going round and round in circles in my mind so much it's causing the floor to catch fire.
i'm really, REALLY trying to stay positive but all of my attempts at reaching out to an audience and getting commissions aren't working!!! i need to be able to make Some sort of income off this. i need to. but reaching out to friends with more followers is just. anathema to me. i can't do it. i can't rely on other peoples' generosity on a regular basis and this string of failures is driving me insane















