Gross Feelings and Weird Aesthetics

I make bad art to cope with emotions. I also love everything edgy, soft, and Halloween.

[somberjoy]

Me: *starts medication*

Me: *feels better*

*Feels Better becomes the new normal*

Me: *get depressed*

Me: *goes off medication*

Me: *Relapses™*

Gf: "babe i think you should take your meds"

Me: *takes medication*

Me: *feels better*

Me:

x2

@deangetyourheadoutofyourgayass

[deangetyourheadoutofyourgayass]

good job babe!!

[somberjoy]

:)

[somberjoy]

Me: *starts medication*

Me: *feels better*

*Feels Better becomes the new normal*

Me: *get depressed*

Me: *goes off medication*

Me: *Relapses™*

Gf: "babe i think you should take your meds"

Me: *takes medication*

Me: *feels better*

Me:

x2

@deangetyourheadoutofyourgayass

[deangetyourheadoutofyourgayass]

The only relation between me and aliens: a lot of people dont believe in aliens

[somberjoy]

another relation: i believe in both

[somberjoy]

Being Poly and Gay be like:

• having multiple gay panics because girls are hot and many girls can be hot at the same time

• falling in love with your girlfriend and then catching feelings for your friends who are a lesbian couple and being confused because you're committed to your own relationship but that doesn't make you crush on your friends any less

• being intensely aware of the differences in your partners personalities but loving them all nonetheless and being eager to learn how to communicate effectively and interact smoothly with every one of them

• being everything your parents don't believe in and having to cope with knowing they will try their best to be supportive but ultimately think your relationship will fall apart and you'll magically turn straight

• knowing that your relationship doesn't make sense to most people and they don't really want to listen to what you have to say on the matter

• realizing you're poly while you're in a relationship and being afraid to come out to the one person you love and trust most because you don't want them to think you don't love them anymore, when you know that your feelings towards other people has no effect on your capacity to love your partner

• talking about polyamory with your crushes and being scared but also so so hopeful

• feeling like "the more the merrier!" when it comes to spending time with your romantic interests and feeling guilty when you don't feel that way about spending time with other friends or wishing for the others company when hanging out with just one romantic interest

• having an endless capacity to love all your partners and also panicking because you don't want any one of them feeling neglected

• telling your girlfriend about your romantic interest and getting excited because they accept and love you even while you talk about someone else

• kissing your friend because she's really pretty and you like her even though you both have girlfriends but you all kiss each other anyway

• knowing that if any one person gets sick, you'll all get sick

• wanting to live with multiple people all your life and not entirely being sure why

• feeling heavily restricted in a monogamous, heterosexual relationship and not being sure why and constantly trying to justify your feelings without actually knowing what's wrong

• being so heavily in love with your girlfriend and yet still wanting to bring others into your relationship even though you're happy with your gf

• being really excited by little phrasing things like "i love you both so much" or "we love you"

• getting really happy from having moments with your individual partners/romantic interests and also loving spending time as a group

• being excited at the idea of being able to say "i love my girlfriends" one day

• loving all your partners equally and relishing in their differences and adoring the things that make them who they are

• enjoying watching your romantic interests/partners bond with each other

[somberjoy]

You Might be Gay if:

You kissed someone of the opposite sex, and your initial reaction was "is this what all the fuss in about? That's disappointing"

Then I kissed the person who is now my girlfriend, and went "oh, this is much better"

I then also realized that maybe my weird discomfort with guys who had feelings for me (including my ex-boyfriend) was because I, on a fundamental level, was not attracted to them.

[somberjoy]

One of the Many Reasons I Know I'm Gay

I never once laid in a guy's bed and thought very intensely about how much I wanted to fuck him.

[somberjoy]

Concepts for Animal Companions and Familiars

• dumb as a rusty nail but their person still loves them

• badly behaved but them and their person are still emotionally and/or physically dependent on each other

• is actually a person in animal form, whether they can talk or not

• literal trash mammal, tries to eat everything. Can be a subcategory of dumb as a rusty nail

• a fish

• hyperintelligent

• secret superpowers

• a reptile

• reverse Jimminy Cricket

• omniscient/oracle but can't talk

• a straight up fucking whale

• can talk to fungus

• undead

• questgiver

• seriously why are 90% of animal companions mammalian/avian? Have a fucking fish for a companion. You have to carry around a specialized tank on your back and it's really inconvenient but you get fucking ripped because water is heavy and you need that fish because reasons.

• Or your familiar is a whale and you live by the sea so you can commune with them and anytime you have to travel inland it's really inconvenient.

[somberjoy]

in addition: variations of hyper/hypointelligence

•Hyperintelligent and Happy to Help!™

•Hyperintelligent and a Fucking Prick because they're Hyperintelligent™

•Hypointelligent but tries their best anyway

•Hypointelligent except in specific circumstances wherein they become hyperintelligent and freak everybody out

[somberjoy]

Concepts for Animal Companions and Familiars

• dumb as a rusty nail but their person still loves them

• badly behaved but them and their person are still emotionally and/or physically dependent on each other

• is actually a person in animal form, whether they can talk or not

• literal trash mammal, tries to eat everything. Can be a subcategory of dumb as a rusty nail

• a fish

• hyperintelligent

• secret superpowers

• a reptile

• reverse Jimminy Cricket

• omniscient/oracle but can't talk

• a straight up fucking whale

• can talk to fungus

• undead

• questgiver

• seriously why are 90% of animal companions mammalian/avian? Have a fucking fish for a companion. You have to carry around a specialized tank on your back and it's really inconvenient but you get fucking ripped because water is heavy and you need that fish because reasons.

• Or your familiar is a whale and you live by the sea so you can commune with them and anytime you have to travel inland it's really inconvenient.

[deangetyourheadoutofyourgayass]

Anybody have chapstick recommendations? I’ve eaten like two eggs and my lips are still chapped

[somberjoy]

Walmart has exciting flavors. Eos (those egg lookin ones) has cool flavors too but my skin reacted to them so like if your lips start feeling like sandpaper that's why lol

[somberjoy]

Tfw you finally come out and you just

~Everything I own must be Gay~

[melgillman]

Here’s HSTHETE, the 24 hour comic I drew this year!  Thanks to everybody who followed along on twitter this weekend as I posted these pages <3

[somberjoy]

@deangetyourheadoutofyourgayass

[somberjoy]

I want a snake.

A ball python.

A heckin puppy faced boop noodle.

[somberjoy]

Me: *feels tired and numb all the time*

Literally everyone: you might be depressed

Me: nah this is totally a normal brain function

Me: *goes on antidepressants*

Me: *doesn't feel tired and numb all the time*

Me: *feels motivated for once*

Me: *isn't depressed*

Me:

[deangetyourheadoutofyourgayass]

Girlfriend: Oreo! (Her cat) You’re gross!!

Me: No!!! She can’t control it!!!!

Girlfriend: Stinky baby! Nasty babe!!

Me:

[somberjoy]

Nasty girl!!

[somberjoy]

Don't follow the beaten path just because it's "what you're supposed to do"

It's okay to find your own way

[deangetyourheadoutofyourgayass]

Got my girlfriend a pride flag. This is my new wallpaper!!

[somberjoy]

:)

[deangetyourheadoutofyourgayass]

I’m on a level of dehydration where I have to Shit and I have had to Shit since I woke up this Morning and I went all of school needing to

Shit

But I can’t

Shit

Cause I’m

Dehydrated

And I will go to bed needing to

Shit

But I

Can’t

Shit