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The problem isn’t forgiving people, it’s forgetting the transgressions

#swigs vodka #clutches head and crawls into fetal position

I think i’m experiencing shutdowns on the daily

this is getting out of hand

#Autism #Catholic #internal battery dies an hour after waking up #scrupulosity never stops

A warning for the fellow scrupulous. If you are newly converted and reverted and are confused about the “fear” part about the Fear of God, it means awe and reverence, not visceral fear. unfortunately, i cultivated the latter and myself something my OCD could latch onto besides obeying the ten commandments.

while i no longer “fear” God in the sense of a terrified servant, I still have a brain disorder that’s making my life a living hell since it can’t find anything more disastrous than hell and sin.

Scrupulosity

Intellectually based scruples = doubting disease

OCD based scruples = Sisyphus Syndrome

haveyouever-polls

have you ever drank ensure?

Have you ever drank ensure?

Yes

No

Voting ended onJul 30

#i need to get this stuff #i’m supposed to be at least 120lbs and i’m at 103

haveyouever-polls

have you ever made pizza from scratch?

Have you ever made pizza from scratch?

Yes

No

Remaining time: 21 hours 55 minutes

some-scrupulous-moron

I was, can’t remember, 6? when I made a pizza alongside a chef at domino’s pizza at my local mall (it’s long closed now)

mindless-polls

Have you ever broken a bone?

Yes

No

Unsure

Results

Voting ended on19h

some-scrupulous-moron

broke my pinky toe today waking into a mirror

#my feet enter the room before the rest of my body does

haveyouever-polls

Have you ever smoked a cigarette?

Yes

No

Voting ended onJul 28

some-scrupulous-moron

Yes and it’s the reason why i vape. vaping doesn’t cause smoking, but smoking definitely causes vaping.

#vaping

Please pray for me

In an intoxicated state and a fit of rage i said “ok now the conscience is on vacation, i won’t be anxious about BUTTFUCK, and it won’t alert me to BUTTFUCK, and I’ll strive Saint because BUTTFUCK”

….

“i’ll strive to be a saint because GOD”

I can’t stop being getting trapped in moral Catch-22s

I wish my conscience would stop coking

otherwise i will continue smoking 🌲🚬

#stop fucking touching the cocaine and get in line with God

scrupulosity pushed the self destruct button

and it will continue until the scrupulosity improves

#self destruction #fought too hard for too long #now i’m going for broke

it’s finally happened

the reactor melted down, the dam broke, Claude Frollo is singing Hellfire in the background

#ran into the ground

Prayer Request

i’m losing something, but i don’t know wha: hope, faith, my sanity or my conscience. i’m losing like loose teeth. i brushed, i flossed, i used mouthrinse and yet their loose.

#emergency prayer request #it used to be something’s gotta give #now it’s something’s going to give

“Stop doing that your making me nauseous”

i’m not making you nauseous, you’re just annoyed by people with autism.

materequus

Painting Virgin of Guadalupe, c. 1700, at the Indianapolis Museum of Art, featuring a crown on the Virgin's head, later removed.

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#Our lady of Guadalupe

One thing that bugs me when I tell people who don’t know what scrupulosity even is…

“God is not a taskmaster!” “God isn’t out to punish you!”

which i respond: “so how long have you been preaching to the choir, and teaching their grandmothers to suck eggs?”

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