I really need to write this post because I know that I'm not the only one that get stuck in an eating disorder. I don't really know where to start and my english it's not really great but I have an important thing to say.
EATING DISORDER WILL NOT MAKE YOU HAPPY!
Lose weight will NOT make you happy!
Lose weight will NOT make you confident!
Lose weight will NOT make other people like you or love you more!
When you think "I'm don't have an eating disorder, I will stop when I will be skinny", well that's when you have an eating disorder, you will start starving yourself cause you will see progress yes, but you are not becoming skinnier, you are becoming afraid of food!
That piece of cake you are waiting to become skinnier to eat, will make you feel anxious. You will start think that restaurant are tricking you. You will stop eating even fruits or vegetables cause they will not stick to your too low calorie intake.
You will lose hair and nails, you teeth will become weaker and you will feel tired and sad. You will hate your body even when you will lose weight.
You will feel alone cause you can't go out with your friends, cause everyone will be eating and you will suffer from hunger.
You will not be cute or pretty. Everyone will see that you are sick.
Food is not your enemies. Food makes you stronger.
That models you see that makes you wanna be skinnier or that thinspo that you save in your gallery everyday are not the reality.
Skinny is beautiful yeah, but so is Fat, Curvy, flat chest or big boobs, no hips or wide hips and for god's sake if you don't have thight gap it doesn't mean nothing!!
People look at your eyes, your smile and most important AT YOUR PERSONALITY!
So please please please don't think that an eating disorder will makes you happy or that only cause you are not skinny, you don't have one.
Everyone can have an eating disorder cause it's the moment when you think "I CAN'T eat that, cause it will makes me FAT" that trick you into having an eating disorder.
And last but not least if you feel alone and sad because of this problem please send me a message and we will talk, so that you will not feel alone.
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