exist" and that was the most homosexual tension between two pixel characters I have ever seen. I need updated fanfiction and fanart immediately
DERLORDE SACRIFICING HIMSELF TO SAVE THE WORLD AND AVERY AND SEEING HIMSELF AS A LOST CAUSE, A COUNTDOWN TO AN INEVITABLE INSANTIY
AVERY WORRYING ABOUT DERLORDE MORE THAN HIMSELF DESPITE HIM BEING MOST VULNERABLE TO THE KING
DERLORDE BEING WILLING TO DO ANYRHING TO SAVE AVERY INFLUDING TRICKING HIM AND BETRAYING HIS TRUST AS MUCH AS HE NEEDS TO STOP HIM
AVERY RISKING SUMMONING THE KING BECAUSE HE CANT LET DERLORDE SACRIFICE HIMSELF
DERLORDE KNOWING AVERY AS WELL AS HE KNOWS HIMSELF
DERLORDE IMMEDIATELY RECOGNIZING THE FAKE AVERY VS THE REAL ONE BECAUSE HE KNOWS AVERY. HE KNOWS HIM.
DERLORDE CALLING THE FAKE AVERY AN IDIOT AND THE REAL ONE SPECIAL
DERLORDE KNOWING EXACTLY WHAT TO SAY TO RESTORE AVERY’S IDENTITY
DERLORDE ASKING WHY AVERY WOULD BE WILLING TO RISK HIS LIFE FOR HIM WHEN AVERY DOESNT EVEN KNOW HIM, DERLORDE KNOWIMG EVERYTHING ABOUT AVERY BUT HE CANT FIGURE HIM OUT FULLY.
DERLORDE BEING WILLING TO SACRIFICE HIMSELF FOR AVERY BECAUSE HE KNOWS HIM BUT NOT UNDERDTANDING WHY AVERY WOULD DO THAT FOR HIM SINCE THEY ARE STRANGERS
AVERY IMMEDIATELY MAKING SAVING DERLORDE HIS ONLY MOTIVATION DESPITE HIM NEEDING TO BE SAVED WAY MORE
BOTH OF THEM BEING WILLIMG TO SACRIFICE THEMSELVES TO SAVE THE OTHER
AVERY SEEING HIMSELF AS NOT ENOUGH AND DERLORDE SEEING HIM AS SPECIAL
DERLORDE SEEING HIMSELF AS A LOST CAUSE AND AVERY SEEING HIM AS IMPORTANT
THESE TWO FUCKERS ARE THE MOST SELF SACRIFICIAL IDIOTS I KNOW SOMEONE NEEDS TO PUT BOTH ME AND THEM DOWN WITH A DOUBLE BARREL SHOTGGUN
